lefty

About me:

I am on my third marriage ( this will be the last) I have one son, he is 21 and lives in St. Louis with me, His name is Joey Dean. I live in St. Louis, which is where I have lived for the most part. I did live in San Antonio for some time. S.A. is a great city but Stl is the place for me due to the fact that I know the city, I have friends here as well as I had to get away from major disruptions in my life. My Son showed me the way. So anyway, I move back to St. Louis and some time later I meet someone who I hope is the girl of my dreams and this will last forever. I am a very suspicious person by nature and by past experiences so it appears that it is destiny to be so suspicious that I may waste this opportunity with this new lady but I will not be caught in the headlights as I was with the last woman that I thought would be the last. So if I need to make a change due to my own insecurities and suspicions then so be it. I was alone when I met her and I do not have a problem being alone again. Sounds kinda negitive does it not? Hope for the best and expect the worst, that is what I say, although I am sure someone said it before me.