the man in the moon, a new alphabet for love, two large queens in a tiny bed, rosemary, dream catchers, the perch, elephants, moonlight sonata, gustav klimt, teacups, you and me and those memories that make your heart beat real fast.
Books
If there is no love in the world, we will make a new world, and we will give it heavy walls, and we will furnish it with soft red interiors, from the inside out, and give it a knocker that resonates like a diamond falling to a jeweler’s felt so that we should never hear it.
if you are a dreamer, come in,
if you are a dreamer, a wisher, a liar,
a hope-er, a pray-er, a magic bean buyer...
if you're a pretender, come sit by my fire
for we have some flax-golden tales to spin.
come in!
come in!
Who I'd like to meet: one hundred daisies to make you a crown, a piano that will not warp outdoors when the rain demands slow dancing, lucid dreams.
"un jour vous viendrez prendre le the et faire l'imazad- le violon que fait jouer les femmes touaregues."
also, i have not answered my phone and you have called me about five million times. this does not mean that i love you any less than i always have, just that i am a terribly bad friend and have been a work/school-a-holic and i just found out today that i have a displaced rib and i've been having panic attacks and these pills i'm supposed to take for them are kinda weird. and blah blah blah
when the shit are you going to europe? that could be the most amazing thing ever to hit these little kids; that could be bigger than guns, bigger than cigarettes...
i am moving back to oregon in the end of december, i have decided.
SOU may be an option for a very small amount of time while i work to save lots of money to get the hell out and go somewhere worth going to.
also, i was reading this book the other night that i found in my living room, it's called the Big Book of Jewish Humor and it just tell all these silly jew jokes and one of the characters was named yankel.
also, also, you were in your new living room? and where might that be little miss?
oh, and also, also, also, my car got towed the other day while i was working and it cost me literally everything bit of money i have made at my job so far to get it back. down to the penny. so it's like i just worked for a month and didn't get paid. would you like to come to my pity party?
actually, my chin has been itching. it could either be some unknown old wives tale or it could be that i just have a mosquito bite. either way, i am thinking of you a lot too so maybe something on you has also been itching. i'm going to be in ashland the last weekend of june, will you be there then??? jazmine, life is happening, and you're not in mine, and that is the saddest thing of all.
i know exactly what part in what book you're talking about :] and i completely agree. i would probably just die if you came to visit me. really. that would be it,i would just be too ecstatic. i'm going to look every day for craigslist rides for you. the first thing i'm going to tell you about my little ship cabin is that the ceiling is curved...i guess it kinda looks like a wave. and there's a big skylight. it's pretty awesome yazmine. i met this girl here, her name's malia, and she's super sweet and last night we made dinner in the trailer and drank wine and listened to music and smoked cigarettes inside because we were being badasses. but i told her all about you and showed her a picture of you and i was like, you guys would get along so well! haha, so when you visit you shall meet here and we'll have a grand ol time.
also, this is a little silly but, i think your address was in my dream last night. oh yankel, i've been having the craziest dreams, they need to be told to you.
oh and one more crazy thing: i live with many many daddy long leg spider and yestderday morning i woke up and the first thing i saw when i opened my eyes was a little spider get caught in one of the webs and the big spider attacked it and wrapped it in spider silk and then ate it. it was pretty intense.
i am in santa cruz. tonight is my second night in my trailer. it feels like a cabin on a ship. i want you to see it for you would love it therefore, you must come visit me. also, i just wrote a check to my landlord for $1400 and i don't know if i had that much money. also also, IMISSYOUAWHOLEFCKINGTON!!!!!!! but really, you are missing to me. i will send you blank cd's in two weeks when my mom comes down to visit and brings them to me. you should send me your address again though because i believe i lost it and in case you lost mine: 215 Storey St. Santa Cruz, CA and i don't know the zip code but i will alert you when i find out.
beacoup de l'amour my sexy my baby ma petite puce!
oh and also, i am currently being attacked by a colony of ants.
