idk she was just acting weird as fuck for like a week and wouldn't tell me what was going on and shit so i got impatient and was like "fuck it than" and then like 3 days later i wanted her back and shit and she was like "blah blah, idk. alot of boys have said they're different. blubidy blah blahahahaha" and so then i was like "fuck it again" and now she wants to stay real close buddy buddy bullshit and i dont want that so now she'll send me 3-48394839 txt messages telling me how i dont talk to her and if i do, it's something mean. and she never has any facts to back it up so now im just done.
Dude nichole, where have you been all my life? I could totally use a little vacation. Maybe once I get car, I'll head up there. It's up there right? I know I've asked this before, but where the hell are you again?
It doesn't matter. It was a serious eye opener though. I'm really just tired of pretty much everyone around here. I need to get out and meet some new people. I feel like I'm even starting to outgrow my good friends. And it's weird because as a kid, you're always in school, so most if not all of your friends are from school. And I don't have that now, and I just don't even know where to start.
But I need to find a starting point because it's really starting to bother me. Thanks for asking questions by the way, it's nice to get this shit out.
I was miserable there. These days GEDs are just as good as diplomas. I don't mean to toot my own horn, but I'm really smart, and I can get my GED in just a few months. It made more sense to do that, rather than spend a few more years in school.
And nah, I'm not talking about alex. I chose to end that bullshit myself. Some people who I thought were my friends decided to take her side, and I don't really talk to them anymore, and that's shitty. But that's the only bad thing to come out of that whole deal.
Things aren't necessarily bad, I just feel stuck. I dropped out of school, and lost my best friend, and it just feels like my life isn't going anywhere right now. I just need some new in my life.
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