*Tank*
Jessica McNeely
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Join The Army, Visit exotic places, meet strange people, then kill them. The speed limit for sex is 68 mph, cause if you go 69mph you flip over.
Female
20 years old
Richardson, Texas
United States
Last Login: 12/20/2009
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*Tank*'s Interests
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| Music | Finger Eleven, AFI, Dropkick Murphys, Enya, Enigma, Cusco,
and a ton others :) | | Television | Hells Kitchen! Animal planet, History Channel, mythbusters and home extreme makeover, discovery channel. | | Books | Books! Did you say books, where? |
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*Tank*'s Details
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| Status: | In a Relationship | | Here for: | Friends | | Orientation: | Straight | | Hometown: | RENO NV | | Body type: | 5' 5" / Slim / Slender | | Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian | | Zodiac Sign: | Capricorn | | Smoke / Drink: | No / No | | Children: | Someday | | Education: | High school | | Occupation: | Soldier |
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*Tank*'s Schools
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Berkner H S
Richardson,Texas
Graduated: 2007
Student status: Alumni
Degree: In Progress
Clubs: Robotics
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*Tank* Is sick again Posted at 4:19 AM Dec 7
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*Tank*'s Blurbs |
About me:
THIS AINT NO POETRY
Weaned
Addicted to you am I
I cringe in your absence
crave what you give
longing once more
Flowing through my veins
your the drug in my blood
weird, how I can feel an
underestimated craze
I am utterly confused
lost in deep thoughts
tearing at my heart
evaluating my morals
Gotta make a run for it
if only for my own good
it messes with my head
things you say reversed
So this is my goodbye
couln't be any other way
forgived but not forgotten
lesson learned, moving on
Night n Day
Day
Bright, Light
Playing, loving, Laughing
From the light to the night
Crying, Dreaming, Sleeping
Dark, Noiseless
Night
A Love Untrue
I hear your voice
but I can't see you
your presence close
almost next to me
I want you closer
in my arms at last
the warmth I crave
forever seems far
I feel the imagery
running through
watching it clearly
holding on dearly
Wanting someone
that just couln't be
but only in fairytales
can be deemed true
Ironically
Why is it when you need someone
no one is there to talk to you
or text you on the phone
Can you call me I need to talk
where are you, where's my pride
cant you come over i need a hug
Why is it that everyone
wants to talk to you
when you want to be alone
Can you leave me alone I need to walk
where can I go, where can I hide
cant I go faster I feel like a slug
why is it when you need someone
no one is there to talk to you
or text you on the phone
why is it that everyone
wants to talk to you
when you want to be alone
Rock Bottom
This world is cold
it nearly froze me
why I too was cold
and couln't let it be
I found a blanket
to warm me up
almost a trinket
was this soup in a cup
Hit rock bottom
and started to climb
sometime near Autumn
I started to rhyme
IEB
I find it hard to sleep at night
I know I shouldn't feel like this
Even though you told me so
Even then I didn't want to believe
By night I lie awake
By day I might sleep
I wish, I can only wish
I know, deep down I know
Even if you don't want me
Even still I want you
By dusk I sigh
By dawn I cry
Dawn
Wounding the dark of
purplish-orange and red
with a forceful shove
the night the sun has shed
Dawn,where have you gone
I swear I just saw you
not a minute over the lawn
with my own eyes its true
Wish I'd caught you on tape
and now in mourning over
your skillfully planned escape
but tomorrow with my lover
..........you'll be seen..........
Longing
Loving every second
of being with you
Savoring your kisses
with lips not blue
Wishing our hugs
would last alot longer
Longing for you
I grow stronger
Writing in favor
saying I love you
Nothing will eve
end love so true
Death
When I die
please don't cry
for if you do
I'll cry too
Throw plentiful showers
of beautiful flowers
and have some fun
under the sun
For I am free
don't grieve for me
I am not at all afraid
to be in my coffin laid
so when I die
please don't cry
for if you do
I'll cry too
I Promise
My heart falls, falls to the floor and shatters
while the time continuum stands compleatly still
to torture me, making sure I feel the pain
the pain of knowing that I hurt you so
I've burned my journal, my past is gone
and though I've learned from my mistakes
I'm starting fresh, Im staring new
no lies, no secrets, or decieving stories
Nothing in the dark I promise you this
With all the love that I have for you
I'll never disrespect your trust in me
And I promise to be true to the end
A Good Recipe
1 cup of my kisses
2 pints of Chris's advice
3 liters of Lisa's charm
4 Gallons of Martin's gas
5 tons of Mom's hugs
Homework
Homework homework homework
Over and over and over
Making us write until our hands are sore
Even on the holidays and the
Weekends, how dare they? The
Older we get the more we forget,
Right? we dont need this anymore
Know what is's overrated, get rid of.
A Letter
I hope you feel better
Today you were missing
So I wrote you a letter
And for you I was Listing
Some reasons I miss you
Missing your warm hugs
And your kisses too
Hoping you get rid of your bug
I hope you feel better
Today you were missing
So I wrote you a letter
And now I am just sitting
In my chair, waiting
To get home to you
So once again I can be saying
That I love you Boo
Writers Creed
I look at the blank page
nothing comes to mind
I am searching for the words
but the words I just cant find
I surrender, this page has won
ripped it up and therw it away
I whip out another piece of paper
wishing my pencil would sway
I think I have nothing to write
but by thinking this thought
The poem is a poem written itself
and I have won the battle fought
Amor Vincit Omnia
Looking out upon the
Ocean, dreaming of you and I
Vamos, vamos I say
Everyday wishing we were there
Considering leaving the army
Only for you, only for you I would
Nobody else has made me feel like a
Queen so beautiful and seen
Under the blistering sun
Even the bright lit white stars,
Running away are my fears and faults
Surrendering them gladly I say
Amor vincit omnia
Love conquers all
Love conquers all
A Twister
This house was of Halloween all year long
if you walked in you're forever gone
In the great eyes of doom
where Rod Usher and his sister loom
That soggy summer I was invited to stay
she died, unknowingly we buried her alive,
Actually stored in a vault
where in this case her brother's fault
The noises made were so thought a twister
when she trod through the house my mind in a blister
When he died, I left as fast as I could
the house fell and I made it out like I knew I would
Inspired by Edgar Allan Poe
'The Haunted Palace"
Inside of me
Some things that people say
will never fade away
They stab me in the heart
just like a sharpend dart
I wish that they could see
what lies deep inside of me
Looking past the cover
means you can discover
Who I really am.
Lennie
I catch mice
they're really nice
Just like Bennie
my name is Lennie
I wanna live offa the fatta the lan'
but I crushed Curley's han
Thus I have a secret I cannot say
or the price I will then pay
For if I do I'll get the can
and surely be as good as ban
Then we'll have to flee
and all because of me
Jus like we done in weed
when I felt the need
To feel a pretty dress
that got me in a great mess
Inspired by John Steinbeck
"Of Mice and Men"
Amor
When I'm with you I wish time would freeze
so this passionate love will never cease
I love to feel these mixed emotions
for everything I do is pure devotion
And in the middle of this great suspense
the bells ring returning my realization of sense
As I see you for the last
we return once more for class
During the day when I feel blu
e
all I have to do is think of you
In just about every single possible way
my blue's will fade away into a bright and cheerful day
You must be a dream come true
for I am so in love with you
My Sister
I miss you
And your hugs
I miss our fights
And you pulling my hair
I miss your love
And your laughter
I miss your face
And our pretended games
I miss you
And I truly do
you
I haven't a clue
what it is about you
Making my knees grow weak
To where I can't even speak
And the words I say
All come out the wrong way
Feeling my face turn bright red
though I didn't hear all of what you said
Love is surely making a fool of me
And that's the only answer it could be
You're mine young valentine
Until next time...
Love jessica
Heads or Tails
Why'd you have to go and lie to me
A lie that wasn't worth lying about
A crack in my heart that didn't have to be
Sometimes I want to scream and shout
But I can't do such a thing
For what will I gain
And how I so long to sing
A great way to forget all the pain
But you were just a northern star
Under the watchful eyes of god
This never ending road leading me afar
Now it's from you that I trod
But you were just a northern star
Because a dragon came just in time to rescue me
He is who I choose to put my trust
And that is why I am glad we used to be
truth
I said i was fine
it wasn't on my mind
soon you will find
what was really mine
When you know the feelings I hold
everything between us might fold
so do not behold
these thoughts that are cold
So once I told the truth you did find
and everything on my mind
said that we'd be just fine
and once again you were mine
©opyrighted by me
August 7th 2008
Jessica
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