About me: If your looking at my profile it means your interested in me
HI im Immanuel
Things to do: 1:buy 3 new chucks 2:have $500 more in my account when i come back to bris
3:have a wank this week 4:find a country bitch
5:win "Gympie's got talent"
6:spend more than $30 in life line 7:find a new job
8:go to tafe
9:finish school?
10:buy 10 shirts this week 11:buy my sister some chocolate
oh right. yep just read them aswell. mmmm. what can i say, i didnt knwo how to get over you when u first dumped me so i had to make myself feel that u were a cunt so that i could get over you quickly, but i just ended up hurting myself MORE AND MORE.
so now, i just admit that im not over you, i dont think i fuckign will be for a long time & i love you so much.
i went to the phycologist coz people dobbed on me and told the teaches they saw cuts on my wrists and i was crying in the middle of the night & had to call my rents, but that just made things worse, they knew i smoked and snuck out and thought i stole smokes to sell at school and were fuck al disappointed and shit.
after i went, the phyc didnt do anythign and made me feel worse, i cried all the way bak to scool and told the principle im not fuckign goign anywhere again, so now i do counselling.
everything happened all in one week and it was all fucked up, i didnt know what to do.
mom wanted to suicide and i thought i was putting so much shit on her, it was all my fault.
and then you broke up with me, when you were like the only reason i wasas happy as i was.
yep yep yep. FUCK.
i dont even know why i told you all that shit for. i know you dont care.
Manny, i miss you. i know you don't miss me, but i just want you to know, just because we aren't going out doesn't mean i don't love you still. & when i tell myself i just don't care about you anymore i know im only fooling myself. i know im so silly, & u probably think im a retard for saying this, but what have i got to loose? I've lost you already.
