"Guilty by design
she's nothing more than fiction.
She dreams in digital,
cause’ it's better than nothing.
Now that control is gone,
it seems unreal,
she's dreaming in digital.
She dreams in digital."
¤ Chi ¤
"I feel the fuel like a thorn cuts in deep.
I want to see cheap.
Like a rose on the bed without scent, I need myself spent.
For shame's sake by any other name.
When the seeds take : grows like weeds, spreads like flames."
¤ Luis Royo ¤
I need to be stimulated if not intellectually then at least wittily by the things I fill my head with. Mind you I am no tree. I too enjoy a good laugh, be it that it is sarcastic or at the least clever and/or preferably quite random enough for my taste. Never mind all that though…Even I am not that stiff. I’m not so hard to get a smile out of.
[ I have no interest in normal human beings ]
¤ cheekbones ¤
"Exposure on a TV screen - Technicolour rainbow kiss.
Bruises on a solarplex, baby-faced and biting lips.
All the boys and all the girls cutting ice with instant thrills.
Insects on incest friends - Heaven dust that Judas spilled."
"We are not lovers. We are not romantics. We are here to serve you.
A different face but the words never change."
"She's got her eyes open wide.
she's got the dirt and spit of the world.
her mouth on the metal, the lips of a scared little girl."
Music
I’m an industrial nerd.
Call me old fashioned with my taste for nu-metal bands of the late 90’s and early 00’.
I'm a junkie for ambient, techno, alternative, electronica, experimental, classical, melancholy nonsense. ;]
"It’s a great big white world. And we are drained of our colors.
We used to love ourselves. We used to love one another.
All my stitches itch. My prescriptions low. I wish you Were queen. Just for today.
"He takes your face and positions it to take your mouth.
You bite, you bite to excite yourself.
He wants the colour of you to wear and feel alive.
And you bite, and I'm awake and I'm the slave tonight."
"There's not much left to love.
Too tired today to hate.
I feel the empty.
I feel the minute of decay.
i'm on my way down now, i'd like to take you with me.
I'm on my way down.
The minute that it's born it begins to die.
I'd love to just give in, i'd love to live this lie.
I've been to black and back.
I've whited out my name.
A lack of pain, a lack of hope,
a lack of anything to say.
There is no cure for what is killing me.
I'm on my way down.
i've looked ahead and everything
was dead.
I guess that i am too."
.IAMX / SNEAKER PIMPS.
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"Dead zones and half-way homes, still life lived on mobile phones.
But the girl had wings and precious things under sheets with tangled limbs."
Movies
Midnight Cowboy
· Kamikaze Girls
· Gozu
· The Eye 1.2
· Audition
· Premonition
· Memoirs of a Geisha
· 3-Iron
· Dark Water
. Dreamscape
· Alice in Wonderland
. An American Tail
· Beauty and the Beast
· Cinderella
· Goofy Movie
· Monsters Inc.
· Snow White and the Seven Dwarves
· The Little Mermaid
· 2001: A Space Odyssey
· A Clockwork Orange
· A Walk to Remember
· About Shmit
· Alien 1.2
· Along Came Polly
· Amelie
· American Beauty
· American History X
· As Good as it Gets
. Battle Royale
· Being Jonh Malkovich
· Big
· Blade Runner
· Blue Velvet
· Bug
· But I’m A Cheerleader
· Chasing Sleep
· Clueless
· Donnie Darko
· Dumb and Dumber
· Earaserhead
· Edward Scissor Hands
. Eyes Wide Shut
. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
· Fargo
· Fight Club
. Forbidden Zone
· Freddy Got Fingered
· Fright Night
· Ghost World
· Gia
· Girl Interrupted
· Grease
· Lost in Translation
· Midnight Cowboy
· Mean Girls
. Meet the Parents
· Mermaids
. My Cousin Vinny
· Nacho Libre
· Monster
· Napoleon Dynamite
· Nightmare Before Christmas
· One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest
· Open Water
· Original Sin
· Buffalo 66
· Party Monster
· Pee Wees Big Adventure
· Pi
. Pollyana
. Punch Drunk Love
· Pretty Woman
· Raising Arizona
· Requiem for a Dream
· Rocky Horror Picture Show
· Rosemary’s Baby
· Run Lola Run
· Rushmore
· Saturday Night Fever
Saw 1.2.
· Secretary
. Sex and the City
· Sid and Nancy
· Slums of Beverly Hills
· Splash
. Star Trek
. Sylvia
· The Blair Witch Project
· The Cell
· The Fountain
· The Good Girl
· The Innocents
· The Jerk
· The Mothman Prophesies
· The Ring
· The Shining
· The Secret Garden
· The Wizard of Oz
· Thelma and Louise
· Vanilla Sky
. Wall-E
. Videodrome
. Visitor Q
. Whatever Happened to Baby Jane
. Welcome to the Dollhouse
· Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
· Zoolander
"So whatever happened to love talk and polite remarks.
Mind willing and her body weak - she's a star in a galaxy of real go fars."
"Never so confused, just laughed out cost abused.
Aiming loosely your direction.
Always too extreme all cause and case to plead.
I think that I need some working on, so work on me.
I think that nothing's getting through, so get to me.
Just another no name taken, passing blame.
Christ knows how we get to be here."
TV for the most part, has become rather mindless, disgusting, and pathetic over the last 5 years. I often want little to do with it these days. Still, I enjoy catching any of the following shows occasionally.
.Ace of Cakes.
.ANTM.
.Beavis and Butthead.
.Comedy Central Presents.
.Curb Your Enthusiasm.
.Daria.
.Good Eats.
.Insomniac.
.Intervention.
.Iron Chef (Japanese).
.Miami Ink.
.Project Runway.
.Seinfeld.
.True Life.
.The Tom Green Show.
.What Not to Wear.
I can read myself into a coma.
I live this life of mine wedged between pages.
Find me one day yellowed and musky upon a top shelf.
You may actually find me quite an interesting read.....
'An author doesn't necessarily understand the meaning of his own story better than anyone else.'
Alice in Wonderland
Anything written by Sylvia Plath and Anna Kavan
.A Scarcity of Love.
.Alice in Wonderland.
.Crime and Punishment.
.Girl Interrupted.
.Go Ask Alice.
.House of Leaves.
.I Never Promised you a Rose Garden.
.Lolita.
.Memoirs of a Geisha.
.No Life Guard on Duty.
.S.D. Perry’s Resident Evil Novels.
.Tales of Murasaki.
.The Bell Jar.
.The Best Little Girl in the World.
.The Catcher in the Rye.
.The Long Hard Road Out of Hell.
.The Second Star to the Right.
.Wasted.
Many unlisted
Manga
Mars / Paradise Kiss / Tramps Like Us / Imadoki / Saikano
"They've got me on some medication.
My point of balance was askew.
It keeps my temperature from rising.
My blood is pumping through my veins.
Somebody get me out of here.
I'm tearing at myself.
Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else.”
"A pill to make you numb. A pill to make you dumb.
A pill to make you anybody else.
But all the drugs in this world. Won't save her from herself."
"I keep on looking through the looking glass.
And I want to fall on through.
Out of the real world to a happy day.
Out of the wreckage that I do.
I keep on dreamin because I can even though my eyes don't close.
I keep on trippin because its free to a place I only know.
I keep on dreamin because I can even though my eyes don't close.
I keep on slippin out of this life."
"And I don't want the world to see me.
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken.
I just want you to know who I am." ..
Please do not send me messages or comments reading nothing more than “what’s up” or “how you are?” I loathe pointless "filler" chit chat. Say something clever or cute that I’ll be interested in replying to. Excite me.[I beg of you -.-;]
'all that glitters is cold.'
steal anything on my page and i will kill you
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You best know, I hardly speak.
I am a rather moody child.
I tend to go through phases. One month I may appear very sweet, optimistic, and social-
and then the next 6 months be completely dead to the world.
Take no offense to my silent periods. I still like you.
when the girl has a mind that weaves within over a dozen diagnosed mental disorders, she can‘t help but be a bit, well...off.
"She's made of hair and bone and little teeth,
Things I cannot speak.
She comes on like a crippled plaything,
Spine is just a string."
'If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?'
→ Alice in Wonderland
'We live in a society of victimization, where people are much more comfortable being victimized than actually standing up for themselves.'
Marilyn Manson ←
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‘Is there no way out of the mind?’
→ Sylvia Plath
'The fear of blood tends to create fear for the flesh'
Silent Hill ←
"I'm a million different things.
And not a one you know.
Hey, and our mommies are lost now.
Hey, daddy's someone else.
Hey, and we love the abuse.
Because it makes us feel like we are needed now.
But I know.
I wanna disappear."
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"Fail to see the tragic. turn it into magic.
My big top tricks will always make you happy.
But we all know the hat is wearing me."
"Hey, I'm feeling tired.My time's gone today.You flirt with suicide.Sometimes, that's okay.Hear what others say.I'm here standing hollow.Falling away from me. Falling away from me.Day is here fading.That's when I'm insane.I flirt with suicide.Sometimes kill the pain.I can always say,"It's gonna be better tomorrow."Falling away from me. Falling away from me."
live in your world. play in mine.
"She's got eyes like zapruder
And a mouth like heroin."
"Violate me, January victim.
All my life I've wasted for this.
Violate me, show me your religion.
All my time I've waited."
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[Check] I met him tonight. He kissed my hand and called me his 'Special K'. Stray tears running down my cheeks, I was utterly speechless and he couldn't have been any sweeter. It was an amazing experience.
Angelina Jolie
(pre-baby craze)
¤ Akira Yamaoka ¤
I shall bow before him and kiss his feet. ♥
leeloo
"I half expect to find myself.
In full control of nothing else.
Lost hope but learnt to hopeless.
Nothing comes to mind.
I want higher.
Still nothing comes to mind."
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My dearest kimberlee, glad to hear from you. from this dark heart, it is always a joy to hear from you. now then, tad depressed? you shouldn't really. just remember whatever obstacle is depressing you, you not only will overcome it, but be stronger from learning out of experiencing it. anticipate that it will pass and you shall see. and yes you shall live! right you are about halloween(which is honestly my favorite holiday!) around the corner. and finally yes, how time flies, at my age i can say that it only flies faster yet as you get older! enjoy and prosper your time. be well. sun will be out soon here, so i must retreat and rest. have a great morning.
Kimberlee, dear sweet Kimberlee, I hope well...its been a long moment since last heard from. Well Ive been very busy but I just wanted to logg on and say hello. Have a great night!
whats up girl??? thanx for the add i checked out you page and we dig alot of the same shit !!! but i have to ash are you a model?? if not you should be!! hit me up sometime!!!
Upon your death you find yourself standing in front of the two doors of judgment in a brightly light room. In front of each door stands a guard, the keeper of that life in which waits for you behind one of those doors. Behind one door is the paradise of all heavens and behind the other is the misery of all hells. In order to enter either room you can only ask ONE question to both sentinels at the same time. One sentry can never tell the truth, and the other can never tell a lie. After hearing their answers, you must than decide which door to enter. Were your soul shell dwell for eternity. The door to your left or the door to your right, that’s your choice, so ask wisely. E-mail your answer at www.uisiom.com
ah miss kimberlee!(lisa garland)...ravishing looking as always....been VERY busy wreaking havoc...and honestly being abstinent from the pleasures of the flesh as of lately...but pretty soon, yours truely will rape again....anyway, hope things are great in your neck of the woods...well, its my time of night to be out and prowl and wreak havoc....have a great evening! ;-)
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steal anything on my page and i will kill you
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"Fail to see the tragic. turn it into magic.
My big top tricks will always make you happy.
But we all know the hat is wearing me."
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