& it's a fool who believes love is bred in the bone. & there's no guarantees that you won't get stoned. yeah, i'm a fool who believed love is bred in the bone. & there are no guarantees that i won't get stoned*
I pressed my hand to the frosted pane, let the heat from my body melt the ice, leaving a perfect outline against the darkness. But I was thinking about light coming in through white curtains, the smell of ocean and sage and fresh laundry. Voices and music, a scratchy recording of Dietrich singing "Ich bin von Kopf bis Fuss," rose into the sound well of the courtyard, but inside my head, I could hear the repetitive cries of a red-shouldered hawk, the faint rustle of lizards in a dry wash, a click of palms and the almost imperceptible sigh of rose petals falling. In the dark palmprint, I could see my blurred image, but also my mother's face shimmering on a rooftop over an unknowable city, talking to the three-quarter moon. I wanted to hear what she was saying. I wanted to smell that burnt midnight again, I wanted to feel that wind. It was a secret wanting, like a song I couldn't stop humming, or loving someone I could never have. No matter where I went, my compass pointed west. I would always know what time it was in California.
Music
-blink 182 -jack johnson -the beach boys -james blunt -kanye -the killers -eve6 -gwen stefani -eminem -boxcar racer -britney spears -maroon 5 -HIM -justin timberlake -lily allen
Movies
-moulin rouge -charlie and the chocolate factory -willywonka and the chocolate factory -chocolat -alice in wonderland -un-tamed heart -napoleon dynamite
anddd almost every horror movie ever made.
Television
-gilmore girls -what i like about you
Books
-the da vinci code -mirror image -the giver -angels and demons -harry potter -white oleander -leap of faith -safe harbour.
i love summer. i like to read. but i don't like reading books like "confessions of a shopaholic" or whatever it's called. & i don't like self-help books. i love my family and my friends. i love going on vacation.. i love to travel. i like taco bell. i like water.. and tea. and coffee. i like music. good music. i love christmas. and halloween. but christmas is better. i like snow.. and snowflakes. i like dessert. i love ice-caps. i like clothes.. and fashion. & even though the fashion industry is pretty cruel, it fascinates me. i like boats. and the ocean. & i like small towns.. but real small towns.. not fake ones. cottage<3. i like parties. and hotels. i like wearing dresses. i love dancing. i love shakespeare. i love downtown. i like make-up, but i don't wear that much.. but i like it. i like babies.. but i don't want one anytime soon. i love autumn. i like painting.. but i suck at it. i like when the sun changes my hair colour.. it's alwayyss prettier than when you dye it.. no matter what. i like thunderstorms. & i love the lightning.. i lovee rain. i like sitting on rooftops. i like big trees. i like to keep my promises. i love when the electricity goes out. i like when the electricity goes out during thunderstorms even better. i like a lot of things..
i like when we actually learn things in class, but i do dislike school in general.. a lot. i'm terrified of going on airplanes.. and i'm also scared of spiders and snakes and centi/milipedes. i dislike when people "type lik dis." modern english is simplified enough as it is. i don't like uber-feminists, and they don't like me either. i can't stand ignorant/stupid people. i don't really like children that much.. i mean i do.. just not other peoples' children.. like children who have terrible parents and they're annoying and run rampant and are like miniature monsters. i don't like suburbia. like ajax & oshawa & stuff. i could not ever, ever, live somewhere like that.. i would go crazy. i don't like when flowers die. also, i hate it when i reallyyy like something & i can't find it in my size. or when my size doesn't fit me & theres no other size that will fit. i hate march. i hate when people have no sense of etiquette.. and are just plain trashyy. i hate that girls act like they're in the movie "mean girls" and they think they're the plastics. you aren't and you're pathetic. and when they think that being a bitch makes them better. i dislike the whole "high-school girl" image today, & i dislike even more when people think that everyone is like that. i hate pineapple. i hate when my hair has a red tinge.
love, me
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Who I'd like to meet: -freud
-johnny depp. not (only) because he's extremely attractive.
Hey hun, How are you? Everything's going okay on my end. I think we're gonna go out this weekend, maybe check out a movie or something. Wish you could go.. that would be soooo much fun!! I'm thinking about getting a little kitten, from the shelter, maybe. What do ya think? Ohhh, almost forgot to tell ya ... shawn told me to give you this website; said that you might be interested in it. steff and I have been taking these new diet pills for a couple of weeks now and have been seeing amazing results. We actually have lost 27 lbs between the 2 of us in the past few weeks! you HAVE to try this out... we've been so busy that we haven't been able to hit the gym yet, so i can only imagine how much we'll lose after we start exercising. and we have soooo much energy now. WOW! anyway, the website we got it from is right here, so just click here . Take care hun, XOOOXXXOXOOO
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hey hey you!! how have you been doing? i'm okay. partied alot lately .. put on some weight, which sucks! but oh well, it happens. i really need to start back at the gym. but, i did start taking these pills that my friend told me about, and i'm impressed! they helped so much with my energy, i feel soo active now, and i don't crave food all the time now, and the best part, heh ... i'm losing weight!! anyway, i don't wanna be selfish or nuttin, so here's the website that i ordered them from. i gotta run, i have more stuff to do today, but keep in touch, okay!!
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