"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
"How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned."
Stirred and shakin' for travel, exploring new and exotic places, periwinkle, animals, adventure, new and talented musicians, intellectually stimulating conversations, zesty and passionate people, purple highlighters, penguins, extremely soft blankets, cucumber-melon scent, the ocean, wet sand between my toes, nature's fingertips caressing my skin & soul, blue food, the word EUKANUBA, and tasty coffee or beer.***
Disturbed by reality tv, winter squash, ball point pens, uncomfortable underwear, and counterfeit people.******************
MY WORDS TO ME AND YOU(OKAY, SOME CREDIT GOES TO THE WRITER OF ED'S LINES)
Charcoal pencil scratches*
Spare me from your matches*
.com
Red welts*
singing a melody*
on the back*
that's behind me*
I am Jack's medulla oblongata*
The avalanche of bullshit*
swallowed with the salt lick*
Bitter tasting vomit*
Where on earth*
have I been*
Smothered betwixt*
the next fix*
Let's slide through the tunnel of ice*
I am Jack's cold sweat*
The first rule is*
do we all look like that*
With the vat*
of acid burning truth*
on the other side of the mirror*
Splinter me*
So I can do and see*
the vile side of life*
I am Jack's raging bile duct*
Turn sideways*
Burn and churn your insides out*
the real you may be all about*
demented*
as you imagine beautiful*
The edges of insanity*
are right beneath our feet*
as sure as smokers*
aren't allowed in the Free and Clear meetings*
I am Jack's inflamed sense of rejection*
We struggle away from that edge*
only to be pulled back*
by the hack*
of what lies awake*
during the night*
So why won't we risk everything*
to have nothing*
so we can truly be free*
I am Jack's absolving truth*
Away with the mess*
the dress*
Just confess*
you want to embrace your own Tyler.*
I am Jack's complete lack of surprise.*
We all want equilibrium*
in the chaos*
So bleed those thoughts*
onto the street*
Get dirty, bloody and lustful*
Discard society's chains*
and fuck like everyone is watching*
I am Jack's smirking revenge.*
Each of us*
is an insane person*
and you can't wash that away*
with soap.*****************
"Without change, something sleeps inside us, and does not awaken."
*note* don't bother if you have a god-like mentality and think you are above all else.......in my opinion, that just makes you small minded. After all, there is only room for you in there.
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"You are my secret weapon because you are one of the bad guys. You don't mean to be but you are..."
"On bended knee is no way to be free. Lifting up an empty cup I ask silently that all my destinations will accept the one that's me, so I can breathe."
"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing but burn, burn, burn like fabulous roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars."
glitter-graphics.com hey girl, how ya been? sorry ive been MIA,,,ive had a string of bad luck lately and lifes been crazy as hell. Hope alls good with you!!
LOL! So true! A 700 mile drive would actually be quicker. Haha! My schedule just got a bit more arranged though, so hopefully there'll be more opportunities on my side to call. You missy, you're just too active. I was out boarding, I was on a bike ride... Shiiiitttt.
I know, right? These are crazy times. Congratulations on Africa, I just hope it can handle Ms Rebecca! What part? What are the details? We have got to actually connect on the phone instead of just TAG! Me, I am in a bit of a crisis of the future. I think I need to do some informational interviews. I am suddenly so unsure... Mostly because I'm tired of people who know what they should do but refuse to do it. I think I'll just end up seeing more of this in PT. Mayday mayday! We have burnout.
I think I found it on accident. LOL. If you go to add a new song and it asks you if you want to change your song on your profile or make a new player, click make a new player and then it will bring you through the maze of links to get it. Then you have to go back in somehow and rearrange them the way that you would like. This, I absolutely have no idea how I found out how to do. Sorry. LOL. How helpful was that? Hahaha. I think that one should win an award.
Oh! On Saturday we're going to go do a 2nd interview on renting the ground floor of this victorian home. We're bringing J along with so it's looking promising! YAY! We're taking him to a dog park first to wear him out so that he'll interview well... Heehee =)
Hey mamacita. I just want to let you know that I'm thinking of you! I have a crazy hectic long day tomorrow (6am to 10pm) of school and work. Yuck. I would call but I know I'd probably fall asleep dialing with how wiped out I am right now. I love you though. Don't forget it. God I haven't talked to you in so long. Hi to Daisy for me, k? Good luck good luck good luck. Ahh, you don't need it. You're a superstar.
Hey girl! Yep, school is over--Bs. That's ok. Life here isn't set up for me to kick ass just yet. Did register for next term, but now I have to change it because of some creative restructuring at work to avoid lay offs. At least I still have a job, since people are losing theirs left and right here.
Heard Portland is getting DUMPED with snow. Sweet! You going boarding? Safe driving, k? Not because of you-because of THEM.
By the way. If you heard the thing on Fresh Air about wines and you think to yourself, hmmm I'll try a New Zealand Sauv Blanc that they said were so good and worth the value... If you end up standing in the aisle and decide to go with Villa Maria Private Bin... STOP. It tastes like grapefruit juice. Uck. +P
hey, so I will be out of town this weekend for work - so don't try calling late Saturday like you love to do - normally I love it too but I'll be needing my sleep that night. catch ya maybe next week/end. chow!
I miss you too!! Which chem are you in again? Is it O-Chem? I might have to take that soon... Ugh. It sends shivers up my spine just thinking about it!
Hey you! Jesus it's been so freakin long! Sorry I didn't call this weekend. Jon and I went to Half Moon Bay to walk the piers and beaches and have some alone time. It was WON-DER-FUL!!
I called you! yay! and you weren't home... so, I am going out tonight and hopefully should be up late having fun and partying. Call me if you like. chow!
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