this is just as difficult and painful as ever. I was told it would get easier, they lied...I want this to all be a mistake I want you walk in the door and tell me you were just traveling... I want, I want, I want...
I walk around with a big void in my life, it is hard now that your friends are getting married and having children...you should be having these things happen in your life too. I just miss you so much
i hate not being able 2 pick up the phone and call you. You were always down for me & i dont have any true friends & i dont have you to call and tell me everything will be allright...
I really miss you, like all the time, miss you. I am told that after a year it gets different...all I know is there is a great big whole in my heart and it hurts every moment of every day...I sincerely hope you are in a better place, smiling, laughing and loving, you so much deserve to be happy. I love you Ashley, mom.
miss you baby
love you BIG! 
