Dead to the World

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Happy Birthday Lizzie, will see you as soon as I can. Hope the party was fun.Posted at 12:02 AM Nov 22 view more

  • Dead to the World

  • 26 / Female
  • Columbus, Ohio, US
  • Last Login: 11/23/2009

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Interests

  • General

    I'm interested in music (lyrics, instrumental, beat, spirit), rats (pets, genetics, social structure and organization, anatomy, health, temperment, ect), corsets (working, fashion, and historical implications, beauty), history (can't know where you're going if you don't know where you've been), art (doing and experiancing), literature (classics, fantasy, dramatic, plays, poetry, informative documentation, case studies, crime files, psychological case studies of serial killers, historical documentation, Leather dynamics and safety), dancing (observing and participating, the human body can be art too), learning as much as I can (call me a dork or a sponge but I'll bet it benifits me more then you'd dream), religions (I'll study any of them, know what you believe and what others believe same instance as knowing what you do and do not like by acutally finding out for sure, can't know unless you try), psychology of human interaction and sexuality, peircings and body modification (ritualistic and cosmetic), tattooing (ink is beautiful), branding (scars are beautiful too, they tell a story), BDSM, D/s, M/s dynamics and subculture, leather, pain (psychological interpritation, physicality, and emotional interpritation), blood play (yes, people bleeding), blades, and a few other twisted things that I've stumped my mother with on more then one occasion. I enjoy reading poetry but can't write it to save my ass. I also enjoy painting, sculpting, drawing, carving, etching, decopodging (I <3 glue), and many other art forms. Have been trying my hand at the bass guitar, not sure how I was doing but had to give over my time to the wedding planning for now. I'm twisted, enjoy!

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    BLACK DEATH
    You're Black Death! Strong cigarettes, very very very strong... Expensive and tough...
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    You scored as Bondage

    Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.

    Bondage

    100%

    Biting

    100%

    Chains/Handcuffs

    100%

    Blood

    92%

    Whips

    75%

    Blind Folds

    50%
    Your Five Variable Love Profile
    Propensity for Monogamy:

    Your propensity for monogamy is high.
    You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
    And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
    Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

    Experience Level:

    Your experience level is high.
    You've loved, lost, and loved again.
    You have had a wide range of love experiences.
    And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

    Dominance:

    Your dominance is low.
    This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
    You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
    And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

    Cynicism:

    Your cynicism is low.
    You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
    No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
    You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
    And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

    Independence:

    Your independence is low.
    This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
    It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
    In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.
  • Music

    I'm a Manson fan, enough said. Anything rock, goth, punk, metal oreinted. I also like some classical stuff. In the end if it doesn't suck I"ll probably listen, just not into country, rap, or gospel. Well time to plug a friend's band that I enjoy. EXOCELL
  • Movies

    Nightmare Before Christmas, Almost all Depp movies, old horror films, Alice in Wonderland, To Wong Foo..., But I'm a Cheerleader, Tank Girl, Clerks, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Chasing Amy, Mallrats, Dogma, Jersey Girl, Romeo and Juliet, and the list goes on and on and on.........;)
  • Television

    Family Guy, Invader Zim, Futurama, and alot of AdultSwim toons. Animal Planet yes almost all of it I'm a dork remember? And some History channel shows. Also recent add ons, My Name is Earl (reminds me of home) and Heroes.
  • Books

    Sleeping Beauty Trilogy by Anne Rice, anything by Poe and Shakespear, Tolkien and Terry Brooks. The Toybag guides, The New Topping (and Bottoming) Book by Dossie Easton and Janet W. Hardy, and the books by Robert J. Rubel PhD I picked up on High one co-authored with David Walker (very informative book thanks so much for writing it). Currently reading Mistress Lorelei's book and Lady Green's book, well see what I can say about them when I'm finished.
  • Heroes

    Matt <3 cause he is my hero and my husband. My girl rat, Lone Ranger. She was born a single baby and had to be taken from her mother because she was going to starve to death. She grew up with hairless mom and adopted brother and sisters. She's my hero because she survived and even though she's the "weird" one for having hair she's more normal then the norm for her family. It proves to me that normal is in the eye of the beholder. My mother, she's a really amazing lady.

Details

  • Status: Married
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Hometown: Cheshire/ Gallia
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Body type: 5' 0" / Average
  • Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
  • Religion: Wiccan
  • Zodiac Sign: Virgo
  • Children: Someday
  • Drink: Yes
  • Education: Some college
  • Occupation: Head case

Schools

  • River Valley High School

    • Cheshire, OH
    • Graduated: 2001
    • Student status: Alumni
    • Degree: High School Diploma
    • Clubs: Art Club, National Honor Society, National Honor Roll
    1998 to 2001

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About me:

I've been through a lot, most people think that much couldn't happen to one person but let me tell you, it can it has and it will. But all I can do is be me, you be you, we'll meet in the middle or not at all. I'm a pretty open person, I try to remember what is right for me isn't right for everyone. Sometimes it's hard to watch people hurt themselves though. I'm only human. I am me, that's all, and at the end of the day the only person I have to make happy is me. I have to be with me forever so if I have to listen to this I may as well be able to live with what I have done in my life. As I've heard all my life, right is right and wrong is wrong, right will out in the end. It's hard but it's true. A lot of people don't seem to want to figuire out what they are in all honesty. Knowing ones self is the best starting point for any journey, ask what do I want, not how do I get there. There are a hundered different paths to a goal, as many as there are brains to think of the route. It's too much. What do you want. It's simple and it'll give the best route. So what do I want you ask? To be a good person. To show my partner love for as long as I have strength in this frail body. To be me. To make my small mark on the world and let it vanish when it's time. To be able to have my needs taken care of, I don't need to be rich, just not be hungry or cold. But isn't this things everyone strives for? Isn't this something that everyone hopes and dreams? It's amazing how hard something so simple can be, if it were easy why do people die unhappy. Why are lives unfulfilled? Something so basic and simple. It's harder then hell to do but it's the greatest thing I can think of to accomplish. Ideas based in complexe emotions are hard to make reality, almost more then anything else. Be good, love with everything you have, be yourself- an individual, make your mark and go when it's time, be happy with what you need even if it isn't what you want. So much, so little. This is Starwolf, love me or leave. ..
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You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.

Romantic Goth

96%

Death Rocker

88%

Fantasy Goth

88%

Ethereal Goth

83%

Anything-Goes Goth

75%

Perky Goff

75%

Industrial/Rivet-Head

71%

Old-school Goth

67%

Cyber-goth

33%

Understanding Outsider

17%

Confused Outsider

13%

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Who I'd like to meet:

A variety of people. I'm curious about a lot of life styles and interests. I only hate stupid people...could be a problem meeting them considering I find people on a general level to be pretty stupid. ..

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  • Nov 7 2009 7:35 PM

    thanks... i appreciate it
  • Nov 7 2009 2:40 PM

    I'll try to get a chance to hit you hit this evening or something. I just jumped on here for a second before going to moms and studying. Plus what i need to talk about I can't right now if you know what i mean hehe. I love you though and i promise i'll write to you soon.
  • Nov 6 2009 6:35 PM

    thanks sweetie. its not easy being in labor due to kidney stones at only 30 wks and praying u dont have the baby because no one can be there. luckily they stopped it but me and the man arent doing so great.
  • Nov 3 2009 3:54 PM

    You are so right thank you lass..
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  • Oct 24 2009 6:34 AM

    my favorite was Tropicanna, an orangish-light color, beautiful, smelled so good.....   aND rIO sAMBA, IT OPENED A LIGHT YELLOW WITH ORANGE TIPS, AND THEN TURNED DARK ORANGE, OOPS, DAM CAP KEY, LOL....  Charle De Gaule,  a light purple one, there were so many, I'll have to get pic's of them on here someday.....   have a ggreat Saturday, is it rainy and cold there??? later, Rob
  • Oct 23 2009 8:13 PM

    Man i miss so much having such a busy life. Alot's happened in my not so perfect little world too...long story that i'd rahth not make public so i'll have to send you a private message when i get a little free time. i do feel alot better today. Made it to clinicals at the hospital...first one. I dearly love it. I firmly believe this is my calling. Where I need to be. That's another topic though. But i'm glad to hear from you. I miss you so much!! I love having a busy life but at the same time i miss so much...it'd be nice to have a breather and not constantly be worrying about work school and the many other things that are on my mind these days. I love you!!
  • Oct 23 2009 4:20 PM

  • Oct 21 2009 1:55 AM


     



     Well we sorta ran outta food so I decided to pack Timmy chinese for lunch...get it? No seriously it's a joke we'd never eat Stripes and Fuzz-ball they are too damn cute. So did that make at least part of your day?
  • Oct 12 2009 11:17 PM

    Yeah it is real scary. It really made me cry a lot today just seeing people like that and my son being as sick as he is. Its a lot for me to handle right now.

    They said that he just had a major ear infection in both ears.. His temp was 101.5 today. and he has been whinney all day
  • Oct 12 2009 7:56 PM

    Dude the doctors was horrible! We just went to the clinic in Pomeroy and walking in the waiting room was like walking into the beginning of a zombie film or something... There were a lot of people who were wearing masks and shit and they were PACKED!!! its was crazy. I made Nate and Damien wait in the car until they called Damien in.
  • Oct 6 2009 12:27 AM

    Hello Beautiful lady! I miss the fuck out of you... We are back in Pomeroy now don't know if I told you or not.
  • Sep 26 2009 2:34 AM

    Send this heart with roses to everyone you know who likes you. If you're inside their heart, they'll send it back to you. Let's see how many hearts you receive... You're in my heart as a valued friend! I sure hope you send this back to me to show I'm in your heart too.
  • Sep 25 2009 2:17 AM

    We were just gonna see if you guys wanted to come down this weekend for some D&D. However, J's gonna be going outta town now so we'll have to get together another weekend.
  • Sep 24 2009 1:31 AM

    Yummy marshmallow and candy fudge brownies...looks good huh?


     

  • Sep 22 2009 3:44 PM

    happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday dear Joanna HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
  • Sep 22 2009 2:08 AM

    He's going to be some hellion. XD
  • Sep 22 2009 1:58 AM

    Heh. They're stupid. I'm afraid of the things he will do when he is free. O-o
  • Sep 21 2009 10:37 AM

    LOL, well thank u
    and u are so right about that box....
    heehee
  • Sep 21 2009 9:08 AM

    YAY...I was like I watch the birthday box so close
    how'd I miss it?!
    I am so glad I am early and I don't totally suck as a friend!
    LMAO
  • Sep 21 2009 9:01 AM

    Happy belated Birthday...I kinda suck as a friend.
    Hope u had a great one!
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