music - i'm in a band with Xander. he sings, i play guitar. you can see our profile and hear our music by clicking here.
writing - Somewhere in middle school, I decided I was creative enough to be an author. That being said, I got to Chapter 9 in a book and scrapped it(it's still on fictionpress if you want to find it, I'm not giving you the link). However, during 8th and 9th grade, I managed a 100 page collection of ultra-short "horror/comedy" stories ranging from half a page to 10 pages long. At first the stories were totally unrelated, but after awhile in, I found there was a very amazing way to link them in the end and have the surviving central characters of each story come together. Of course, there were a few stories that didn't make sense to the overall plot I'd created and had to take them out. I decided these stories, strung together properly, badly in need of editing, detail and elaboration would make my perfect book I hope to one day finish and get published. But I think it's safe to say, I have a lot of trouble finishing long things like that, so if it does get published, it'll probably be my only novel. I also write bad/moderately entertaining poetry.. I don't think I'll give you the link that either.
reading - I read a lot, but not as much as I used to.
photography - During my first year of photography, I found out I was magnificent. Unfortunately during year II, I struggled for my creative control with my teacher. Halfway through year III, I quit. I would still love to do it free lance, but blah, I don't have the money right now.
= rights.
Music
Alanis Morissette
Blondie/Debbie Harry
Merril Bainbridge
Eve's Plum
Vitamin C
Letters to Cleo
Kay Hanley
Milla
Mika
Melanie C
Hole/Courtney Love
Lisa Marie Presley
Poe
Tori Amos
Sarah McLachlan
Frou Frou/Imogen Heap
Fefe Dobson
Skye Sweetnam
Cyndi Lauper
Billie Myers
Kelly Osbourne
Geri Halliwell
Spice Girls
Selena
Jennifer Love Hewitt
Bette
Joydrop
TLC
Scarling.
Jack off Jill
Charlene
Fiona Apple
George Michael/WHAM!
LeAnn Rimes
Auf der Maur
Madonna
Reba
Sheryl Crow
Melissa Etheridge
Jewel
The Mamas and the Papas
Pink
Shania Twain
Janet Jackson
Ashlee Simpson
Avril Lavigne
Movies
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Shock Treatment
Ginger Snaps Trilogy
The Descent
Terminator/Terminator 2
To Wong Foo
Labyrinth
Dirty Dancing
16 Candles
The Breakfast Club
Beaches
Fried Green Tomatoes
Liar, Liar
Heartbreakers
The Craft
Aliens
Adventures In Babysitting
Romy & Michelle
Priscilla
Rent
Hairspray 1988/Hairspray 2007
Thelma & Louise
Wayne's World/Wayne's World 2
Ever After
Heartbreakers
The Notebook
Demon Knight
Batman/Batman Returns
Television
Currently(shows i watch every week):
America's Next Top Model
True Blood
Survivor
Samantha Who?
Weeds
Nip/Tuck
All-time favorites:
Charmed
Absolutely Fabulous
Wonderfalls
Golden Girls
Popular
Family Guy
Buffy
Roseanne
Will & Grace
South Park
Daria
Shows I Used to Watch(but not anymore):
Grey's Anatomy
Private Practice
Pushing Daisies
Dexter
Degrassi: The Next Generation
Books
The Taking
Shocking Pink
Forbidden Fruit
Sweetblood
Cut
Breathing Underwater
Salem's Lot
The Harry Potter Series
any novel by Lois Duncan
Heroes
Well,think it over once or twice,
What lasts the longest in this life,
Character, or rock hard thighs?
And in the end do you believe,
That beauty lies in what you see?
Cause if you do, then baby
You've been deceived
About me:
i do these every so often, in case i directed you here from one of them:
AOL IM: LoveThroughThis
msn:importantidiot@hotmail.com
kittyradio: Jonny-boy
FefeRocks: Jonny-boy
IMDb: Jonny-boyy
Do you really want to know about me? I'm an twenty-year-old dealing with everything that's thrown at me on a day-to-day basis. I don't rely on stability and I'm prepared to do what I have to, no matter how hard, in order to survive. I'm thankful for a lot of things in my life, but probably not as much I resent a lot that has happened to me. But I'm through letting things get me down. I'm going to love everything I have and I'm going to survive. There are few friends that are now-a-days. But you know who you are. So thanks. =]
I think a lot of these lyrics can describe me better than I can:
"Precious Illusions"
You'll rescue me right?
In the exact same way they never did..
I'll be happy right?
When your healing powers kick in
You'll complete me right?
Then my life can finally begin
I'll be worthy right?
Only when you realize the gem I am?
But this won't work now the way it once did
And I won't keep it up even though I would love to
Once I know who I'm not then I'll know who I am
But I know I won't keep on playing the victim
These precious illusions in my head
Did not let me down when I was defenseless
And parting with them is like parting
With invisible best friends
This ring will help me yet as will you knight in shining armor
This pill will help me yet as will these boys gone through like water
But this won't work as well as the way it once did
Cuz I want to decide between survival and bliss
And though I know who I'm not I still don't know who I am
But I know I won't keep on playing the victim
These precious illusions in my head
Did not let me down when I was a kid
And parting with them is like parting
With a childhood best friend
I've spent so long firmly looking outside me
I've spent so much time living in survival mode
This won't work now the way it once did
Cuz I want to decide between survival and bliss
And though I know who I'm not
I still don't know who I am
But I know I won't keep on playing the victim
These precious illusions in my head
Did not let me down when I was defenseless
And parting with them is like parting
With invisible best friends
These precious illusions in my head
Did not let me down when I was a kid
And parting with them is like parting
With childhood best friends
"Forgiven"
You know how us catholic girls can be
We make up for so much time a little too late
I never forgot it, confusing as it was
No fun with no guilt feelings
The sinners, the saviors, the loverless priests
Ill see you next sunday
We all had our reasons to be there
We all had a thing or two to learn
We all needed something to cling to
So we did
I sang alleluia in the choir
I confessed my darkest deeds to an envious man
My brothers they never went blind for what they did
But I may as well have
In the name of the father, the skeptic and the son
I had one more stupid question
We all had our reasons to be there
We all had a thing or two to learn
We all needed something to cling to
So we did
What I learned I rejected but I believe again
I will suffer the consequence of this inquisition
If I jump in this fountain, will I be forgiven
We all had our reasons to be there
We all had a thing or two to learn
We all needed something to cling to
So we did
We all had delusions in our head
We all had our minds made up for us
We had to belive in something
So we did
"Underneath"
Look at us break our bonds in this kitchen
Look at us rallying all our defenses
Look at us waging war in our bedroom
Look at us jumping ship in our dialogues
There is no difference in what we're doing in here
That doesn't show up as big as it does out there
So why spend all our time undressing our bandages
When we've the ultimate key to the cause
Right here all underneath
Look at us form our cliques in our sandbox
Look at us being cruel kids with both our hearts blocked
Look at us turn away from all the rough spots
Look at dictatorship on my own block
There is no difference in what we're doing in here
That doesn't show up as big as it does out there
So why spend all our time undressing our bandages
When we've the ultimate key to the cause
Right here all underneath
How I've spun my wheels
With carts before my horse
And shine on the outside springs from bloom
Spotlight on these? seeds of simpler reasons
And score bourne into form, starts in my living room
There is no difference in what we're doing in here
That doesn't show up as big as it does out there
So why spend all our time undressing our bandages
When we've the ultimate key to the cause
Right here all underneath
yay! yeah, I totally love my default one as well (hence the default status! haha) k, so, responses, in order: 1) I know, the shirt the stylist chose like TOTALLY made them come out. makes me happy. :D 2) haha, it's called awesome makeup artist + free photoshopping on the photos :P 3) thanks lol 4) I like the top half. the shorts are horrrrible, in my opinion haha 5) a) I totally took a TV & Print Camp that had a mini lesson on photoposing. plus, I have yeeaarrss of fashion magazines floating around my room...I cut out models and taped them to one of my closet doors so I could practice/mimic poses lol 6) it was the onnlllyy shoes I had that matched the outfit. the stylist told me to wear them! haha I was under the impression they'd have some shoes for us cause they asked for our size. because I totally fail as a girl and have like no decent pairs of shoes lol 7) well, I have been told that I get that whole "deer in the headlights" look sometimes in photos.... :P 8) me too!!!! she was like "k, what we haven't done is either stick straight or curly." I voted the curls cause my hair doesn't hold them well, so they fall out all pretty. I totally did NOT want to shower cause I loved them so much lol 9) hahaha, you did, you did! but honestly, I only did this so I could get headshots to act :P but now I have a modeling portfolio too, so, it's all good 10) thankss :)
haha, actually, my brother told me about it yeaarrss ago and I tried watching it a few months back, but I just couldn't get into it when I started it. :/ I promise I'll try again sometime for you though. :D haha
no big haha. and fingers crossed! i mean, this lady is like...an indie film person, but, who knows what could happen!! :D (and i won't forget my posse from when i was "little" :P) but srsly, you'll get lovin' and get to hang out and get cool perks lol
lol, she's not the one who's gonna shop me around, it was a girl I met on the set of a movie I was helping on! but YAY! Awesome! she's sooooooooo sweet!!! both of them are AMAZING and sooo cool!
And do as I say...check out the music!!!!!! I think you may like it. It's not like angry and Poe or Alanis-like, but it's definitely different. Like, acoustic Indie kinda. Really soft and pretty. :)
haha, I totally understand...it's happened to me on a few occasions. I
was actually laughing about it like "wow...he made a comment about it
the other day...and then he forgets it a few days later??"
but it's okay...I still love you anyway :P
TOO BAD YOU DONT LIVE HERE IN HOUSTON OR WE COULD HANG OUT... BUT THEN AGAIN, I HAVENT BEEN TO LOUISIANA SINCE I WAS A LIL KID! IF ONLY I COULD FIX UP MY CAR SO IT COULD MAKE THE TRIP...
Online Now!
LOL AND DONT HIDE SO MUCH ON YOUR PAGE... *HUGS*
