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These two mean so much to me. My nephew is more like a little brother, and even though Angie has been like a mom to me for a long time, I appreciate it all. She's always been there for me and been trying to give me what's best, and I can't ever repay her enough for that. When there's hardly no one left, Angie and Ryan are still there. And that's why they're two of the most important people in my life. I love them to death and I'd be so lost without them. They'll never know how much I love them.

We're Crabby and Squishy,
[or Abby and Brenda.]
This girl means the world to me. We may be 1,200 miles apart for all but once or twice in the year, but that doesn't even matter, because we're still best friends at heart, and we've always got each other's backs, no matter how far away we are from each other. We have so many inside jokes, we can't even remember all of them half the time. She's always there for me, and I'm always here for her. We go through our own battles when we're apart, and our own struggles, but we talk to each other and every single time, we realize how alike we are and how much of the same stuff we have to go through. We may seem like total opposites, but we're actually just alike if you get to know us. We bring out the crazy side in each other, and it doesn't even matter what we're doing, we always make it fun. We've been best friends since 8th grade, and always shared the same dream of becoming famous one day, even if it doesn't happen. Which is why we're Best Friends Even After Hollywood. We have so many good memories together, and we have bad ones, too. We've cried together, laughed together, beat the shit out of each other, shared hangovers, shared bongs, shared boyfriends & ex's, and shared beds. But through it all, nothing ever changed. We may change as people, but when we're together, we're just as close as ever, no matter how long we've been apart.
I hate that I only get to see her once or twice a year, and that her mom hates me and won't let me talk to her (even though she does anyway :]), but I love her to death, and I'll never have another best friend like her. I don't care how close I am to someone, I'll always be closest to her, and my feelings for her won't ever change. When we're together, we're inseparable. We'd do anything for each other, and if you hurt one of us, you'd better watch out for the other. I'd kill for her, and I know she'd do the same for me.
I know that, no matter what happens, we'll always be BFEAH. I love her. =] ?

? since 10.05.08 ?

Levi is my boyfriend, my best friend, and my other half. Without him, I honestly feel incomplete, like I'm missing something. I tell him everything, and he listens. I've cried to him, and I've laughed with him. We went through a lot together in the 5 months we knew each other before we started dating. I think I always knew I'd end up with him eventually. He waited for me through some tough times, and somehow never gave up on me, even when I fucked him over time and time again. I can never thank him enough for that. He picked up the pieces of me numerous times, and has always accepted me the way I am. He's never asked me to change anything about myself. I put him through some hell for a while, mainly because I didn't believe he'd stick through it, or that he'd really stay. But he did. And that only proved to me what I already knew - he loves me. He treats me so well, and he'd do anything for me, even when I'm bitchy and don't deserve any of it. He gives me the attention I've always needed, and the love I've always longed for. He makes me feel so loved and needed and special. He can make me laugh when no one else can, and he makes me laugh like no one else ever could. I feel so comfortable around him, like I can be myself without hesitation. We have so many good memories and have so much fun together. We're alike in enough ways that we kind of just complete each other. And yeah, we've been in fights... tons of fights. We've said some pretty harsh things, and done some even dumber things. But they only ended up bringing us together even more. We've been stupid, but we forgive each other for it, and we try to just forget about it. Because that's in the past. People may question us, but that doesn't matter to me. I don't care what he looks like or what you think of him; I like his image and I love everything about him and he's perfect to me. Right now, we're truly in love. And it's real.
I want to be with him for a long time. I'm tired of getting hurt and left by people I trust, and for now, he's the only person I feel I can trust. He's the only person I can go to about anything. He's the only person that isn't going to turn his back on me.
I know I don't treat him right sometimes, and I'll always be afraid that he's going to find someone better and leave me for someone who deserves him, but for now, he's mine, and I'm going to show him that I love him the best that I can, even if times get rough every now and then.
I think we were made for each other. He's my other half, and I wouldn't trade him, or a moment with him, for the world.
i love him.

two halves make a whole ?

our song: "my never" by blue october

These are two of the coolest kids you could ever meet. They are my best friends in Eureka, and the times we had together will always be remembered. I miss being around them more than anything.
Now that Jace is gone, things will never be the same. Thank God I still have Dakota, though.

Jace
Jace was so amazing. He was always the kid to be responsible; sure, he was the class clown, but he never drank or smoked... He thought that stuff was stupid and pointless, but he didn't criticize others for doing it. He lived life to the fullest every day and loved every second of it. Yet his life was taken away from him. It's not fair, but I believe it was his time. Everyone wanted so much more time with him, so many more memories and laughs, but all we can do now is cherish what we have and remember what we had and be grateful for it. I deeply regret not taking any more action than I did to see Jace before he died, but I know he knew I loved him to death, and I believe he still knows that. He was so amazing. He could make anyone laugh, and that was all he wanted to do. He could cheer you up in the worst of times, and he was just a joy to be around. He didn't have any enemies; he didn't even have any kids who didn't like him. He lived life to the fullest and took advantage of every moment of every day. He will never be forgotten, and we will never stop missing him. This kid was one of my best, closest friends, and there's no way I will ever forget him or ever stop missing him and loving him. Most of my best memories are of things with him, and those are what are going to stick in my heart permanently. I know for a fact that he is in a better place now, because there's no possible way he couldn't be. Things will never be the same without him.
ily & imy, jace, and that will never change. i'll see you again someday...

r.i.p.
jace derick ross
7.7.92 - 6.20.08
Dakota
But until then, I still have Dakota, and he's cool as hell and amazingly fun to be around. He does stupid shit sometimes, but who doesn't? He's hilarious and cool, and when he wants to do something, he does it and doesn't let anything get in his way. He's determined and smart, and he can make just about anyone laugh. Not to mention, he's hella talented. He's always been there when I needed him most, and I couldn't have gotten past the hard times without him. Most of my best memories involve him. He's a great friend and a good guy all around, and his friendship means more to me than anything. I'd be pretty damn lost without this kid. :]