About me:
FINALLY, THE PLANTS GET THEIR LONG AWAITED REVENGE ON HUMANKIND! A STORY BY MEDUSA ~~~~~:}-< (2008)
Who I'd like to meet: ENTER A WORLD OF MADNESS IN A DRUG INDUCED HALLUCINOGENIC HAZE OF MAYHEM, MONSTERS, AND MULTIDIMENSIONS WITHIN THE LINO-LEUM...story by Medusa ~~~~~~:}-< (2008) Video vision, music and narration by Marck M. (2008)
I'm learning how to "process" orders, now...so, slightly "stressful" as in "learning something new"...easy enough...but not "second nature", yet. And gotta pretend like this stuff "matters"...haha..."pay attention young man"...ahahahaha. That cracks me up..."young man". What am I? Dick Clark? :-D I have little bastard silver hairs creeping in now...can't be THAT young...ahahahhaah. Goddamn it all...ahahahahah.
Okay...lots of L-O-V-E flowing your way!!!! I'll check in around the weekend (well, "my weekend") or before to see how you're doin'. :-)
I'm quite "sporadic" with music. I don't really listen to very much, these days, it seems...or I'll get a couple/few that turn into "heavy rotation" for a period of time, then in a SNAP! of a finger I'll be "done"...like a craving got satisfied or something...haha. Then, maybe a year or so later, I'll revisit it.
Like lately...it's the past couple Slayer albums...the newest Prostitute Disfigurement (I won't give the past releases a chance 'cause they used "pig squeal vocals", if you are aware of those? I just found out about those, recently--it's annoying sounding...and lame...and stupid...ahahahaha), umm...the newest Metallica..., though, that ones starting to slip off "the charts" for now...played Hate Eternal's first cd, yesterday...they are usually a "mainstay" like Morbid Angel...but am kind of "bored" with MA, for now...they'll be back in the loop soon enough, most likely, however.
Well, it's 1 P.M., here...blahhhhh...and ugh...gotta get ready for another day of work. I tell ya, I'm sick of working, again, already...hahaha...want another year of unemployment! :-D Or better yet, like you've said...retirement or something like that...this "workin' fo' da man" sh*t's for the birds...as in, "here's my middle fingers c(wh)or(e)perate America!" Haha.
Yeah, I pretty much "knew" I'd end up getting into the new Slayer...haha...just took a bit, like the last one. ;-) Uh-huh...I think I could get into Nile far more than I've been, actually. I kind of "dismissed" them...but I know if I played them a bit more, I'd dig their stuff quite a bit, actually! I DID end up keeping what I had of theirs...not the "original" cds (sold those) but I burned copies for myself, as well as I had a few cd-rs, etc. of newer albums, etc. I don't think I have all their titles...seems like the last I got was "In Their Darkened Shrines"? Not sure. The new Behemoth sounded too "polished" when I sampled it on their Myspace page (some one sent me there to check it out when it first came out). I could probably get into it, but I'm picky...hahaha...and "rebellious". :-D I don't care about Hypocrisy, actually...not "edgy" enough for my tastes, I think. Though, I remember hearing a couple "catchy" grooves...but I was like, "nah...not gonna win me over...must resist...MUST RESIST!" :-D
Oh...no...wasn't a "joke"...was just a quick "pondering"...was thinking how "elaborate" we can make our thoughts on life yet the simplicity is always there, as well, ya know. Basically, each person/being will realize (most likely) that both a chandelier and a desk lamp allows "the light" to shine through, etc. ;-)
And then you can get into say...a "chandelier" might "shine" upon more people depending on if it's used...though...it seems "superficial" compared to a "desk lamp"...which could be more "intimate", depending how it's used, etc., etc., etc. Haha. I didn't go into detail with the "pondering"...it was just a quick "flash/insight"...basically "centering" myself...it's kind of a "unity consciousness" thing. Plus, the whole "identity" thing...peel away the "facade" and it's only "light", etc. ;-)
The mind can generate a bunch of plausible differences but if one focuses on the major similarity then "light/love" is all there is...blah, blah. :-)
Okay, I will muster up some "posi-energy" for ya! :-) I'm REALLY tired still...too...always...or...hahaha...but I can generate some "good vibes" for sure! Sendin' them your way, now...flowing...flowing...rainbow arcs...heart bursts...golden rays of love...a shielded bubble dome of white light... :-)
Hmm...you missed the shower, eh? That stinks...hardy har har. :-D
You know what? I dreamed about it, though! I missed it, as well...went to sleep like I pretty much knew I would. But the dream was pretty cool...vivid...though, not "spectacular"...the sky had a dark grey...thick storm cloud lurking...yet there was some patches of open sky and that's where the meteors streaked across, etc. I was in some other town...don't know where...but it was still "neat" for a dream!
Okay, okay, okay, first of all, the Snap-O-Grams contain illuminated calligraphic copies of such essential C.B.G. poems as The Wet Rubber Winky, i scum, The Chinese Torture garden, Michelin Man, Hubba-Hubba-Hubba (Without a Rubba!), Creamy White Boy, Arctic Bitch, 7:00 P.M. to 9:00 P.M., Mental Parasites, The Wet Loafer Fetish, I [heart] Fab, and Slimed by Five.
The S-O-Gs also contain The Secrets of Barney, a detailed report of the epic meeting of the C.B.G. and Gwar!, important news updates concerning your LEZ PEZ collection and an explanatory diagram of Kurt Cobain's demise... There R also cryptic references 2 such entities as P.B. Dough, Mike & Maty, Urkel, and Bill Sheckner (Schechner)...
O yes, and a "Have U Seen Me" poster 4 a little portable grill whose name will B withheld because it is a minor...
A long-forgotten set of manila envelopes has been found (including a mini-manili not 2 B confused with Milli Vanilli) The contents of the envelopes include demented short stories I wrote for Mr. Gustafson's creative writing class, a "horto-botanical journal" (hmm), an old letter Tarquam wrote me from China, and!!!!... at least some of the lost texts from the early days of SNAPianity!...our own Four-C Scrolls... collectively known as the the SNAPanomicon... YOUR SNAP_O_GRAMS!!!!
Awesome! Ha...and you know what? It's actually marked on my "free calendar" in the kitchen...ahahaha..."Leonids Meteor Showers" or something like that. How funny. I'll probably miss it...booooooooo! 'Cause I should be sleeping or drifting off around that time...hmmmm. That sucks...haha. Hope it's INCREDIBLE...well...for you...and I'll just have to pretend like I didn't miss anything or something...hahahaha. "I'll catch it next year"...ahaha...yeah right. Well, if I'm awake...maybe I'll venture out and see if there's anything worth "losing sleep" over...
Here's the "pondering" of the day, by the way...ahahaha..."what's the difference between a chandelier and a desk lamp? :-D That just "popped" into mind a little bit ago...ha.
Okay...gotta go...woke up slightly late and gotta get some snore chores done...blaaaaaaaah! :-)
Bathe in the Universal Energies of the Leonids Meteor shower! :-D
Your numerological eggnog observation is verrry interesting. I suppose a similar diabolicism exists within 'aggregation', 'aggregator', 'rigging', and 'gurgling'... Truth B told I do like the flavour of eggnog, but I think it needs to be spiked to kill the germs...
Night Tide is beautifully haunted. A highly recommended slice of cinematic oneiricism... Like a marine melange of Cat People (the 1942 Lewton/Tourneur orginal) and Carnival of Souls... it even has the mysteriously withcy Margorie Cameron appearing as an equally mysterious 'sea witch'. Also, wonderous time capsule images of old Venice (California) and thehip-tastic beachy-beatnik culture of 1960 L.A... Mora night-dancing to the beach bongo beat! Also a young, blond Dennis Hopper is simply adorable in his sailor whites...
IHOP springs eternal, even N the Fall. Limited edition holiday P-cakes 4 all Temple acolytes. Actually, eggnog is almost like spicy alcoholic pancake batter as it is.
LEUM has been deleted by YouTube (or was it MySpace?)!!!! OUTRAGEOUS!!!! Either way, I'll try and get it 2 U 4 a repost soon... It would B sweeet 2 get back 2 filmmaking, wouldn't it? Perhaps if I can tear myself away from my other obsessions. As The Sugarcubes once musically remarked, "Life's 2 good...".
Hails my metal friend! I hope you had a happy Halloween! Please check this out! Be the first to hear the newest Dark Funeral songs at the top of the playlist! Hope you enjoy them! Thanks and keep in touch!
Also, one or two times while I did the "mirror/forehead" thing. I actually think I may've saw my aura...it wasn't through the mirror or that "fake technique"...it was more of a "meditational transition", I guess I could call it. I didn't see it in the mirror...it was more like I was "surrounded" by it. I was looking at it from the "inside out", if that makes sense? It was mostly "orange/peach" with "purple blobs" swimming around...hahahahahha...sounds "crazy"...yeah...however, I know I looked it up later and there were references to "peach/purple blobs"...hahahahahha...can't remember what it was to mean, etc. but thought it was interesting and kind of funny...haha.
Anyway...I'd better go...otherwise I'll end up adding stress to the day. I'd rather stay here and yack, actually! :-) I'll be back "soon". ;-)
Thanks, again, for the awesome logo!
Really...much love to you from me...thank you for being you.
As for your questions about auras and such...I believe you've seen your "etheric field"...not you aura. From what I've read/heard, etc. about auras...they are multi-colored...and change upon mood, like you said, etc. Think about how the chakras are supposedly colored (red, orange, yellow, green, sky blue, indigo, purple/white, etc., etc. If they are "aligned/activated", etc., they will kind of "swirl" amongst each other...or what might be called the "rainbow body" (though, I think some "traditions" will say this is an "advanced" layer..."transformation"...whatever...blah, blah. I believe there's an "optical illusion" that will facilitate the misnomer of "aura" and "etheric field". I was "tricked" by this, as well, previously. They say to look in the mirror and focus on the center of your forehead. You'll end up seeing a glow emanating from your body. I saw a "yellow" glow...which supposedly means "spiritual teacher"...hahaahaha...so, I was all "excited" and sh*t...hahaha...thinking I really was here for a reason and was on the "right path" and such...this was at a "doubting time" in my life (again...haha). Anyway, I also have sat in the semi-dark and looked at my "etheric field" (it's basically about 1/4-3/4 of an inch or so "above" the skin...or from the skin to that much above, etc.). Anyway, it was like a "neon green"...hahahaha. I think it's just an "optical illusion" concerning the colors...not the "white/desert mirage" type of thing...THAT is "real", in my "belief".
Anyway...more on (moron? :-) that later, of course. I "need" to "keep it short" (once again...blah...I will "try" not to continue this "absence" thing...hahaha). I have some things to mention..."blah, blah, blah"...but I guess it will "have to wait for another day", as I must get ready for work very soon...gotta attempt to "stay balanced"...even though, I believe I'm "off balance", already...so, how does one "stay balanced" if one is not "balanced" to begin with? Haha...well, you know how it goes. ;-) Anyway, yes...I've been going through another "depression", lately (as your "alter-ego"...or wait...YOU--*SNAP! lady* are the "alter-ego"...ummm...well...okay, my great friend--"Blib", I'm talking about...hahahaha). It's been some "dark times", once again...maybe I'll elaborate at a more "opportune time", etc., etc. And then the long, cold, harsh winter is upon me, as well...that just "adds to it"...blah, blah. ;-)
The logo is wonderful, as I stated already. ;-) The dark/sinister one, too...whooo! I like! :-) I opted for the "papyrus one" (I think...yeah?) to start with...to "show off"...haha...then I will alternate the colors here and there "down the road". Great job...and it DOES have a "flow"..."life of it's own"..."energy, etc., etc., etc. just like you mentioned...the dark/sinister one would look AWESOME on a shirt, I think...damn...if only I was actually "impassioned" these days. I "wish" I could muster up more "magic"...more "songs/music", etc. but I am "dead", at the moment...and might stay that way, "sadly" enough...not sure...I just don't "feel it", anymore...however...the logo makes some "incentive"...haha...I haven't finished the interview either (wasn't a real "strong" deadline, as you know. I no longer "push myself" for the most part...for anything. I mean I have to "push" in order to get out of bed or to continue in this "sh*tty life"...but I "seek" (not even, really..."effortless effort" is more what it's called) more "peaceful" ways...or tranquil...though...those terms are not "correct" either. I'm not sure how to express it...however, the "music thing" holds "too much baggage" for now. Not sure I'm "finished" with it...maybe I'll take an extended "break" from it...we'll see.
Ohhh...I forgot to mention..."discontent"...hahahahaha...it's so "funny" you mention that, as well. I told someone else a couple weeks ago that "discontent is my strength and my weakness"...hahahahaha. Basically, the same as you said with "discontent with my discontent"...hahaha.
Hmmm...maybe we are "dead but dreaming"? Lovecraft, yeah?
Deicide, too...haha...from "Legion" (I'm more familiar with them than Lovecraft with that "phrase" ;-)
Yeah...I feel cyclically boxed in, if that makes sense? Like I just stay in the same "confining area" and experience the same stupid things...no matter how I think...no matter what I "choose" to do...the rut is a groove is a grave. The new song (if I were "up" for it...haha...which I'm not) would've been titled "Misery, Mystery, Mastery"...some "lame" word play I had a while back when I was doing the "Twit-ter" thing (not literally...the "status" thing, here, I mean. ;-)
Anyway...guess what my new "back ground" is on my computer, here? Okay, I'll tell you...haha..."Anam Cara"...hopefully, I typed that correctly...read it "slow enough"...haha. ;-)))
That new one is REALLY cool, actually...and ALL the more "special" that it was inspired by "me" (???)...how really..."wow"...you managed to give me a "warm/fuzzy" feeling...haha...thanks for the love. :-) You are close to the closest I've "allowed" anyone to get, actually. I will try not to "dismiss it", like I tend to do (hmm...4:44, at the moment..."yikes"...hahaha). Though, maybe I always "distance" myself, no matter what...
Julie London is sooo dreamy... I love all those grande chanteuses of yesteryear. Peggy Lee, Pat Suzuki, Billie Holiday, Pearl Bailey, Marlene dietrich, and if course Yma!
Actually Julie was an actress too. She had a recurring role on Emergency One, which was a strangely tawdry show about paramedics that ran during the early 1970s... but I digress.
I want to headline my own sultry torchy cabaret act too... or at least hog a karaoke machine for a few hours...
Oh...forgot...that remote viewing course...cool. ;-) I'm pretty sure I've listened to him speak during that extended "radio interview" thing I went through a year ago, or whatever. Sounds "nifty". ;-)
Ha...yeah...how do you think Blib got her name? :-P
At least there's "meat" to her comments and not just SPAM. ;-) Maybe I'll have to start adding a bunch more "lame-ohs" to the page, so they can leave one time "thanks for the add" comments--that way it breaks it up a bit? Then the page can be "suspended", again...that's what I call "fun with a capital F-U!" ;-)
By the way...my middle name is the middle finger...how 'bout that?! Like the phoenix...that bird rises high! :-)
Nothin' much goin' on here to "blab" about.
Cool new blog post--I read it. ;-)
I think it's time to "finalize" the Pyro-logo...what do you think? Not sure I'll ever do the interview...haha...but--at least--the killer logo will be a fitting farewell to the project (or maybe there's more music to be had? Not sure...we'll see. ;-) Seems like another song is mustering up...not sure I'll heed the call, however. Though, I feel sick, at the moment--some sort of "hay fever" thing or something...too much "milk products", lately? Combination? Could be coloring my lovely mood. ;-)
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