The Surrendered Seeker

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IS practicing the Art of Allowing . . . Aligning with the total wealth and abundance of All I Am Within . . .Mood: hopeful hopefulPosted at 12:31 AM Oct 25 view more

  • Cadie Seeder

  • 99 / Female
  • City of Hope, State of Balance, California, US
  • Last Login: 11/25/2009

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Companies

  • BY DESIGN

    • Tapping into Our pristine Soul Songs, Undistorted and without Static ~ ~ ~ Worldwide US
    • This Is Our True Life Purpose and Goal
    Forever and Always
  • TWIN FLAMES CUBED

    • First Becoming Whole within Yourself, In order to Attract Your Counterpart ~ Worldwide US
    • Co-Founders announced soon
    A New Project

Networking

  • I have been a closet writer much of my life. I've been told that I'm talented, though I've never been published. I'd like to start to share my work, via blogging. I'd also like to design websites, about things that excite me.

  • I would like to sing love songs to my many beloved "others", reminding them how much I have mourned their pain and distress, how passionately I have always cared for them, and how much I have missed them.

  • A longer range goal is the creation of a film called THE BIG PICTURE, a project SOOO big that there isn’t a screen big enough to project it on. It will include ever so many people, possibly including you !!! ~ ~ ~ But only if that is your choice.

Interests

  • General

    Being the Best, Most Whole Human Being possible ~ ~ ~ Which means embodying and expressing my unique Soul Song with as little static as possible.

    I also yearn to invite and encourage all those with whom I interact to tap into, explore, and express their beautiful distinctiveness.

  • Music

    I love all kinds of music, except perhaps Country that has a twang, and not too much rap. Especially drawn to mellow and passionate ballads. Have played guitar and piano in past, would love to return to this form of self expression. Would also love to learn to play the Native American flute.
  • Movies

    I have never been one who "keeps track" of a list of favorites. I suppose I am too unattached to time and not oriented to categorizing things I have experienced in the past. I like comedy, drama, some suspense, and movies with metaphysical themes that make you think and expand your worldview.
  • Television

    I like Criminal Minds, Medium, CSI, Heroes, Lost, and I enjoy the humor of Chelsea Lately ... I find I also sometimes enjoy a guilty indulgence of stupid reality shows. Probably because I find the human dynamics portrayed in them to be most strange and curious. After living such a solo existence for so long, I find the way that people choose to interact to be most intriguing and often perplexing.

    Of course it is said that "reality shows" are actually scripted, which is undoubtedly true. And, YET, the dynamics portrayed ARE being conceived and fabricated from SOMEONE'S head and "sense of reality". Furthermore, the participants in the shows are AGREEING to be portrayed in this way. Both of these things I find very fascinating and illuminating, in terms of observing human dynamics.

  • Books

    Anything that allows me to explore and attain greater awareness. Again, I don't keep "lists", but I generally read books with a metaphysical theme, such as Eckhard Tolle. And one novel that I do remember relishing was Marion Zimmer Bradley's "Mists of Avalon".
  • Heroes

    There are many people, too many to mention, who I greatly admire ~ ~ ~ such as Oprah Winfrey. However, I have never been one to really put people on pedestals. The reason for this is twofold.

    First, because there is the danger of thinking less of oneself when you are elevating "another". Secondly, it minimizes and clouds the recognition that EACH person who walks the planet is a "HERO" ~ ~ ~ Special, Distinctive, and Unique in their own right.

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Details

  • Status: Engaged
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Hometown: Eternity
  • Religion: Other
  • Zodiac Sign: Gemini
  • Smoke / Drink: No / Yes
  • Occupation: Being a Whole Human Being

Schools

  • Palomar College

    • San Marcos,CA
    • Graduated: N/A
    • Student status: Alumni
    • Degree: none
    • Major: Graphics Communications
    1996 to 1999
  • Wartburg Theological Seminary

    • Dubuque,IA
    • Graduated: N/A
    • Student status: Alumni
    • Degree: Master's Degree
    • Major: Masters of Divinity
    1976 to 1980
  • Wartburg College

    • Waverly,IA
    • Graduated: 1974
    • Student status: Alumni
    • Degree: Bachelor's Degree
    • Major: Religion
    • Clubs: Luther League
    1972 to 1974
  • Waldorf College

    • Forest City,IA
    • Graduated: 1972
    • Student status: Alumni
    • Degree: Associate's Degree
    • Major: Biology/Math
    1970 to 1972
  • Albert Lea Senior

    • Albert Lea,MN
    • Graduated: 1970
    • Student status: Alumni
    • Degree: High School Diploma
    1967 to 1970

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About me:

I have spent much of the past two decades years largely in Hermit/Recluse mode. Not because I don't get along with others. I've actually always been the kind of person to whom people can quickly and easily confide ... Probably because I always instinctively valued and cultivated Non-Judgment.

My motivation in becoming solitary was because I wanted to make superficiality within me very lean and spare, while simultaneously fleshing out more meat of Authenticity. If I am completely candid, it was also my way of dealing honestly with my primary Life Lesson. This was learning how to embrace and transform my intense melancholic nature into Greater Awareness.

The past THREE years in my life have been a wild and crazy ride. I have gone through things I never ever want to experience again. Due to my Solitude I have had no family or friends to help me along the way. It was as if the Cosmos was conspiring to cause me to question, examine and reassess my primary Solo existence. It thereby served as a WAKE-UP Call to me. I have realized I need to seek out others who "click" with me on some level or other.

I'm a bit eccentric, although in a tasteful way. I like unconventional things and witty wordplay. Turn-offs are: unreasonable vanity, shallowness, insecurity, excessive materialism, and addiction to "drama". I'm very easy-going, although I would implore you to not get that confused with "being easy". I find that very little offends me.

I am definitely a "one of a kind" free spirit. I am a strong, independent individual attracted to people of similar type. In other words, I am not clingy, nor am I attracted to people who are overly needy. I will give to each and every person as much as I able to give . . . as long as I am not compromising or sacrificing myself in the process.

My default state is extreme Openness seasoned by total honesty. I am affectionate by nature and most people can easily steal a piece of my heart. Especially when they are kind, honest individuals of integrity with open minds who think for themselves. Though I feel things with exceptional intensity, I do not like to take life or self too seriously. I have been told that I have a hearty laugh and I believe I am a fun person to spend time with.

I am a Night Owl by nature, probably because the stars have always spoken to me. Conversely I find that jumping into a Waking State in the morning is often tortuous. In general, though, I do not operate my life according to the hands of a watch or the pages of a calendar. Instead I pay attention to my own internal clock. I deeply believe in and live my life according to my inner voice (intuition) in all ways --- even when it contradicts the expected "norm".

I am a unique mix of strong intelligence (well-educated) and naiveté. I feel that I have mastered so much within inner realms. However, I am like a "Babe in the Woods" when it comes to exploration of and expression within the Big Wide World Out There!!!

I sometimes chuckle at myself in terms of how "out of touch" I am with popular culture. But when one resides in Cave mode for so long, then it is akin to living "under a rock" --- huh? :-) You are welcome to laugh with me in terms of my naivete, but I prefer you not laugh AT me. After all, my inexperience is the result of following my own path. I believe that there was a good reason for it.

For a more detailed account, go to:

http://surrendered-seeker.blogspot.com/

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Who I'd like to meet:


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I like intelligent people who have broken free from mass consciousness, preferring to think for themselves. I want to connect with others who have a deep spiritual base from which arises a powerful sense of the sacred in their lives. It does not matter to me what their particular religious affiliation is or isn't.

That is about all I will say in terms of being "specific" about Who I would like to meet. I say this because I enjoy the vast sea of diversity in human expression. Therefore I try to never restrict my receptivity in terms of the people to whom I open my heart and mind.

I find when I DO restrict my receptiveness and target only certain "types", that it is actually foolhardy. It is, in the end, both unproductive and unfruitful - - - for both me and others. People are not meant to be put in "boxes". Boxes are used to control and manipulate "others", keeping them predefined according to our current level of understanding - - - which is generally limited.

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On the Matter of "Meeting Others":

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As a visionary I imagine a Brave New World . In this frontier each one can shine brighter when they agree to dust off the dirt they notice on another's lantern. This is what I always try to do ~ ~ ~ even if my personal and private "buttons" are being "pushed". After all, all mud that prevents illumination is composed only of fears and resistances. And in truth this mud is simply illusionary. Since FEAR is just False Evidence Appearing R eal.

I fervently long for the day when more individuals start to interact with "others" in this way which I have just described. As this occurs, great transformation and healing will erupt and mushroom at an unprecedented level. More of Us will be able to break free and fly in the Skies of Authentic Expression and Exploration. More of us will sing our distinctive and unique Heart Song , with pristine and pure precision.

That is why I, One of Many, have worked so earnestly to perfect my Solo of BLUE . Now I am ready to re-enter the Big Wide World as a Surrendered Seeker. Because in doing so I have awoken to the truth of Who I Am. I now yearn to find some duets, trios, quartets, etc., with whom I can interact. Eventually I wish to connect with an entire RAINBOW Chorus of like-hearted friends.

IT IS TIME, my friends. It is time for the R A I N B O W Rhapsody of Humanity to swell at a volume and level beyond our wildest imaginations ! ! ! Mama Cass sang "There's a New World Coming". I feel that it HAS ARRIVED ~ ~ ~ Despite all the dire signs of doom and gloom we see around us. BUT ~ ~ ~ it can only be seen by those who have eyes that see what I have always known.

We must each plug into our most essential design and essence. We must each find our unique and distinctive Soul Song and then joyously sing it. Only then can we  ~ ~ ~   "BE HERE NOW" ~ ~ ~  Fully Engaging in the Moment  ~ ~ ~  from the level of HEART ( rather than Mind ).

For those of you who have kindly listened to what I had to say, I THANK YOU TIMES THREE. It comes from the deepest regions of my heart, reaching out to OUR HEART   ~ ~ ~    ~ ~ ~    ~ ~ ~    ~ ~ ~



! ! ! LET IT BE kNOWn WE ( I ) ARE ( AM ) ! ! !

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  • May 8 2009 4:30 AM

    Thank you, Shimalaii! Wonderful poem.
  • May 3 2009 1:45 PM

    thank you
  • May 1 2009 11:49 PM

    Well, don't be too lonely. That can do your head in. As long as I'm around, you can talk to me. And thank you for adding my poetry to that list. I hope my future work can live up to that honor. :)