Steph
"Give me a name, define with it my identity..."

Female
22 years old
Albuquerque, NEW MEXICO
United States



Last Login: 10/6/2008
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   Contacting Steph

 MySpace URL: 
  http://www.myspace.com/stephofstowe  



    Steph's Interests
GeneralMusic, Poetry, Life and Love.
MusicI've decided to make a top ten. It's easier that way.

1) A.F.I.
2) Blaqk Audio
3) Action Action
4) Skinny Puppy
5) The Cure
6) Death Cab for Cutie
7) Postal Service
8) Skillet
9) Shinedown
10) The Echoing Green

Only, not exactly in that order. It depends on my mood.
MoviesAnother top Ten. I'm in a rut, what can i say?

1) Etournal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
2) Gypsy 83
3) The Crow
4) The Fountain
5) Mean Girls
6) The Last Unicorn
7) Edward Scissorhands
8) The Fantastic Adventures of Unico
9) Unico and the Island of Magic
10) The Rocky Horror Picture Show
TelevisionI don't actually watch any television, but shows that i have gotten hooked on on dvd are as follows:

1) Lost
2) Battlestar Galactica
3) Buffy the Vampire Slayer
4) Angel
BooksThe complete works of Shakespeare and Poe, Mamma Day, Tithe, The Hobbit, Angels and Daemons, The Last Unicorn, The Virtual War Chronologies and The Picture of Dorian Grey are probably my favorites. I read a lot.
HeroesMy greatest heroes are Bram, Rey and Phil who share the bulk of my love and keep my live at the stage where it's worth living.
Groups: Proud to be a speechie!!!Musicians Of Santa FePeople Who know SmiddyUNM Daycare Workers

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     Steph's Details
Status:In a Relationship
Here for:Friends
Orientation:Straight
Hometown:Santa Fe, NM
Body type:5' 6"
Ethnicity:White / Caucasian
Religion:Christian - other
Zodiac Sign:Libra
Smoke / Drink:No / Yes
Children:Someday
Education:In college
Occupation:Religious Art Decorator/Nanny

   Steph's Schools
University Of New Mexico-Main Campus
Albuquerque, NM
Graduated: N/A
Degree: Bachelor's Degree
Major: Liberal Arts
Minor: Theatre
Clubs: None
 

2006 to Present
Santa Fe Community College
Santa Fe, NEW MEXICO
Graduated: 2006
Degree: Associate's Degree
Major: English Literature
Clubs: Are you kidding? Our school doesn't do the whole club/organization/sport thing.
 

2004 to 2006
St Michaels High School
Santa Fe,New Mexico
Graduated: 2004
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
Clubs: Drama, Speech and Debate, Cross Country
 

1998 to 2004



Steph is back from Mexico and back to school. blah

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   Steph's Blurbs
About me:
The summer snow falls like a dream. It settles in the hollow of my chest. I carry it with me.


.. .. .. This is how I say these things, in black and white, disguised in metaphor. This is where I keep these things, locked inside my mind. They fight for air. They fight for life. They are drowning there, drowning in my reason, chocking on my conviction, suffocating in my righteousness, surviving and feeding on my fear, and on my doubt. This is the only way I can let them out, masked with smoke, cloaked with a mirage of insubstantiality. They are harmless this way. These thoughts I cannot stop from seeping into my eyes as I lie trying to sleep, as I play tricks with my own mind. I will not let them out unmasked. They are dangerous that way. These tings, they're safer here with me, or here in black and white, blanketed with mystery.

My name is Steph. I'm a drummer, and I write things.
Who I'd like to meet:

The four greatest poets of all time:
William Shakespeare, Edgar Alan Poe, Oscar Wilde and Davey Havok.



You Shold Also Visit:

Stowe's Page on Myspace
and. . .
Stowe's Soundclick.com page
don't forget. . .
Stowe's Burque.info page
and if you're feeling brave. . .
My Livejournal



Poetry comes in many forms. . .


"I lay strewn across the floor, can't solve this puzzle. Every day another small piece can't be found. I lay strewn across the floor, pieced up in sorrow. The pieces are lost, these pieces don't fit, pieced together incomplete and empty"
~afi




"There's nothing ever wrong, but nothing's ever right, such a cruel contradiction. I know i crossed the line, it's not easy to define. I'm born to indecision. There's always something new, some path i'm supposed to chose, with no particular rhyme or reason. The more the light shines through me, i pretend to close my eyes. The more the dark consumes me, i pretend i'm burning bright"
~Shinedown




"In an instant, my life just slipped away. I fought for life the whole time you were holding me down. You watched me dying, holding me down. You brought my rebirth, holding me down. . . "
~afi




"Time and cirlces, it's the way we are, held by the legions of our alcohol, bound to the faintness of an hour glass, open boxcutter empty cigarette. The meaning of life will come in a dream, this is why we must never go to sleep. Confined to our habbits, rinse, wash, repeat. Open boxcutter empty ciggarette"
~Action Action




"There are Chords in the hearts of the most reckless which cannot be touched without emotion. Even with the utterly lost, to whom life and death are equally jests, there are matters of which no jest can be made."
~Edgar Allan Poe




"Fret not of petty worries. Focus on that which are of utmost importance, The color of the wind, how it gusts by your nose, It hints of the perfume, the perfume of your soul, And whether you have enough torment, To hear that weary tune play across your heart strings, It still strikes that note, and resonates your feelings."
~Michael Saxton








   Steph's Friend Space (Top 12)
Steph has 200 friends.
 Stowe 


 Bram 


 People That Look Famous 


 AFI 


 Blaqk Audio 


 The Despair Faction [DF] 


 brian botkiller™ 


 Lenore...Mrs. Nevermore 


 ♥E♥TO♥J♥ 


 Rain Man 


 Smiddy 


 Adeanyin Roeschke 





Steph's Friends Comments
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Maggie





Sep 15 2008 8:03 PM

Hey you!
So I put my phone through the washing machine and lost everyone's numbers...can I have yours and Phil and Rey's?? (pretty please)
I love/miss you!
<3
Chris





Sep 1 2008 8:33 PM

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CHOKECHERRY RANCH





Aug 28 2008 6:55 PM

cd release, at The Agency, downtown Burque... 10.10.08 6pm
all ages, art and other dope stuff...

peace
Rain Man





Aug 24 2008 5:13 PM

I don't know when I'll be back in New Mexico. We I do go back, though, it'll be an awesome homecoming. I'll have to avoid my parents so I can be free to do whatever. I'll probably make a road trip out of it one of these days.
Rain Man





Aug 21 2008 6:33 PM

I got food poisoning over the weekend. It was terrible. But I'm all gooder now. Sorry for taking so long writing you back. Everything's chill here. Work is cool. Life is good. I still miss you and love you.
Hit me up!
Lenore...Mrs. Nevermore





Aug 20 2008 12:13 AM

Hey pretty lady! Are you back from Mexico yet? I have a framed picture of you and Bram from the wedding to give you when we are in town. I miss my setph... I think I'm going through Steph withdrawals...and Bram withdrawals too.... I cutmy hair...again after I cut it the first time.
You were my inspiration for it!
Rema Records





Aug 13 2008 4:27 AM

Rema Records Hosting Auditions for A 30 min TV spot

We are looking for A female model that is able to speak close to perfect Spanish for a 30 min tv spot. This is a perfect opportunity to expand your portfolio and get some great tv exposure. Auditions are schedule to start Thursday August 14th at Telemundo Main Office. Contact David for casting information.
Rain Man





Aug 12 2008 10:28 PM

thank you. i survived the day, which I guess is a good sign. I'm still crazy hung over though. I'll feel better next weekend.
Radiate





Aug 12 2008 5:31 PM

could care less about it
this entire branch of the family is in tatters like a fucking atom bomb went off ... I'm just staying around here because I need to get on my feet again
Lenore...Mrs. Nevermore





Aug 12 2008 3:04 PM

Hello my lovely lady! Are you guys back from Mexico yet? Shawn and I are going to be in town over labor day.
Shawn will only be there for a day but I'll be there all weekend! Miss you!
Radiate





Aug 11 2008 7:32 PM

d.o.c has me on lock down for another year but after that I'm free as a bird in a cage... well a bigger cage.
and what do you mean no family secrets? is my life a damn news article in this damn family?
Radiate





Aug 11 2008 7:22 PM

crawling out of another pit but alright this time ... longish story but I may be moving to south Mexico in a few years if I get this job and go through college finely
Radiate





Aug 10 2008 5:20 PM

whats up cuz
Adeanyin Roeschke





Jul 31 2008 4:13 AM

Yay, so are you having fun there?
Rain Man





Jul 20 2008 5:30 PM

How could I ever not love you, Steph? It's funny, I was going through a box of old crap the other day, and I found out that I still have the candygrams you gave me way back when. Shed a nostalgic tear...
~Persisita~





Jul 20 2008 4:33 PM

stephy i cant believe u are gone and i didnt get to say goodbye i'm soo sad now!! you have to come back and visit us soon!!! the kids miss ya
Jade





Jul 19 2008 9:55 PM

i cant believe your last day was thursday it will be weird not having you around at work.....
Lenore...Mrs. Nevermore





Jul 8 2008 2:19 PM

Okie dokie well I will see what we can do. It might be just me. I have to pick up my mom's car too. I bought it from her sine they bought my Grandpa's Lexus but I really have no clue about that. Egypt was FANTASTIC!!! The bugs there love the taste of me even with bugspray on lol. Oh well :) it was so cool though.
I thought about you guys the whole time! Give me a call if you have time and I can tell you about it! There is just way too much to put into a comment :)
Lenore...Mrs. Nevermore





Jul 7 2008 4:29 AM

Hey love! We are home...but only for the week... then it's off to Alaska! Then it's back to reality
:( We sent you a post card but I doubt you will get it for a while, but it's the thought that counts right?? When does school start? I am going to try and make a trip to Alb. before everyone gets all busy again.
XOXO
Sir Spooks-a-Lot





Jul 4 2008 8:36 PM

Hey you! Were you downtown last night? With your fancy new hair, it looked like someone that resembled you was around there last night.
Random BERTO Beneath





Jun 24 2008 4:03 PM

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Adeanyin Roeschke





Jun 23 2008 10:08 AM

We suck at this talking to each other thing, maybe we can communicate through post it notes.
Maggie





Jun 21 2008 6:25 PM

Hey girl! We should make a plan about next week.
I'll call you sometime soon!
Lenore...Mrs. Nevermore





Jun 16 2008 6:23 PM

LMAO lol.
That would be awesome!
Lenore...Mrs. Nevermore





Jun 16 2008 1:42 PM

Hey lady! My mom and I were looking at the hotel reservations for the wedding and they have you down under Staphen Alm. You might want to call and let them know they have the wrong name. Silly hotel pepole.
lol Can't wait to see you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!
¡CELIECEL!





Jun 5 2008 5:45 AM

I will try to make it. I'm already going to a going away party for a couple friends of mine.
Oh and thanks for wishing me a happy b-day
Lenore...Mrs. Nevermore





May 29 2008 10:20 PM

I will be in town on the 6th if ou want to grab a drink that night. The next day we are leaving for colorado springs but we could still try for that one night I'm here. I'll call you when I get to town.
Chris





May 29 2008 7:02 AM

Great..at least they are over..when were you done?? What time is it at, etc??
Chris





May 28 2008 8:10 PM

Wheres It Going to be??? That sounds like something..... :) How are finals or were??
Lenore...Mrs. Nevermore





May 28 2008 7:51 PM

Oh my wonderful beautiful Steph can you ever forgive me for Sunday? My phone was on vibrate and in my purse in the other room. I figured since I hadn't heard from you that you weren't coming. I am a terrible terrible friend. I feel so bad.
Please forgive me! :'(
Chris





May 28 2008 2:58 PM

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May 17 2008 5:32 PM

Hahaha! Yes!!! Stockard Channing is so awesome and beautiful! I used to sing "worst thing I could do" everyday when i was ten...hehehe.
Thank you steph! You are beautiful too!
P.S. You Rock My World





May 10 2008 4:43 AM

haha you've pretty much summed up my life too.
i'm so ready to be done with everything!
P.S. You Rock My World





May 7 2008 5:19 AM

hey i haven't seen you for a while.
how've you been?
Sir Spooks-a-Lot