hey =D i miss you tooo . i was thinkn bout u the other day nd i was gona hit u up but i forgot i dnt have ur number anymore =/ tex mee whenevers u wana kick it =] 203 5200 <3
its basically christmas but my present duznt get here til you do... hehe get it? but damn i just got done lookin at all our long beach pics n it just got me thinkin bout how happy i am with you.. im so glad that this xmas is going to be everything it wasnt last year.. i need to be able to feel you.. touch you.. hold you.. kiss you... only then can i find happiness and knowing that i get to spend xmas wit my babyzmama has brought me more joy than i can even explain to you.. its like my heart is wearing a beanie hehe nah but seriously baby i love you to death n i wouldnt have it any other way... merry christmas mama.. muahs.
and honestly.... i have no idea why the chargers are so fuckin sicc..
it may be the blu... or its cuz they rep Sinz N Dougie every time they get suited and booted...
why u feelin blue baby? i feel just as bad as you do mama.. n to make things worse the tv doesnt have sound on the channel that the game is on.. kinda ironic though considering the whole moment of silence thing hah
but im here wit the fam trying my best to keep my head up but people are constantly telling me that i never smile anymore and that i look sad all the time.. if only they knew why..
i thought it would feel good coming home to the mother land but the game aint the same without you.. and sound..
but sumone once told me that home is where your heart is.. and rite now all i can think of is comming home to you.. i love you mama.. see you soon.
damn mama i cant thank you enough... the love you give me makes me wana be your man slave for the rest of my days.. i love u to death and as each day goes by i can start to see the day where i get on a knee or 2 and make u my wifeyboo.. i cant believe there wuz a time where i wondered if u liked me too.. and now i find myself doin anything you like me to. i love you i thank you i love you i thank you i love you i thank you i love you i thank you i cant say it enough.. i cant seem to get you off my dome.. i never could.. but then again thats how it all started.."paso numero uno".. baby steps turned into summer strolls and i can see myself running away with you.. even if its only to my house.. ive always felt like that is our home.. i love it when u sneak in my room in the early a.m. so we can cuddle up before skoo.. and how we sink into the middle of tha couch and scream like crazy when the chargers are smashing.... damn baby i love spending every minute of the day with you.. and once again i thank you for always being there for me.. always making me smile.. constantly giving me your love... and doing whatever you can to make each day better than the last... you make me happy baby.. i love u puppit.. i really truly do.
is it my crazy ways that bring these rainy days? my attitude is kinda rude and makes me pay.. fuck a puddle lets get cuddled up n lay away in a daze for dayz.. let me do wut im suppost to do.. get close to you.. tip top of the chosen few.. the only homie fuck a phony.. u can phone me.. n ill come thru for you. get on a knee or two.. babygirl ill plea for you.. bleed for you.. leave the crew.. all beecuz i love you boo.. i really. truly. do.
haha I know it is.. I'm going to be 19! lol I'm not sure if I'm going to do anything haha there's nothing to dooo! :.. and i'm kinda lazy to plan it hahah
my souljah..
you kno that i Love you right?
patiently waiting to see you again..
