i hate not being able 2 pick up the phone and call you. You were always down for me & i dont have any true friends & i dont have you to call and tell me everything will be allright...
I really miss you, like all the time, miss you. I am told that after a year it gets different...all I know is there is a great big whole in my heart and it hurts every moment of every day...I sincerely hope you are in a better place, smiling, laughing and loving, you so much deserve to be happy. I love you Ashley, mom.
I love and miss you so much! not a day goes by that I don't have Ashley moments, how i wish you were here to share in our new family. We are having a birthday memorial for you on friday, I couldn't afford to do a big one so it will just be family...you are so missed by each and every one of us. I love you my baby girl.
Hey. I had a dream about you last night. We were eating birthday cake. Then when I signed on this morning it said new birthdays, and your name popped up. Happy birthday. ♥
Hey Ash just thinking about you today..Thinking about the times when we hung out together growing up...good times! Well we miss you always and one day I'll see u again..luv ya!MUAH!!!
Thanksgiving was nice, i prepared dinner for Rob, Ian, Rob's dad, Evan, Meagan and Alexis and her boys. Justin and Nicole came by later and we went to grandmas. Kelly and Lori are pregnant again, so is Eric and Jill, and of course you are aware of your brothers news. we all missed you so much today, but felt you were around...I love you baby, Happy Thanksgiving
we had a small family dinner in your honor last night, sorry i didn't make the chicken fried steak...but its such a hassle and soooo time consuming! lol! You know what? you will be an aunt in the spring! I will be a grandmother! Thanksgiving will be at moms again this year but i am doing my first Christmas dinner...as Mrs. Robby! we miss you so much, the whole you left behind is being filled with you in so many ways...aunt Cynda decorated her kitchen in hello kitty, yours and Meagan's room is in Betty Page, I have gone "Star Crazy" the tree topper will be a star, I am slowly accumulating things you always surrounded yourself with, the boys find themselves doing this too! we just refuse to have a life without something of you in it baby! your birthday is coming up...Im trying to arrange something for you. I love and miss you SOOOOOOO MUCH! mom
You left us 1 year ago today and the void in my life is still just as large as it was the day you left.Life is just not the same without you but I know in my heart you are in a much better place, away from pain and misery. I miss you so much and wish I could just see you and hold you one more time. You are always in my thoughts and I swear I see you sometimes sitting at a bus stop or just walking down the street. I love you and I will see you again someday but in the mean time keep kicking Aarons butt for me....