My name is William Flegal. I am a musician/performer/fucking joke. My stage name is/was Stunt Rock. For a while I was also a stand-up comic and prominent illustrator. Most of all though, I am a failure and a worthless human being. I put pointless creative endeavors ahead of familial and financial obligations and used these endeavors to make mockeries of my relationships. As a result I have totally fucked my life up. There was a time when I believed in what I was doing, I thought that in the end it would all pay off because I would be able to prove to my loved ones (family and women) that I was worth something. Unfortunately, the creative endeavors I ventured on were childish acts of selfishness. I was a self-important clown with self esteem and substance abuse issues. I was never able to prove myself to my loved ones. It doesn't much matter if you are interested in my career or creative output. I'd say thank you, but really I'm upset with you for encouraging me.
I wake up every morning and listen to your music. I sit there and think about how much I miss my sister and try to get the image of her being put into a body bag out of my head and when her eyes turned black when she was dieing and how stiff she got after she died and cold so i put heating pads and warm blanked but she was still so cold to i layed on top of her and wouldnt let them take her they pulled me off of my own sister. i wanted to kill them and take her back and keep her in my bed no matter how much she smelled its not fair life isnt fair but it doesnt make it ok. i''m in a lot of pain and everyone goes on forgetting and i cant and i dont want to b/c she is my fucking sister why would i want to forget about her. i'm 18 she was 22 its not supposto happen like that its not ok. i wish someone knew how thats not OKOKOKOK
