Sakura Suicide™
"Para/Lit Rper Smile through the pain and it will go away."

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About me:
Name: Sakura Harada
Age: 18
Hair color: Raven
Eye color: Emerald
Height: 5' 4"
Birthday: January 7
Orentation: Straight
Status: Single
Occupation(s): Waitress, part-time teacher, gardener, actress, classical musician.
Attitude: Calm, loving, sarcastic, stubborn, classy.
Likes: Her friends, Shadow, animals, music, long walks in the park.
Dislikes: Having to ask for help, losing, thunderstorms, being alone, rude people.


The past: Sakura's past was very pleasant and normal up until she was eight years old. From there everything turned into a living hell. Her parents were murdered and she was taken away from everything she knew she that she could be studied. For years she was kept against her will in Hokkaido in some facility where she went through horrible tests and experiments. In her little cell one day she broke the mirror on her room and used the shards to slit her wrists, in hopes of finally leaving that hell. The scientists saved her though and preformed even more gruesome tests on her. She was able to escape though and come back to the friends she once knew.


The present: Sakura now lives in a lovely little house in the upper district of Tokyo. She works five jobs to pay for the new expenses of her new live and enjoys every minute of it. She has met up with her old friends and even made some new ones. Even though she has escaped Hokkaido, her past is trying to drag her back. She is still being hunted by those scientists who are hell-bent on getting her back. They have made new tests and she is their perfect subject. She isn't going to go back though, not without a fight. And with her friends by her sides, theres no way she ever will go back.





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May 4 2008 1:32 PM

Von's eyes widened as he heard this. Sleep on the park bench? He made a face and looked over at her wondering if she was serious. From the look on her face: yes. He sighed and shook his head. "When we are done at the fair.. you can come home with me." He said honestly. he didn't mind at all.

"We have many guest bedrooms." He said and smiled slightly and looked into her eyes for a moment and then looked out on the place. There were many rides around but he wondered if they would get to them or not. It rather depended on her and if she was too sleepy or not.

The ride slowly came to a stop and the man let them out. "What would you like to do now?" He asked, as if the whole comment of her coming and staying with him was nothing~ a thing of the past.
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May 4 2008 12:50 PM

When she leaned back, he did the same. Then hearing the thank you, he sort of blinked and rose his eyebrow. For what, he was still unsure but none the less gave a gentle bow of the head. "Your welcome." He said and then looked out on the city. The place was quiet and besides the small fair, every light was off. It was after all three or four in the morning.

He thought for a moment and suddenly his eyes widened filled with sadness. "Do you have some place to stay for the night?" He requested, not wanting his new friend to be sleeping out in the cold.
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May 4 2008 9:51 AM

He felt the tears and he guessed on some level, he knew that she was going to cry. He held her gentle and slowly ran his hand up and down her back, comforting her. They stayed in that position for a while, just letting her cry. "It's ok.." He said, telling her that she shouldn't be ashamed to cry. It was after all a very emotional thing.. Death of a family. It wasn't easy.. and crying, it was a human thing to do.

“Death is a challenge. It tells us not to waste time... It tells us to tell each other right now that we love each other.” He muttered a quote under his breath.
Mizuna Massacre™





May 3 2008 4:22 PM

Zang had been sitting patiently in the armchair beside her to wake up. He crabbed the small dose of medicine he had prepared while she was sleeping and poured it into her open mouth. He then helped her into a sitting position so that she didn't choke on it. Shadow growled at him for the abrupt motion but then resettled his head on her lap and just kept an attentive gaze on the pureblood vampire king.

Meanwhile, Mizuna was now walking away from a little scuffle she had gotten into with five big biker vampires who thought she would make an interesting person to fuck. But she wasn't that easy, especially not for those bozos. She made a quick turn and headed back to Sakura's house to see if anything new had happened to it.
Mizuna Massacre™





May 3 2008 4:13 PM

Mizuna got up slowly when she noticed Sakura fall fate to sleep again. Walking to the door, she silently instructed Shadow to stay and make no sound as she left. Running through the big house, she exited through the front entrance and sprinted down the cobblestone streets. It had been a little while since she had gotten into trouble. So it was time to make up for it. Materializing her lead pipe from thin air, she began to smash random things near her. The breaking and crashing sounds appeasing her boredom.
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May 3 2008 2:09 PM

He frowned some to Sakura, hearing her story and shook his head. "Gods.. Im so sorry.." He said and then sounded so stupid to himself, she probably had heard that like a thousand times. He pulled over and wrapped his arms around her hugging her for comfort non the less.

He felt really awkward now and he wanted to apologize for even bringing it up but if he did, he thought he would act more like a fool than before. So.. he simply just stayed quiet.
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May 3 2008 1:33 PM

He gave a gentle nod and gave a shrug as they stopped for a moment and then headed up again on the wheel. He looked over at her and made a face. "It's not like i'm going to be king some day.." He shook his head. Partly because he was like one of the last in line for the throne. That was due to the fact of his family line.

"My grandfather and grandmother had my mom...Sakira and then separated. My grandfather then married the Queen of the west and had my aunts and uncles." He said. So technically, his cousin was only by half. He sat there awkwardly and then shifted his position.

"So.. what is your family.. is it just you and your twin?"
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May 2 2008 10:29 PM

[ i made a mistake in that last comment. Instead of nephew, its cousin. Sorry x_x;]

Noticing that she was shivering, he took off his own jacket and wrapped it around her shoulders. "You warm now..?" He asked and then suprised by her question~ he shook his head rapidly, his face flushed. He got really shy on the fact that he hated being the center of attention.

"I just said.." He continued to mumble but stopped and looked out on the lands. "My cousin is the king." He said, this time slightly louder, hoping no one except her heard him. He hated when people he didn't even know, walked up to him- with wide eyes saying that he was related to royalty. It annoyed him.. especially since he liked his quietness and privacy.
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May 2 2008 8:51 PM

Devvon laughed a bit when she started to laugh and gave a nod. "Tis true." He smirked and his amber eyes flashed a bit with happiness. As they went down, he looked around at the lands. he sighed some, finding the world amazing.

"My nephew is the king to this land." He mumbled out, as a cold rush of wind ran through his hair. He looked over at her, his eyes deep and he smiled gently at her- closing his mouth again. He did like to entertain people but still, he was a quiet man.
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May 2 2008 1:22 PM

He laughed both at her and at himself. He gave a gentle nod. "Well, you see those stars over there..?" He scooted over so their bodies were being pressed up against each other. Then pointing out words, he connected stars together in a shape of a man with an arrow.

"He is trying to shoot and break the big glass of milk over there.." And further down, he pointed four stars that were suppose to connect to make the 'little dipper'. "He wants to break it to have some fun and tease that girl right there.." And right beneath the little dipper was a lady sitting still, with her harp in her hands.
!~Mika~!





May 2 2008 1:05 PM

" Cool here is a table. They started to talk, than waiteress came and ask us what we wanted and I said bannana strawberry smoothie. Than she asked what Sakura wanted.
"
Mizuna Massacre™





May 2 2008 12:27 PM

Mizuna went over to Zang and felt his pulse....well duh, he didn't have one being a vampire and all. But she did see the rise and fall of his chest. That was enough reassurance for Mizuna that he was alright. But she wanted to slap him around for the fun of it. Extending her hands to either side of his head, she smacked at his cheeks lightly. But still he lay asleep. Mizuna snickered to herself. He was even more of a heavier sleeper than she. That could be fun.

"Yeah, he's fine," came Mizuna's reply.
Punk.





May 2 2008 4:04 AM


"Heh. One of my favorites, too." Punk said, after the interview with Bullet For My Valentine, they switched back to playing their songs. While Sakura was distracted, he took the remains of the donuts that had survived the brutal attack and went back into the kitchen to put them up.

Sweet Sins™→ Hiatus Starting Tuesday;;;





May 1 2008 7:43 PM

He got in the bin next to Sakura and as the thing began to go up, he noticed the shaking. His stomach turned to knots and he looked down at the ground and sighed a bit. Then looking over at Sakura, he noticed the nervousness in her eyes.

He sighed a bit and made a face, wanting her to feel safe with him. Leaning over, he took grip of her hand and said to her gently. "Don't worry Sakura.. you are safe with me." He smiled.

Then hearing her question, he nodded a bit and looked out at the scene. It was amazing.."I believe that the stars tell a story.."
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May 1 2008 7:01 PM

In all honesty, a guy that leaves a girl- abandonding her does not deserve her.
And even more so with Sakura; the guy didn't deserve her. Then, hearing the question- he nodded gently. He had no problem with heights mainly because of his ghost side. "Sure." He said and smiled a bit.

He went over to the Farris wheel and because it was two o'clock in the morning~ there wasn't a line. He walked up to the line. The guy blinked, startled that there were actually people there. Then he smiled, half his teeth missing. "One dollar for the both of you." He said and Devvon gave him the money no problem.. he didn't usually have issue with spending money. That is,you can always get money back~ replaceable. Time.. and having fun, you can never get that back
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May 1 2008 6:39 PM

He took out a couple of bucks and handed to the girl, getting two sticks with cotton candy on it. Handing one to her, he listened to her and suddenly frowned a bit. Walking on, he stared at her for a moment and shook his head. "I am so sorry.." He said. Even if she was the one who inicatated the break up, it must have not been easy.

"He doesn't know what he's missing out on," He said and looked over at her giving a gentle smile to her. Then looking ahead of him, he looked around.

"So what ride do you want to go on?" He asked and stuffed a small piece of pink candy into his mouth. The sugar substance melted in his mouth and made his taste buds explode.
Mizuna Massacre™





May 1 2008 6:05 PM

Mizuna leered at the pureblood through slitted amethyst hues. How dare he make such a loud noise when Sakura was sick!? She was quite tempted to throw a pillow at him but that would just cause more of a commotion. Instead she just used the palm of her hand and placed it on Sakura's collarbone, pushing her back down into the pillows. "Go to sleep loser," she commanded.
Punk.





May 1 2008 4:51 PM


[OOC: I talk about you guys, too! xD Does Oxy really act like that in RL? She must be a strange one. Another question; Do you eat that much in RL? >.>;]

Punk loved this stong, partially because of the video. It freaked him out, but always left him intrigued. He swore, if he ever woke up to something like the main girl in the video...he would have been beyond pissed. Then again, who would be the one in the car? He didn't know what important person would be killed in the car accident part of the video. "Love that song." Punk said, once the song had droned to a close.

Punk.





May 1 2008 4:37 PM


[OOC: Fucked up how I got fuckin' dragged into it! Hope things work out for the two. I don't know Ean...but he's all that Reiatsu talks about at our school.]

Punk finished off the last of his only donut, before his eyes peered at the television. The hell!? That fuckin' show was back on!? Geez, the History Channel had really let itself down. At least have a variety of shows, but...

He picked up the remote, and canceled anymore torture from the History Channel. Punk decided to leave it on the Fuse music channel, since All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) by Bullet For My Valentine, the music video was playing.

Punk.





May 1 2008 4:25 PM


Punk waved his hand a bit, laughing some more before it ended all together. "Forget 'bout it. Just somethin' stupid I was thinking of." Geez, he hoped that some director somehow got his idea and put it on a movie. That would be hilarious.
That would have him finally beat Sakura!

Punk.





May 1 2008 3:56 PM


Inwardly, Punk thanked God that he hadn't been made into a donut. What he'd just seen would have been a terrible way to go. Hehehe.
For some reason, Punk could imagine Sakura as Godzilla and the little people of the city being donuts. They would try to roll away from their inevitable fate, but it was useless! At that thought, Punk chuckled out of no where.

Punk.





May 1 2008 3:45 PM


"Yeah, I bet they do." Punk said, watching as she inhaled each donut from the box. Inwardly, he was glad that he'd chosen his own donut before bringing in the box. If he hadn't, he would have been one hungry guy.

Punk.





May 1 2008 1:47 PM


Punk had barely finished his first one, and Sakura was already starting on her second, no no, third? He'd lost count already. PJ was being neglected now, what with Sakura eating, so he hoped down and curled up next to the sleeping Dante.

Punk.





May 1 2008 1:34 PM


Punk got up, and went into the kitchen. Digging through the cupboards he soon produced a small box, it held 12 donuts inside. Of assorte flavors, and it hadn't been opened yet. He assumed that they'd need all 12 to fill Sakura up. Picking out a glazed one, for himself, he went back into the living room and set the box on the couch near Sakura. "Breakfast.
"

Punk.





May 1 2008 1:08 PM


Punk tilted his head, glancing over at her. "So, what do you wanna eat? Donuts?" That was basically the only thing that he could think that associated with breakfast in his mind that was in his kitchen.

Punk.





Apr 30 2008 5:21 PM


"What to do..what to do.." Punk said, scratching the back of his head. What should they eat? Punk wasn't really too hungry or anything like that, so he'd probably skip breakfast today.

Punk.





Apr 30 2008 4:43 PM


"Hungry yet?" Punk asked, already kind of know what the answer might be. PJ was burrying his head in Sakura's lap, purring now from all the attention she was giving him. He leaned back against the couch slightly.

Punk.





Apr 30 2008 4:27 PM


Punk glared at PJ, but soon got over it. PJ wouldn't try anything with Sakura around, since he wanted her to always be his safe spot. So he'd keep his innocent facade around until Sakura left. Shit.

Punk.





Apr 30 2008 3:59 PM


Punk had started sitting up, but when he actually fully opened his eyes a glaring Sakura was in his face. "What? He was tryin' to fuckin' rape me or somethin'." Though, Sakura had never seen PJ at his pervert-ness, so it probably was comical to her to imagine such a small cat causing anyone any harm.

Punk.





Apr 30 2008 3:51 PM


Punk glared at PJ, who tried to mew innocently in an explaination for why he was caught sleeping on Punk. "You have five fuckin' seconds or we're havin' cat for breakfast.." That threat was enough to get PJ off his chest, and hurrying up the stairs for comfort from Sakura.

Punk.





Apr 30 2008 2:11 PM


~~~~~~~~~~~~

Punk woke up, mostly because he felt a weight on his chest. When he rubbed the sleep from his eyes, he looked down to see that PJ was resting there. Where the hell had Sakura gone to? She was, more or less, curled up on the couch. Sometime during the night, she hogged the rest of the blanket, but it didn't seem like Punk minded at all. "PJ...if you don't get the fuck off me.." Punk growled, after hearing a content sigh from PJ. The cat seemed to have some weird infatuation with him, always following him, wanting to constantly be petted by him, and then going through his dresser drawer. The cat could definitely be categorized as a pervert.

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Apr 30 2008 1:25 PM

He made a face hearing that and shook his head. He hated it when hearing that girls were abandoned by there boyfriends. He sighed and scratched his head. If she was happy when she was with him.. that might be good then so he continued with the conversation.

"What's he like?" He asked and then turned his head. Stopping in the middle of the isle, he stared for a moment. Then taking out his wallet, he looked over at her and asked another question. "What some cotton candy?" He asked curiously and then moved over to the booth where they were selling them.
Ningen





Apr 30 2008 1:17 PM


Ningen nodded his head, too excited to actually wait for the chance when he'd just meet Punk at work. Since Punk was already out at Lunar, he was hoping that Sakura would come with him, too.

"That'd be great!"

R@yn3: T@k3n





Apr 30 2008 12:45 PM

He ate a few more then stopped and watched her for a little. Not saying anything he watched her eat more and feed more to the puppies.
Ningen





Apr 30 2008 3:38 AM


The alien was still smiling even when they left the store, he couldn't wait to give Punk his present! Maybe this way Punk wouldn't be so mad or frustrated. If that could happen...maybe Ningen could even get to know him better. Since all he knew about Punk was that he yelled at lot. "I wonder where Punk is, right now, I could give it to him at Lunar, I bet!" If Punk wasn't at home, he was usually setting up things back at Lunar.

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Apr 29 2008 7:57 PM

Von blinked, awoken from the sort of day dream that he been placed into, and looked over at his new friend. His eyes returned to the calmness that they originally had. He gave a gentle nod and then smiled softly. "Lead the way." He said and bowed some, so much like the gentlemen that he was raised to be.

He walked behind her some, looking around at the fair. The bright colors, the children's games and rides. He had never seen so many things in his entire life.
The place was almost dead now because everyone should be asleep but, there were a few people walking around. One couple together holding hands and that popped a question in Devvon's head.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" He asked. That sounded wrong~ even as he said it. He didn't want to make Sakura feel uncomfortable. He was just more so curious.
Punk.





Apr 29 2008 6:50 PM


Somewhere towards the middle of the show, Punk had nodded off. Leaning over the armrest of the couch, he was faintly snoring into slumberland. Maybe it was because Punk hadn't gotten much sleep in awhile or maybe it was because Sakura was so warm...

He didn't know what exactly, but whatever it was he'd finally fallen asleep. PJ mewed, each time Sakura would move his paw, his purring heard over the TV.

Punk.





Apr 29 2008 6:41 PM


They were talking about WWI, which was remotely more interesting then the usual bullshit that played on this channel. Punk supposed that he'd be able to survive the hour of information he'd learn from this show. They were talking mostly about the weapons that were used and the concentration camps. Dante looked up when he heard his name, but not for long. Even the dog was tired, having spent most of the day with Mizuna, probably.

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Apr 29 2008 6:27 PM

Von blinked and then looked at Sakura and his face flushed a lot as he and himself was called beautiful. He barely got the compliments. "mm.. she looks more like her father than anyone." He said, knowing his soon-to-be-uncle.

His eyes widened as he saw the lights and his jaw dropped only very slightly. "Oh god." He said, his amber eyes dark and intense. "Bright lights..." He said. He probably acted so very stupid and childish right now, but at the moment- he didn't care. He was very focused and interested.