My interests change so easily sometimes it's hard for me to say, theres just so much I love to do. I love trying new things. I want to do everything someday from learning to fly a plane to jumping off a cliff into the ocean. If I don't get to do everything in this life, I will do it in my next lives. I'm an interesting person most of the time but sometimes I can be down right boring. Let's just hope you catch me on a good day.
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*Baking~Music~Reading~Movies~~Friends~FAKE HAIR!!~Dreadfalls~SHOES~Moshpits~Nine-Inch-Nails~ Anime~ All things Japanese~ J-pop~Rock~Dance Dance Revolution~ Hi-Chew candy~ Hello Kitty~ Sex and the City~Shopping~Kingdom Hearts~Cooking~Trent Reznor~SEX~ Love~ Lane~ Trance~Raving~ P*L*U*R~ Christmas~ Chocolate~ Halloween~ Vampires~ Witches~Harry Potter~ Lord of the Rings~ Geeks~Dorks~Books~ Fantasy~ Sci-Fi~MAGIC~ Dragons~ Germany~ Japan~ Disney World~Mystery~Fairies~ Glitter~ Poetry~ Photography~ Theater~Drama~ Big Stomping Boots~Leather~Cereal~ Ice cream~Bubble Tea~ Pigtails~ ROCK BAND~ADVENTURES~ Magic Monkey Juice~Dancing~ALAMO DRAFT HOUSE~ ..Mr. Sinus Show.. ,It's now Master Pancake Theater, Trying new things.*
Oh yeah I am an UBER MEGA Buffy Fanatic I even have Grr Argh as my licence plate tag. I <3 Buffy I am a dork. I remember peoples names if they were characters in Buffy. I am a Buffy fan and am proud.
Tell me how to feel
Show me what is real
I tried to back away but every where’s the same and in this over conscious world all I want to do is dream
I don’t know what you held onto to get this far, but I need some too
Because I’m slipping from existence and there’s just no resistance to stop this all from happening
Today the pain, it got so bad, I had to scream
I’m cutting myself because I cannot face the world around me, that’s nothing
I’m cutting myself because there’s no way out
Dispersing what I feel so I feel nothing
I don’t know what to do to be as numb as you
I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down
With an overwhelming urge to shut out those around
I tried to reach out to the past
The lesson learned is to not look back
The memories will just confuse an overwhelmed and frightened youth
I’ve learned to accept it
I know that that’s pathetic
I can’t explain to others
I know that they’ll reject it
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I LOVE Music!! This list could go on and on and on and on.If you hadn't noticed from my music player I'm kind of stuck in the 90's. It's just that music today kind of sucks ass. I like some of it but not really. Music in the past is so much better than the crap we get now a days. But there are still some bands that kick ass and put out great music.
*Wolfshiem* KMFDM* Nine Inch Nails*VnV Nation*Dead Kennedys* World Music*Bush* Tool* Happy Hardcore* Rock*Trance*Techno*Hard House*FloggingMolly* Arabic music*Indian Music*Bella morte*Bad Religion*Psychobilly*Razed in Black* Tupac*Biggy Smalls*Old School Gangster Rap*Old country*Assemblege 23* Le Tigre* Depeche Mode* The Cure* Electro* New Wave*Bjork*Tori Amos* Reverend Horton Heat* The Gypsy Kings* Armin van Buuren*Erasure*The Faint*Zeromancer*Chevelle*YOUR MOM* A Perfect Circle* Rabbit in the Moon* Sasha*John Digweed*Rockabilly*
Juno Reactor* Fiona Apple* Super Star Dj Keoki*Paul Oakenfold* The Yeah Yeah Yeahs* The Beastie Boys* No Doubt* Aphrodite* Franz Ferdinand* A.B.B.A.* Velvet Acid Christ* White Zombie*Rob Zombie* Ministry* Static X*Horrorpops* The Nekromantix*Powerman 5000*KMFDM*Marilyn Manson* Icon of Coil*Duran Duran* Erasure* Mindless self indulgence*
New Order*Apoptygma Berserk* Portishead*Alice in Chains*10 years*311* A Flock of Seagulls*The Violent Femmes* A.F.I* AK1200* Ladytron* Anti-flag* Bad Boy Bill*
The B-52's* Goldfrapp* Fischerspooner*Pet Shop Boys* Morningwood*,J-5*Boy George*
early 90's rock!!!, Classic rock, soundtracks, ect
Okay here's the thing with me and music and any sort of fan thing. I LOVE LOVE LOVE music I consider myself a huge fan of many bands.
But no I do not follow every single step they make in the road. Or if someone substituted for someone on a certain album. Sometimes I don't even realize someone quit until I see them live and I ask someone who looks at me like I am a total idiot. Does that make me less of a fan? Honestly? I am in LOVE with the music. I don't obsessively or even occassionaly read every little step from every band memeber of every band I LOVE. i don't know if Trent Reznor is a vegan or vacationing in the Alps. Or I don't know that this band member did a favor for another band and sang a few songs on the album and I don't find that out until I buy the album listen to it and think to myself holy shit it sounds like so and so, then I look it up and find out its true. I honestly don't know they order and year of certain albums being released and the reason behind the name of their albums or why KMFDM was MDFMK(confused the hell out of me) but I don't know why. BUT I still LOVE LOVE LOVE the music and consider myself a fan. I may not know what the band memeber look like, or what their names are. But does that make me less of a fan? Seriously does it? Should I know all this about them if I want to consider myself a fan? To me they are about the music, they make the music they love and I love the music they make. I'll go nuts if I meet them then feel like a dumbshit when I shake hands with the wrong person...lol. But when I do meet them then yeah I go Gaga over it because I am in so much LOVE with their music, their lyrics, and voices and drums and everything. So I may not know where they were born, if they eat meat, if they have solo projects(if I find out they do I look it up and listen). But I am a lover of music. I cannot play, I know nothing really about instruments and systems(Lane does so I ask him), but does not knowing such details of people who are just human who love to play music make me not a FAN of them? I dunno but I am a FAN of their music. Plus I have a crappy memory and holding all that in is just too much sometimes. I LOVE Music.
Movies
I love watching movies. What more can I say, they are awesome.
..*Harry Potter*Lord of the Rings*Empire Records*Transformers*Juno *Bollywood movies are great*Drumline* KILL BILL (1+2)* Hero* American Pie* Go* *Groove** X-Men(1+2)* The Craft* Legend* Romy and Michelles High School reunion* *Hackers(yes its dorky but I <3 it)** Dazed and Confused* Reqium For A Dream* *Interview With A Vampire* Tank girl* Jawbreaker* The Matrix* Blade Runner* Dogma* *The Labyrinth* A Clockwork Orange* Selena* Willow* Office Space* Spicegirls* The Breakfastclub* Prettty Woman* The Truth About Cats and Dogs* Peter Pan* Rainbow Brite* Pirates of the Carribbean* Fantasia* Party Monster* Jumanji* Edward Scissorhands* School of Rock* Princess Mononoke*Josie and the Pussy Cats*Orgy Of the Dead* Rock and Roll Highschool* Kikis delivery service* Spirited Away* Shall we dance* I Love Drama and romantic comedies* comedies* a few thrillers* I cannot watch Horror, Gore, Violent movies I just can't I don't like them!!! I am a movie freak!!
Television
..Buffy The Vampire Slayer(one of my all time favorite show),Greys Anatomy, ER, SmallVille, The Dog Whisperer(that man is amazing), Carnival ,Sex and the City, Daria, My So Called Life, Lost,Firefly, Angel, Chobits,Full Metal Alchemist, Adult Swim,Medical shows on The Discovery Channel, Family Guy, Futurerama, Witch hunter Robin, Angel, MXC, Vampire Princess Miyu, Last exile, Chobits, Kalideo Star,Degrassi(yeah I know it one of my embrassing secrets), Food Network,Numbers, The Ghost Whisperer, Ugly Betty, Project Runway, Dancing with the Stars, Bones, House, Americas Next Top Model(I know I know but I've watched since day 1), Survivor, Will & Grace.Heros, Men in Trees, Brothers and Sisters,Reaper
Damn I watch a lot of TV, Thank the Gods for DVR and seasons out on DVD
Books
.. Charlaine Harris' "Southern Vampire"series,Harry Potter Series, Lord of the Rings,The Artifact, His Dark Materials, The Nanny Diaries, Poetry, A Series of Unfortunate Events, The Rum Diaries, Wheel of time series,Elric of Melnibone,Laurell K. Hamilton's Anita Blake series(i read up to book #10 but only liked books 1-5 the rest sucked), Fantasy, Sci-Fi ect .
My book section is much too short compared to my other sections. I need to read more. Most of all the books I read are series so they are by the same author
Heroes
.. My Mother.She is the most amazing person who has had five children, raised two more kids, lost a husband and has worked hard all her life to giver her kids all that they need.She is my best friend, my confidant, my therapist and the most amazing woman I have ever met. She is a wonderful person.
"Never let the hand you hold, hold you down."~Author Unknown
"The thing women have yet to learn is nobody gives you power. You just take it."~Roseanne Barr
"Women who seek to be equal with men lack ambition."~Timothy Leary
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*I'm a fun loving,crazy Gemini,who loves to meet new people.*
*I'm weird,funny,creative, unique, talkative, quiet,moody, playful, energetic, and just a genuinely nice person. I'm just one of those people you will either love or just hate because of one reason or another and it's totally cool.
*My dream for the near future is to open my own bakery. I'm planning on doing this before the ripe old age of 30.
I was attending The Texas Culinary Academy, Le Cordon Bleu, but am on a break since I had to move to South Padre for Lanes work.
It's been a bumpy road so far, but I am working my ass off and going to get through it and live my dream of baking for a living. I don't want to work at a restaurant, I want to own my own bakery.
*I have a great personality(IMHO) and pretty good sense of humor, except there are times I can ditz out and just don't get the joke, it's not you it's me. There are some things that people find humorous that I disagree with but ehh everyone is different. But I'm pretty witty and funny myself, sometimes people laugh, sometimes they don't, I still find it funny.LOL
*I honestly can say I have the most amazing Husband(Lane). I honestly believe he is my soul mate. He's my best friend, and the smartest person I know. He can kick your ass in a game of wits and any sort of quiz type game. He kicks ass at Trivial Pursuit, well actually we kick ass together. I know the entertainment, arts and literature(Hes better at that though) and he knows the rest of the categories like geography, history, and sports.
He graduated from Baylor Law school August 2nd 2008, right now he is working as the youngest appealet lawyer for the Cameron county DA. He is an amazing lawyer and will be wonderful at whatever he does.
*Right now my favorite hobby is making dread falls! I plan on perfecting this and start selling them.
I also spend my time taking private baking orders. I love playing Wii. There aren't very many games on PS3 I like,so it's mostly just used as our blue ray player. I LOVE Baking, fake hair and crafts!! Want some dread falls let me know.
*I also plan on finishing undergrad. But that's on the back burner right now, it's not a big deal to me since it's not what I want in life. I have like a year to finish undergrad but it's no biggy to me. Once I finish what I love doing...baking, then I will think about going back if there's time and money. I think I would go back for an art degree I think it would benefit my pastry and baking skills.
*I am getting smarter about the people I hang out with and befriend, so I have lots of acquaintances but only less than a handful of best friends whom I love as though they are my family. I also have a HUGE amazing family and am really close to them they are really awesome people, I was blessed with a wonderful family.
*I absolutely LOVE dancing!! I love going to Elysium and dancing my ass off, but I also love dancing to anything and everything. I used to go to raves and dance all night. Dancing is just so much fun!! I love dancing and don't care what people think. They can stand there staring and judging all they want but I'm the one having a blast.lol*DANCES*
*I have a DEEP passion for music, any and all. Music really is life. I could not live without music, but unfortunately I am not musically talented myself. I can sing VERY well in the shower and in the car when noone is around but that's about it. I listen to all genres of music except new country. But I mostly listen to music that goes "untz untz untz and beep beep beep." LOL One of my absolutely favorite things to do is drive with my music blaring, it's so relaxing and fun and just a way to yell and scream and sing at the top of my lungs.
*I love movies. I refuse to go to a regular movie theater when there is the Alamo Draft House. I miss it.
*I'm Really am an all around nice person, I love meeting new people and making new friends. It would be great to get to know some of the friends I have lost contact with over the years.
*I am a huge believer in human rights and equality. I am pro-choice. I Believe Love is Love. Bring Home our Troops. Reduce, Reuse, recycle as much as you can. I am more spiritual than religious. Whedon is my master, and Vampires Don't Effing Sparkle.
*I love to go out and party but most of the time I would much rather stay home and watch movies, have friends over and play games. Go to the Alamo Drafthouse. Or stay home and bake a ton of stuff and try to find people to give it to. Staying home and cuddles with Lane is an absolute must. Lane and I actually do take long romantic walks on the beach, but sand sucks. lol
*I would love to win the lottery and become a world traveler. Even without the lottery I plan on traveling as much as I can. I want to see as much of this world as I can. Mostly I want to live a long and fullfilling life and die knowing people love me, and there will be people telling others great stories about me when I'm gone.
* Well enough about me tell me something about you, but if there is anything more you want to know just drop me a line.
People with great personalities. All types of people from every walk of life.I want to meet some folks with my same interests people who I can hang out and have a great time with, if it's going to a club, shopping or just sitting at home watching movies.I am in a relationship and don't want to be more than friends.So yep that's about it. If you are awesome, interesting and not looking for a date then you are who I want to meet.<3
*If you would like to add me as a friend, send me a message just so I can know why and who you are. Don't just add me and never talk to me.*THANKS
Man, when I visited NYC they acted like they've never seen anything like me. I especially get a lot of foreigners. It's kind of stupid really. I don't feel like I'm that 'far out'. XP
When I go back for ComicCon next fall, I want to go all out & dress up like my own superhero. I desperately want to learn how to make jumpsuits (/jumpsuits with the shorts)!
Thank you for all the photo comments! ^-^ Those boots are awesome. I've never had a pair from Demonia that actually lasts besides them ('Cause there's no zipper! Which is usually the first to go.).
What are you looking for? My messages are so backed up, I don't know who I left behind in it all. Of course I can still take your order whenever you're ready. :)
so.. im gonna make you come model for me sometime if you can. i found the perfect spot, im gonna drag you out early in the morning so the light is nice. next time you come up, bring your pixychick parlour finest. classes are kicking my ass at the moment... has the red tide disappeared yet?
Recouping is no fun! The rave was on Friday & my body still aches from dancing so much (I like to get all crazy & jump around, my body isn't used to exercise. Hahah).
what r u all doing this weekend? we shall meet up friday theres vals and also a new nite in harlingen i am also gonna be spinning at on tuesdays now... keep in touch
I might be thinking of something else but I am like 90% sure it was 27 lbs. And I have no idea why I remember that, but I'm feelin' pretty good about it :D
i see. we should hang out sometime... dreads i have so many from before there in my closet ... thats cool u make them..i shall see them sometime. so yeah keep in touch we can meet up sometime...maybe u can go to a club here local goth club vals or mcallen metropolis i dj there at times...
i love going to the island on the full moons... now im sure u miss austin i use to live there also but still love the valley for my family is down here and on weekends still get to travel out... what do u all do on weekends?
hope u r having a great week... the island is nice....went the day before on the fullmoon amazing... so yeah keep in touch.. so u down here for abit then back to atx?
The status list is for current orders for dread kits, falls, & wigs. . Though more will be added as soon I get through more of my backed up messages. :]
Nope, we don't have any Hancock stores up here. :( All I'm looking for is solid colored, neon bright cotton/polyester mix fabric (so there's some stretch to it). You'd think Joanne's would at least have that.
Hahah!! I want to check out Mood too!!! I bet that fabric is pricey though. .They usually spend around $100-150 on it for challenges on Project Runway.
For the mean time I'm stuck with JoAnne Fabrics. .Crap. I need to start scoping out eBay.
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Nov 25 2009 10:52 PM
When I go back for ComicCon next fall, I want to go all out & dress up like my own superhero. I desperately want to learn how to make jumpsuits (/jumpsuits with the shorts)!
Nov 25 2009 10:51 PM
Those boots are awesome. I've never had a pair from Demonia that actually lasts besides them ('Cause there's no zipper! Which is usually the first to go.).
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Of course I can still take your order whenever you're ready. :)
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All I'm looking for is solid colored, neon bright cotton/polyester mix fabric (so there's some stretch to it). You'd think Joanne's would at least have that.
Nov 3 2009 8:22 PM
For the mean time I'm stuck with JoAnne Fabrics. .Crap.
I need to start scoping out eBay.