關於我： I've come to realize that I'm not your average Joe. GI Joe, that is...
We all have purpose. It's the big thing Agent Smith was trying to get across to you in the Matrix. Purpose is what makes us live, breathe, care.. fuck, kill, maim. It makes us do the most nonsensical things. It tells us to be psycho about our ex's, and it tells us to lie to get out of trouble. You aren't lying to be dishonest. You don't pry on your ex because you're a nosey person. It's the purpose. It's the end product that we try to achieve that renders us prisoner to our own actions.
We will say nearly anything to get what we want. Life is about playing on peoples reactions, and knowing exactly how they will react to your actions. It sounds de-humanizing, but in all reality - it's just the blunt truth.
Example: I know that down here in Fort Polk, to get any attention from people, you have to be unique. The Army is here, and we're all in it - so, obviously, telling a girl you're in the Army is wasted breath. I know that I am automatically viewed as someone in the service just by my appearance. At this point, I take measures to be seen as that something extra, something special. The guy who breaks the bounds of what those Army-guys are; a guy who busts through the mold and monotony of it all.
My purpose: find that fish in the sea everyone keeps talking about.
My weapon(s): Uniqueness in a way that makes my differences to everyone else a plus, but my likeness envelops the subtle things about an Army guy that you can't help but love. A patient view for everything but ignorance. Swift wit. Stylish wording, and a side of realism.
I get read in a different light by nearly everyone who talks to me. No one knows for sure what my deal is, but they tag along with me because I'm a fun person. I have the ability to make people laugh about the things they hate most, and that's great. My sarcasm, empathy.. my ability to make a person feel like everyone understands exactly how they are feeling - it's a gift.
I write letters for my friends. I write papers, poetry, prose for myself at night. I even do anonymous entries into several "free collegiate papers" websites on political subjects, etc. I hate politics, but I have this way of making it not about rules, regulations, but about purpose.
Is it so far-fetched? No. Maybe you just don't realize that this is how we operate. Just call me a smooth operator.
I'm ridin on a dolphin, doin flips and shit
The dolphin's splashin, gettin e'rybody all wet
But this ain't Seaworld, this is real as it gets
I'm on a boat motherfucker, don't you ever forget
hey bud how is it going, well we deployed Oct 09. Things are ok, just trying to make E7; I am stationed in Hawaii so after the deployment I will finally enjoy it. Good to hear from you drop me a line anytime.
TONYYY!!!!! What going on?!?! How is your block leave going?!?! So we decided that when you come down for the wedding we are going to take you guys to Medieval Times and get you all shit housed!!! And we came to the conclusion that we should set my mom and your dad up!!! We could be family!!! hahaha juuuuust kidding!!
really shouldn't be asking you this. I feel shy about it, but I want it so bad. Don't get me wrong, it's just that I haven't had it for a long, long time. I could already feel it going in so hard and coming out so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but with your help I will be very grateful. You must think I have a lot of nerve asking you for this, but I can feel my tongue around it, sucking all the juice out until theres no more left. This has been on my mind all day long. I hope I'm not being forward. I'm usually not like this, but........... can I have a piece of gum? Send this to anyone on your friend list with a sense of humor!!!
