what it do kiddo... i saw you a few weeks ago at the social justice summit it was during one of the speakers things so i didnt say hello sorry... but i hope all is well
OH GOSH PHOEBES. i feel like i haven't talked to ou inforever :( IM SORRY. i haven't been keeping in touch. and like. finishing your shirt... i swear to you, i drew out the design. i just don't know where to put it. like. i wanted to cut out a shirt from those various design a shirt books. but..... THERES SO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM, and i'm scared of messing up. ah, i miss youuuuu. my spring break ended... yesterday. and. i started school today. and it sucked. because i'm overloaded with everything. ap exams are coming up WAAAAH. and my gpa is at stake right now. i have.... a buncha tests every day. oh gosh. i donno how i'm gonna survive. i guess all i can do is hope. oh yeha, i recently started to prioritize praying for god.... before EVERY meal. i don't even care if my friends see me. or random non christians. or if ill get weird looks. or if i'm hungry. i just do it naturally now. it's a habit. i'm glad i do it though. it helps maintain my faith.... and. yeah it helps me calm down a bit after all this STRESS from school. wow, i really gotta sleep now. i'm uber tired. hows your schooling and life and spiritual life goingggg? ARE YOU GOING TO ANY.... MISSIONS? SUMMER MISSIONS? er have you been to any? i wanted to go to... a buncha summer ones that i've heard about; latin america / taiwan / china... but... i realized i have to priotize my SAT scores & college classes over them =( i'll prob do them next year anyway, when i can actually speak chinese more fluently. rather than an american fob. uhhh okay. yeah. love and miss you. 99999 thanks for checking up on me i woldve went to that concert thing you invited me to, if ONLY it was a bajillion miles away from me haha.
aw poor teefys... you didnt miss really anything... however i was practically falling asleep so even if you did... i wouldnt actually know.... i think we just talked about some adolescent stuff.. haha... see you tomorrow
ahh sorry for the late comment... (again) finals were a REAL real pain in the butt i worked hours at barnes and noble, sometimes with friends sometimes by myself but i think i mightve pulled a 4.0 through (the only realistic thing i aimed for) SOOO yeah, im thankful to god cuz i really didn't deserve it after all that procrastinating. or whatever i achieved. i really just did my best... i can already feel that 2nd semester is even harder, but i just have to push it. i've still been going to church 95% of all the fridays & sundays & ... events. haha. WHAT ABOUT YOUUU? ii still think i could do better though, i haven't been prayign as much i'll admit :( but um. yeah. i like your new song, it's so pretty. WHY CANT I WRITE A SONG LIKE YOU. dangit i have like super low confidence in guitar and that shirt i keep procrastinating on. haha, also i think rhoda inspired me to start knitting.... CUZ I WANT TO KNIT SO BADLY ALL OF A SUDDEN NOW. GAAAH i want to do so many things phoebe, but there's just so little time in this worlddddd. hokay, i like your clown picture. youre such a dork. haha thanks for checking up on me. WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TOOO
aaw man phoebe IM SORRY im taking so long with that picture, i'm struggling with school right now esp since finals are COMING >:O raaaah! i have 2 weeks to maintain my 4.0 gpaaaa so i need 2 more A's.... jus 2 more weeks to bearrr ah. but i finished drawing a rough draft. it's just. not. on this omoputer haha. ill send it to you whenever im done, i wanna put it on a tshirt that i plan to cut up or whatever. you know those books like 99 ways to cut sew etc a shirt? ha, well yeah
so i just came back from my fri night fellowship thing at my church. & tonite we pretty much shared our retreat experience... i mentioned you & our small group & that until after i looked back at everything i was determined to come back to church regularly on fridays & sundays as much as possible. i mentioned how you prayed for me and that it made me feel so much better about everything :| i hope your exam thing goes WELL i remember you mentioned it =/ freaking schooool well im gonna go to sleep now GOOD NIGHTTTT & tonite i will pray for youuu
