[S]h[A]wna©
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".so baby turn your love up loud."
Female
17 years old
six[2]zero, Kansas
United States
Last Login:7/20/2008
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The Boy.
 There is this amazing boy in my life. Even though he has not been in my life for that long he has forever changed it. We have had so many ups and downs it's unbelievable, yet we always make it out on top. He takes me for who I am and does not try to change me even though he does without knowing it. Just him being in my life has made me a better person. I was oh so lucky to get him. He is everything I have ever wanted and more. He is what gets me out of bed in the morning in high hopes I will get to see his smile. When I don't get to see him there is always something missing that day. There has never been anyone like him. When I hear his voice my knees get weak. When he is around there is nothing wrong. When he kisses me i feel like i could just stay in his arms forever. When I am down and out this boy is there for me and makes sure I am safe before he is. He sticks with me no matter what. This boy is it. Our relationship has went through alot and we have made it out. If you let someone go and they come back it's ment to be;; and well ladies and gents he came back. I had to kiss alot of frogs to get to my prince, but thank god i finally found him.
I love him.
And he is my everything.
If I could just have one wish
I would wish to wake up everyday
To the sound of your breath on my neck,
The warmth of your lips on my cheek,
The touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
With anyone other than you.
Our Times
2-04-07
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The Music.
♥The Spill Canvas
♥PlayRadioPlay!
♥Mayday Parade
♥Shiny Toy Guns
♥Brand New
♥The Used
♥Psapp
♥Paramore
♥Cobra Starship
♥Meg & Dia
♥Kate Havnevik
♥The Medic Droid
♥Uffie
♥Emanuel
♥Regina Spektor
♥Kelly
♥Story Of The Year
♥A Change Of Pace
♥Sick Puppies
♥Taking Back Sunday
♥Relient K
♥From Autumn To Ashes
♥Finch
♥Hinder
♥Jimmy Eat World
♥Revelation Theory
♥Bullet For My Valentine
♥Gym Class Heroes
♥The Academy Is...
♥AFI
♥Underoath
♥Hellogoodbye
♥Fiona Apple
♥Armor For Sleep
♥Radiohead
♥Mat Kearney
♥Smile Empty Soul
♥Ani Difranco
♥The Daylights
♥The Hush Sound
♥Say Anything
♥30 Seconds To Mars
♥A Kiss Could Be Deadly
♥Alice In Videoland
♥Ingrid Michaelson
♥Hollywood Undead
♥Cute Is What We Aim For
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The Friends.
Why They Are The Best
Melissa;; she's the shit yo.
We goof; We laugh; We talk shit. You will never be as great as her. Even though we have lost touch I will never forget what was. She was my other sister I never got to have.
Charlotte;; Chubby Bunny hxc
We have been through so much of the same things. She gets me and I get here. This girl is so close to my heart she is almost my other half. I will never give up on her because she never gives up on me.
Josh P;; Jack.
This kid and me have our faults. Sometimes we love eachother, other times we hate eachother, but either way, we still have our amazing friendship, no matter how fucked up it is.
Lexie;; Floriculture Buddy.
We got close this year, and will continue to be close. We can talk about anything and always help eachother out no matter what. We love eachother silly!
Kaleigh;; Bluetooth Mate.
I have not known her for long, but I have to say, this girl is amazing. She is fun to hang out with and when she has to go home I am really sad. We have already had alot of crazy times, and I can't wait for our future. [:
Austin;; Kaleigh's Man.
Not only is he Kaleigh's man, but he is also funny as hell. I hate it when he isn't around to make everyone laugh. He is a big part of our group and we all love him.
Chad;; Chadwick.
When I first met him, I wasn't to fond of him. But as I got to know him and started hanging out with him, this kid completes us. He is quiet but always gets the girls. And we all love that.
Brandon;; The Partier.
Chad's brother. Since he came back from Seattle there has never been a dull moment and that is the way we all like it. He is the life of every party and gets us up and going if we are down. Can make anyone laugh at anytime.
This is my group of friends. I love every single moment we are together. There is never drama and there is never a dull moment. No matter what is going on everyone is always here. Everyone gets long and we forgive eachother when we get into a horrible mood. Without these kids my life would be nothing. They always are there to make me laugh and make my outlook on life that much better. I love you guys...
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[S]h[A]wna©'s Details
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| Status: | Engaged | | Orientation: | Straight | | Zodiac Sign: | Pisces |
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 Hello I am Shawna. I live in this small rumor ridden town. I plan to start my life here as soon as I graduate. I am 17 years of age which means i am now clearly responsible for everything I say and do from here on out, yes, it is a scary thought, and I tend to put blame on others, sorry. I can be loud, and i also get annoyed very easy, you probably wont like me. My future is undecided and it tends to scare me.
I will save you alot of time as to what I look like. I am not skinny, I do not have the perfect skin, and will never be what you are looking for or what you want. I am short, average in size, my mood changes in a split second, I cuss way too much and I let certain people walk all over me. I also don't get alot of things said to me, i have to hear it from others. I am pretty much a hypocrite on certain subjects and no matter how much i try i can't seem to change that. Although I am so down on myself one person has grown to love every bit of me and i thank god everyday that i met him and he is slowly changing me for the better by teaching me certain things about myself.
I am doing things I never in my life thought I would be doing. Music is my soul, it speaks for me when I can't find the words to speak for myself. I don't like to wait at all, although i make compromises for certain people. I hate close minded people yet i use to be one, and in some ways, i still am. I am very rude at times but I mean every bit of what i say, most of the time you have it coming because i take alot from someone before i am rude to them. Most people think they can read into my actions when they can't. I will tell you to give up now. Only one person can truly read me and he can read me better than i can even read myself. I can like you one second and hate you the next but i wont tell you, i'm shady and don't really mean to be. I say I am sorry alot, and i really do mean it, because i mess up way more than one person should. I never let the past rest, I bring it up alot, because it hurt me, it made me who I am, and you need to be reminded how far you have came, how you have built yourself back up from your lowest low.
I have always had alot of friends. But never ones who have stayed with me. Yet, I have 3 who have shown me alot about myself. One happens to be the best of them all. He is my boyfriend and is always there for me when the others are far away. One I have known since we were little in softball and the other i have known for little over a year but we are closer than ever. I can't trust alot of people but these 3 have my life in their hands. When I am depressed beyond getting off the floor, when i feel like i have nothing left these 3 are the ones who pick me up and show me that everything will be okay. They are my rock, they are my light in the dark, they are the music that rests my mind and puts me to sleep.
I apologize. I forgive.
But I don't forget.
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