i've been told i'm like hanging out with a banjo. i have a habit of leaving my shoes at parties. i'm a very nostaglic person, but i'm trying to become more comfortable stumbling into the future. i am happy and just along for the ride.
"you do not have to be good.
you do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
you only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
tell me about your despair, yours, and i will tell you
mine.
meanwhile the world goes on.
meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting --
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things. " - wild geese, mary oliver
i'd like to meet someone that knows how to go about having good groundwork or foundation or some stability without falling into a cycle or feeling mechanical.. if you gotta answer that isn't "vacation", let me in