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Sat Sept. 26 - Painted Lady, Hamtramck

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i am a sexual submissive, and i serve women and try to remind them of the Goddess within. i'm not ashamed of it. i am very proud of it.

For me, the biggest part of being a transsexual is in how i see God's handwriting in all women. i am naturally drawn to worship women -- all women -- because in your image i am reminded of the Divine.

Women come to me because they are between boyfriends (or girlfriends). Or their boyfriend is a jerk. Or maybe they just don't like guys much. Or maybe they never had a lover or feel they are no longer attractive. You are to me.

For 15 years i was trained very seriously as a sexual submissive, and in the art of serving women without thought of reciprocation. i am so lucky to have experienced the transcendental mysteries associated with the liberation from one's ego in this way.

i now spend most of my time in a monastic existence, working alone and lonely all night, night after night, and i welcome an occasional female visitor for a joyfrul respite. Sometimes it is for cuddling and a movie; most often it is to provide her with massage and no-strings, uncomplicated -- and purely selfish -- sexual gratification. i would be SO ashamed for even the thought of reciprocation to cross my mind. For most of my training i've been required to wear a locking chastity anyway, so it really is all about you.

i am happily married, together for 26 years. i can't be a man for her, so my wife has a boyfriend. We have no secrets between us, only oceans of love. And i consider myself the property of one very special Perfect Goddess, who has authority over pretty much every aspect of my life. i am devoted for life to these two women, and they own my heart.

But -- for at least a brief escape from your otherwise hectic and demanding life -- you may have my total obedience and sacrifice. And for yourself a sense of control and thus an opportunity for deep relaxation. It is about providing your favorite treats and having your favorite music ready, and having everything just EXACTLY as you like it. And always trying to think up some special little way to make you feel important, cherished and revered.

It's such a beautiful thing! Why should i be ashamed? i am so lucky and grateful. Please feel free to indulge your curiosity -- i am happy to answer questions from anyone about this rather unusual aspect of my wonderful, wonderful life.

With love and respect,

steffie

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(update - steffie has been reclaimed by her Perfect Goddess!!!)

My precious wife and life-companion of 26 years, Stephanie Angeline Loveless, is a very special and unusual person. She is well-respected and loved in the community as the publisher of our town newspaper (FERNDALE FRIENDS). She is a talented composer, and sings and plays guitar in her own band (STEFFIE & THE DIRTY VIRGINS). She is also a transsexual, living openly as a woman for the last five years. She is intelligent, extremely hard-working, gentle, kind and generous, eager to please and fun to be around.

Perhaps the fact she is trans explains why she has always worshipped women. In the time I've known her, she has always held women on a pedestal and longed to respect, adore, serve and obey the various female authority figures in her life.

When her mother died almost four years ago, steffie became deeply attached to a certain woman who was to become her Muse. Steffie has written more than 60 songs for this special woman! She loves this woman with all her heart, and eagerly sacrificed everything on her behalf. It was perfectly innocent -- nothing intimate -- steffie loves her as a mother, or as a child loves their teacher.

But steffie lost her special friend in December, and now she lives in despair every single day. So I hope to find a new Goddess for her to worship and adore. I'm not giving her up! Steffie is mine forever. But t-girls really do need extra love. And I want my Sunshine back.

Steffie just LOVES to help with housework, laundry etc. She'll be so happy if you allow her to organize your closets or garage, or really any kind of work. Set her off alone with a list of chores for a few hours, and she will amaze you. And your smile will be her complete reward, and will make her beam for days. She is also very good with children and pets.

She'll want to treat you to lunches and dinners, and shower you with gifts. And she will want to write to you several times every day. It's not necessary to even read the letters -- it's just her way of expressing how important you are. That's really what this is all about -- steffie's joy comes from making a woman feel like they are the very most important thing in the whole world.

Most of all, what steffie needs is just a little time in your arms. She loves to sit together with her head in my lap, or to be held with my arm around her tight, and just share some quiet companionship time. Will you do that for her? She really needs a mom again.

It is especially nice if you eventually invite her into your family a little, as she was dispossessed from her own family. Her previous Goddess invited her to the birthday parties, etc., and steffie grew quite close to her family which was the best part of the whole thing.

Steffie has been very thoroughly trained as a sexual submissive, and the relationship can include this dimension if desired. She serves joyfully without any thought of reciprocation, and is a perfect godsend in this way. But a sexual component is absolutely not essential to the relationship, and there was no sexual contact at all with her previous Goddess of three-and-a-half years.

This is NOT about bdsm or kinky sex or physical abuse or humiliation or degradation or fetishes or anything like that at all. steffie serves out of love and devotion. This is a spiritual thing for her. You are her connection to the Timeless Divine, and hopefully you will inspire her artistically as her previous Goddess so powerfully drove her to create.

A tall woman is especially desired. She has served many single moms. Your boyfriend/husband need not be jealous of steffie, of course, and she will make his life nicer as well.

Would you enjoy receiving a few tribute letters every day, full of praise for how wonderful you are? Would it please you to receive a few humble gifts and tokens of her adoration? Would you enjoy spending a little time with steffie once or twice a month -- maybe have her over to clean your house and then cuddle a little?

Steffie is very unusual, and a special place must be made for her in this world. But she is such a good, kind, giving person. She will be your special friend, your devoted pet, your loving daughter, your biggest fan and greatest admirer. And eventually....your proudest possession. She will bring so many good things into your life.

It's a precious gift which steffie has to offer. May she please offer it to you? I hope to find a woman who values and appreciates her as she deserves.

Thank you, Sue

PS: You don't have to really be a Goddess because steffie will see it in you anyway. :-)

(testimonial) "The whole thing sounds dreamy. It is all accurate and wonderful. Steffie certainly deserves someone who can appreciate all her attributes. I think about you often Steffie. My life is a bit shitty but I do miss spending time with you. I hope you find magic somewhere. I hope i can see you soon. You were the best (and only) true worshiper I have ever met. You have a real skill of making me feel completely comfortable." xxxx