"My Journey to the Bitter Earth" by Stanley "Beaver" Austin

This is a true story of one persons quest to find his mission from God. From surviving the 'Real' ghetto, and poverty affiliations, to being able to blend with people from many different social backgrounds as his life progresses. ****************************************************************
Then, there are his wives who never really new him; A millionaire Radio Station owner whom he has assisted for many years; a Senator's Daughter whom he helped when she was being attacked: This is only a preview of the memoirs, the life, the times, and the journeys of Stanley "Beaver" Austin. ****************************************************************

This is a novel about one mans quest and understanding one self and truth he encounter with God the spiritual level of achievement which is hard to believe hard to accept and now you will decide.

The Message

What disturbed me the most is how at this present time we still continue the slave mentality. So I would give a message, this message is common sense and I start with the most important message that I could convey to anyone that is pertaining to the BIBLE.
Let us think and start to take note as to why King James did not want to put his name on the BIBLE, and why he did.
First of all King James was an outstanding reader; his comprehension was great, so during the translation of the BIBLE from Hebrew to English around 1603 or 1604 King James discovered by reading the BIBLE that people of color were gods and he was just a mere King so that is why he refused to sign the BIBLE he only had to give it authencity by being the King. However he made it very clear that he was just a king and how could he keep slaves who would come to learn that they were gods.
So the theologians came to him and made him aware that Michealangelo had put a face to GOD and looked like him: white. Look at Leonardo DaVinci. What he had done was he made Jesus and all his disciples look like us and remembering this is 1603 before English was accepted throughout the world. So what theologians told him made sense and he realized that not only would he be king on earth but also the king in heaven and this will answer the inquiries as to why some of the chapters had been missing from the BIBLE.
I can imagine what would have been said, giving credence to the parts that was left out. After the translations from Hebrew to English it would soon be discovered that the intent for which the purpose the BIBLE had served and the confusion that the people want us to accept. Let us take a look at it.
We will start with Moses one of the most important figures in the BIBLE. Moses: He came after Abraham, Moses received the ten Commandments the message from GOD however, here is how Moses began;
Moses was found by Pharohs daughter flowing down the Nile, but we all know during that time the Pharaohs were people of color so when the Pharaohs daughter picked up Moses from the river Nile she adopted and accept him, and the reason why this could be easily done because he looked like them there was no dispute; no misunderstanding because he looked like them, and they ALL being people of color. But even moreso is the fact that Moses wife was a Mennonite, darkest of the dark tribes, so what this means is all of them had to be dark, and if you look up their origin you find them to be Ethiopian so now we have Moses going down the Nile being relieved by someone who looks like him and adopt him with no problem, but however these are all people of color...
But not just Moses. Remember when Jesus was born, the first thing King Herrod said was lets go find him and kill him The angel Gabriel, according to the BIBLE, went to his father - his earthly father and told him to take the child to Eygpt. Once again, Eygpt was known to be all black and the reason King Herrod did not know where Jesus was, is because Jesus looked like them; because if he didnt, king Herrod would know if there was a white baby in Egypt.
And this is what we have to deal with common sense of the BIBLE.
From this, we know why we have encountered the slave mentality; The superior and inferior mentality that exists today, and it is easy to understand giving credence these people who are the minority (white people,) and people of color have always been the majority. Just apply common sense look at Africa, India and China and the Latino South Americans; We have always been the majority, but however from this action of King James started the slave mentality where the majority is no longer the ruler and the minority ruled.
This case in point came about during the thirteenth century when the European explorers went to China, they were confused from the loud sounds they heard. The loudest noise ever heard at that time was swords hitting shields, however, they heard all these fireworks all this loud combustion and they found out the fireworks was made from gunpowder. The European used this gunpowder, compressing it to where they could have weapons.
This was the first creation of weapons of mass destruction, while everyone else had swords, bow and arrows, they had guns and cannons. How can you defeat them while they have guns and cannons. These actions allowed them to conquer the world; They were going country to country conquering and destroying and dominating the world. They were able to maintain control as they do today with control the masses of people.
When you are the minority, it is with divide and conquer, that you can control the masses. This has been clearly demonstrated throughout their history, and even at this present day. Example: Look at North Korea and South Korea, North Vietnamese and South Vietnamese; They are one people India and Pakistan; When you can divide the people you can conquer them.
If people of color had ever come together they would be in control, just like I named those countries which are the majority of people in the world.
Now here is the "white slave mentality."
The white slave mentality was created through the actions of King James and the superiority of weapons of mass destruction while people of color feel inferior to white people who became superior.
Case in point: Take our comedian Chris Rock. He used the perfect example he said, ....look I am a rich black nigger, and here is poor white trash, however, I would never trade places...." And the reason is, he will always feel superior because he has been chosen to look like god and everyone else are substitutes. So no matter how much money people of color may have they will always be deemed inferior.
Now on the other hand we look at "black people mentality."
Example: the Black Americans. How can anyone sit down and watch the suffering of their brother; Their father whipped and hung; Their mother raped and abused, and still serve him tea without trying to scald the slave master? Still, upon giving them their freedom, and an opportunity to leave, they will stand in front of the Northern Army and take a bullet for him (the slave master.)
Thats deep.
I feel that no other people would accept this, but the Black Americans.
You find the slave mentality throughout today and it continues to happen.
I tell the young people how they can be able to recognize the truth.
I would say, ".....can you imagine us being in the club when all of the sudden someone comes in? The very first thing we do is look them up and down." I asked the young people what they are doing when you look at them. And they responded, "Well, you gotta check people out when they come in your hood." So I told them that was a slave mentality which started years ago when we were transferred from plantation to plantation the first thing the slave master would say, ......watch the nigger hes a runner..... he'll steal your wife......
When I was telling this young person about this he said Mr. Beaver, you are right; we been watching each other ever since.....
I saw the movie Roots and that was a beginning to recognize just how deep the slave mentality had us as a people.
Now we have a little common sense.
We had Moses being accepted because he was of the same people; We had Jesus being accepted because he was of the same people; So what is the problem with us? Why can't people of color accept it? We have common sense, and it is there for us to know this mentality is deeply imbedded, and that we really do not know who we are, or where we are going. We would like to accept the lie. I realize there are very few people in the world that can think for themselves.
Using common sense again, why would you have one leader and millions of followers?
The reason is, those followers dont want to make decisions to think for themselves; They always have someone to think for them. We dont even have knowledge of the system, and how it runs. The President is just a man that we allow to make decision he just a excuse.
Yes I will hear the arguments, and just to show you how the mind works I have heard the argument What do you think the world would be today if everyone was to think for themselves?" My answer is, half the world is thinking about getting something to eat, and the other half looking for some place to stay. It is only those few people who want to be in control of other people, I wonder who that is?
Now dealing with the most important book in my message is the BIBLE: How we can reconstruct the BIBLE and our way of thinking; Preachers talk as if the most important thing is the tithes. The biggest controversy is the tithes. Nowhere in the BIBLE did GOD, or Jesus or anyone say give ten percent to anybody or church. And yet we still hold on to that lie.
The first time a tenth was spoken was when Abraham it was during this time he wanted to give the King a tenth. (Genesis 14:20) Jacob said, because GOD was so good to him know he chose to give a tenth of what he had. These tithes ten percent had nothing to do with anything in the church. Jesus made it very clear that you tithes when you help people. The church is a place of worship giving thanks. They dont need a tenth of nothing. But we have come to accept, that we like other people to tell us and think for us.
Some of us sit up in the pews we sit in the audience knowing full well that it is a lie about tithes but we go along with it, this go along with mentality is causing us a great deal of harm. But my message is I hope that the younger generation recognize it and step up to the plate. For my personal views I feel that anyone over 40 should not be in any decision making position; they should only be consultants.
Now lets see what the BIBLE has done to people here, and what it has done to this group of people. Everyone speaks of the Jews: Moses, Jesus they are Jews, now that you know that Jews are people of color let me show you how these other people came about.
You have white people accepting Judaism. One of the most powerful influence were the Meyers and Rothschilds. See, these people are European they were Germans. The Rothschilds, (the banker,) had 5 sons that were bankers so by them being bankers of Europe, they controlled Europe, and that is why Napoleon was defeated. He did not know he was dealing with the same family, so when he goes in exile, the first thing he does is write the bankers. He writes the Rothschilds of France, but he did not realize these Rothschilds were the same as the ones in England and Germany. It was 5 brothers who controlled that. You dont get defeated in wars by violence, you get defeated in wars by money that supplies ammunition and equipment. This group of people laugh at us today, because we call them Christ killers. These people had nothing to do with the killing of Christ, they just adopted the religion.
Judaism is a black religion from black people; their principle was so strong that you had some Europeans realizing it, and they adopted the principle of Judaism. They were able to accomplish a lot. They were able to get a power base, so these Europeans (white people,) adopted the religion of Judaism and name Jews and if you had listen to Mechan Begin, the Prime Minister of Israel, he made it very clear he said, .....we dont have a birthright being over here but we have a religious right.......
Do you understand this?
Now I can say that I practice Buddhism but does that give me the right to go to China and takeover? No.
This is what has been happening and maybe you can understand it now, because you have a lot of people especially blacks in America, and people of color. They actually believe they are fighting for GODs people. These people have nothing to do with the Old Testament or TORAH. They are white people that practice Judaism and we must recognize that and recognize who they are.
To give you a perfect example of it, the Polish people: Other white people would call them dumb Poles, backwards-thinking people. They said that because when all other Europeans whites were worshiping Michelangelos concept of Jesus, the Polish people have always worshiped the Black Madonna. The mother is black, the child is black. Common sense.
It is time for us to recognize who we are and who we deal with, It reminds me of the time I talked to Malcom X, I said Malcom X how can you defeat your enemy if you dont know him? And this is what I come to know whether its enemy or foe or whomever. Knowing the people that you are dealing with is very important.
So here we are again putting other people in our category because of our thinking from others. GODs chosen people on earth today is the Ethiopians. They have the original Covenant that David prayed on. It is there in Ethopia. These are our people; these are the original people. I said our people, because I can carry my descendants back to Ethiopia, to my forefathers, and who I am today. And you too must recognize Gods people, the Ethiopians that exist today. I applaud Orpah Winfrey for lending her support to the Ethiopians. This is one of the greatest things she could ever do.
Its important to recognize and understand the move that was made with President Truman at that time to take the white people, so called "Jews" and invade Palestine and say this is their right, as I stated earlier: Mechan Begin stated ..........this is not a birthright but a religious right......
You have to understand what he is saying because of their religion he felt that gave them the right. Think about all the other people that had different religions but this do not give them the right to go and takeover other people.
But we know the truth. The truth is common sense; They are the same people; They are not going to destroy their ownselves because of their religion, but they destroy others.
Think about that.
The message is stand up for Jesus and stop deceiving yourselves and others as to the authencity and existence of Jesus. The troubling part of it, is that Michelangelo himself, the creator of this image, stated this by one of works. He drew a picture of himself being in Hell, and when asked, Why he did this, he stated .......He had created a false idol.......
Now havent you heard that before false idol? If he recognized he created a false idol, why are we still lying to each other about the existence of Jesus and what he looked like?
Yes, this is the message.
Now that you know, check it out for yourself. You can still do the same thing, however, you are going to be held accountable and the preachers or whomever claims a particular religion - you will have to pay for lying.
As long as you keep that image, that false idol, and continue to call it Jesus, you are disrespecting Jesus and you will be held accountable this is the message; the final message.
Dont confuse yourself.
This is for those people who had always felt the BIBLE said, Jesus had hair of lambs wool, and skin of bronze..... You need to understand that verse really meant what it said. The verse is that John descendant, in spirit form, into heaven (not here on earth) and what he saw were things we do not want to accept, .......his feet of burnt bronze is black and hair of lambs wool..." That is true; but what about his other features the eyes of flaming coal, the heart of pure gold, but mainly the two edge sword coming out his mouth.
Now you will have preachers try and justify this, and the BIBLE made it very clear to you accept all or none, and the reason you cant accept the two edge sword because we have put Jesus in a human form.
Revelations 9-16 .....you forgot this is GOD. You have the lightning, the thunder. He can create all these things.
Now remember, dont confuse this as being on earth. He was in heaven. What John saw in the spirit form. So that is not a parable for you to use but you have many other things with common sense to describe and give you that image, however, it is not the image that you want.
What he left he made it very clear: the Holy Spirit, the problem is we dont recognize, nor understand the Holy Spirit.
Now I am going to let you know and for you to examine what the Holy Spirit is. The Holy Spirit by it being Holy it will never tells you to do anything wrong, but we sometimes do the opposite and find ourselves in trouble and thats the holy spirit, that within us, that Jesus left. Now think about that. Most people call it an inner voice.
Now lets make this very clear this is my message and my message is for those who claim to believe in the bible and they know about Jesus, also they accept the bible, this is for them and if you dont believe in the bible, I have no problem, but if you want to know the truth about the bible and why things are the way they are today, which the bible has a great influence on our situations today. Now God isnt giving everybody a car and other materialistic things that is not his purpose There is a far greater purpose than that. Now using common sense Ill ask people who could have stop the tragedy. Who has control over life and death. They are in full agreement that GOD can, but they cant accept the fact that when someone dies that GOD allows them to die . There cannot be an accident about death, that if you believe GOD can stop death. How can it be an accident, if it was your time. When we dont want to accept that GOD is allowing a child to die yes. This is how we turn things around and dont think for ourselves. You hear preachers today telling people today nobody knows the hour or time of day they are going to die. That has nothing to do with the bible. The bible was speaking when Jesus come again. So we turn that around, but then the common sense, that you use when a person tells you that. Yes many people know the hour and the day the precise second and the way they are going to die. Check death row people they know years ahead of time very few of them get that reprieve. So dont use that as a parable in which our preachers do and I reiterate again this message is for those who claim to believe in the bible and the word of the bible. This message is for you.
Now to understand that those who believe in the bible I still found today how foolish and ignorant we can be. A lady wrote the book of travels with Jesus through hell and quoted the bible now anyone who ever read the bible, knows the bible clearly states that Jesus would travel with no one at no time he will appear to world at the end of the world, she gave a nice description of Hell. Now if she had stated she traveled in the spirit with the holy spirit that could be understood because that is what he left with us within us Very few people think for themselves. Common sense; and those who believe in Jesus (stand up for Jesus) let nobody tell you different its important, because we are in times I have no problem with what goes on today.
Now on a human level as far as I traced back on my mother and father side, on my mother side her heritage of the American Indian and African and German. On my father side I go back to the original Jew the Shepard Jew African I will tell the story about this later. My grandfather was a German Ernest Murray. However this goes to show one thing that we all have in common that is the people of color learn your self, know your self, and realize yourself, you are who you are, you are people of color the first people on earth. The Message is Stand Up for Jesus.