ONE HOUR VIDEO ON DOGFIGHTING...WARNING IT IS GRAPHIC IN SOME SPOTS. IF YOU WANT TO WATCH IT PRESS PAUSE ON THE MUSIC. IF YOU ARE UNINFORMED ABOUT THE PIT BULL TERRIER PLEASE WATCH IT, SEE WHAT HAS BEEN DONE TO THIS MAGNIFICENT BREED.
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I WOULD DO THE REST OF MY LIFE IN PRISON IF I COULD END DOG FIGHTING, MAKE PIT BULL OWNERS BE RESPONSIBLE AND ERADICATE BSL...YES PEOPLE, LIFE. AND THAT'S NOT A LIGHT STATEMENT AS I'VE ALREADY DONE 13.
Pit bulls (well all dogs are my friends), fighting BSL (they will come for your dog some day too)...it's not about the pit bulls or the bully breeds...IT IS ABOUT FREEDOM. Yes my dog has his own myspace page...so what? I'm not the only one...his real name is Buetros el' Capitan...username Bootie. If you love a pit bull, be his friend!
I used to think the best way to solve a problem was violence, but I try to take another route these days.
For one I'm too old for that shit, and for two, the reason I'm angry is usually cuz my feelings are hurt or I'm afraid of somethig deep down. It's not really about being a bad ass, it's just about learning who the fuck I am and what to do about the parts I don't like.
Don't get it twisted though...if you hurt something or someone I love, or are just an ass for no fucking reason...well, violence is still an option for me.
Music
So music. Hmmm...Growing up I was a major Ozzy lover...still am, I used to really believe he was my dad. haha...I love Mudvayne, Slipknot, Zero Down, Dayglo Abortions, Old Punk, the BeeGees (dig the funky disco), Heavy Mojo, Rehab (loved em' BEFORE the bartender song people), Mike Jones, As I Lay Dying...I love classical...
I like all kinds of music that evokes some sort of feeling in me...glee, anger, suicidal sorrow...whatever. I hate jazz.
I really love a band from the south called Heavy Mojo.
I'm really into weird cover songs...like there are several versions for lots of well known songs and I find it fuckin' hilarious. Ozzy did BeeGees, Rehab did Snoop...the list is endless and I love them. I really love to put a bunch of covers on my playlist and not the original song, even though I may love the original best...I just think covers are fun.
This is my favorite Rehab song...I used to listen to it over and over when I was using.
This is my favorite Unwritten Law song...dedicated to my ex...I loved her more than life and yet...I shoulda known better.
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Movies
Bloody scary movies, drama, hate comedy until someone makes me watch it then I end up lmfao. And of course, I love Disney movies and Dreamworks and Pixar and shit like that. Lord of the Dance is a favorite (even though I cry every time I watch it...Long Live the Homeland)...Heat, 300, Snatch, 3:10 to Yuma, Evolution, Bittersweet Harvest, Boys Don't Cry...I like movies.
Television
Shamelessly addicted to E! and reality shows. Love CSI Miami...Hi Horatio!! I don't care if everyone thinks he's a corny bastard...I love him and his sunglasses. All the Law & Orders, esp. Criminal Intent but only with D'Onfrio...Court TV, TRU (it's not reality. it's actuality), love Chelsea Lately - she rocks, Snapped marathons - them bitches finally had enough. haha
Books
Pillars of the Earth, The Working Pit Bull, Forever, all the Hannibals, the ones I have yet to write but swing through my mind like knotted rope at the gallows pole while twilight fades to night.
Heroes
Louise Hansen...
always and forever no matter what you'll be my BFF, Hillary and Susan, Seven for being selfless and giving it away to keep it, Evelyn Graham...all those little kids who give away their presents to the less fortunate kids and hold food drives and bake sales to save people...I love that shit.
OH...and Techno Viking...definitely.
I have several published poems, one non-fictional book and am always for any and all writing projects that can either utilize my skills or broaden my horizons in that arena.
Bebe Le' Strangest Yay!!! I get a new pillow top mattress and boxspring today!!! I'm soooo excited! I hate my bed. And my yard cleaned! I love my girls - LTMJT - love you all! Posted at 6:59 PM Nov 24 view more
About me: TRUTH IS EVERYONE IS GOIN' TO HURT YOU...YOU JUST HAVE TO FIND THE ONE WORTH SUFFERING FOR. I am sure I am superior to you, yet have huge bouts of self-doubt and deep self-loathing. I used to want to off myself everyday since no one understood a fucking thing about me anyways...I feel things deeper than you, you can be sure of it. Tragedy seduces me often, sorrow is my comfort. I'm certifiable, but smart...so when you happen to be intelligent and crazy people tend to minimize it...like one really has anything to do with the other. What does my IQ have to do with whether the chemicals in my brain go into the correct receptors?
Who I'd like to meet: People who I used to know but lost contact with and are livin' on the outside no matter how much they miss it inside. People who learned to function regardless of how institutionalized they are.
My personalities are as plentiful as the blades of grass blowing in the wind...but all of them try really hard to be loyal and true and honest.
And if I fall short, well I'll try to make it better or just go away and let you get over it yourself.
I think that many people have many misconceptions of exactly who and what I am...and they probably always will since for most it's not really imperitive that you know everything...nor is it really your business anyways.
Get over it or just keep imagining that you know me.
Hi babe - girl Im draggin ass at work Im sooooo tired bitch! I'll see you tonight Im trying to get off early since there is no one really here but the sewers I'll turn my phone on when I get off but I'll be at the house takin a nap soon as I get off. Girl I fuckin cut all my hair off too! LOL yeah I was on one my shit is all fucked up - Oh yeah I forgot LOL you do hair FIX IT BITCH! i LOOK A MESS!
well, i moved down early because i wanted to work, i'm doing taxes with my boyfriend's sister she owns 2 h&r blocks my boyfriend won't move down until 2011 so you'll have to come down to visit the sun this summer i'll be coming up there around june to visit and to get my niece for a month.
okay babe I'll see when wanda will have some money and then I'll contact them about the family pkg. Bitch im feelin alot better been on the move at work handlin my shit!! Its only painful in the mornings when I wake up. Bitch im skinny!! LOL I put on some jeans and a sweater that was tight on a bitch a couple months ago now they fit!! Bitch when you come over bring bootie he'll be with me downstairs while your havin class
I know it bitch I keep forgetting the bitch owns it - I was just gonna get some mexicans down at the home depot but now Wanda said she got that under control. Whats up with thanksgiving??? I'm going to Maggies around 5 maybe earilier. Your more than welcome to come she has a tradition tho... everybody show up in pjs and dont expect her to host or keep us entertained the food is all spread out we serve ourselves and sit where theres room. Shes having 2 other families from there homeschool group over but other than that im the only blood relative there hahahaha remeber Maggies doesnt really fuck with our family cause she hates drama and all the begging for money they do hahahaha i told Talee bring her ass over too
bitch you were the 6th now the 3rd bitch right after Macho n Diana I love u no limit bitch im still in pain. On a scale from 1 - 10 its a 8 bitch its from when they cut me. N e way girl I'm okay not even trippin about havin ilieitis or however you spell it I just wanna know what triggers it so I can be sure to stay far away from it cause the shit hurts bitch! I got a thing from Shannon French it was a evite I guess her n her girl are having a dedication ceremony on Sat. I wanna go but not sure if I will... depends on if I feel better. Love u girl
yea i am kinda all over the place on what tats i possibly want. i have some ideas of what id like 2 add or change about the tats i have here but i just gotta find the time 2 have a artist draw them up 4 me & help me dside. thanks 4 the advice, i like ur honesty.
This poem is very sweet. It will be interesting to see who sends it back. Forward this on and back. Thanks! If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there. This is a Hug Certificate!!
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