i'm just so much bullshit, always running scared. but i'm slowly learning how to run to the things i want instead of running away from what i don't. trying to have balls enough to stare myself in the face everyday and call bullshit where i see it, now if i could only open my eyes......
What I Am Not:
i'm not one of those girls who spends hours dolling themselves up to pose for glamour shots so that i can post them on myspace, for people that i'm considering fucking, so they can stop in and tell me how much of a hard-on some contrived version of myself gives them...... what i am not, is contrived.
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