Scissors, pretending to fit in, self destructive work loads, thinking when I should be sleeping, sneaking,
the sound of blades sliding, uncut leather skins, old woollen military uniforms, propellers,
fabric, lots and lots of fabric, old natural fabric, food, being thoroughly stunned by my matrix speed reflexes,
arid humour, brown, deluding myself that I might one day be able to sit still and do less than four things at a time... and maybe even nothing at all,
trying to eat with grace and failing miserably, repetition in form, matte surfaces, cooking things that aren't quite Japanese, robots, ostrich leather,
old and new medical equipment, wit, hardware stores, knowing the sound and rhythm of someone's walk, green, reading when I should be sleeping,
innovation, delicate structures, keeping Frost together, caffeine, texture, facial hair, the profile of layer slices, running on stairs,
smiling at strangers when they least expect it, jelly fish, squids and rays, being loud, the cold, buttons, getting away with it,
working out how they did it, eating with gusto, art that appears factory made, self imposed aphasia, being very quite, shirts buttoned up, patterns and association, scarves, selective appropriation [takin' otha peoples stuff], poker faces, being constantly engaged, undoing knots - especially the really tiny ones in thread, seeing animals and faces in things, becoming entranced with the way people move, nazi era technology, 40's and 50's view of the future, the sternomastoid, finding my other halves, cutting things.
Anything soviet
