†MILLY†

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hopes everything goes ok today. really nervous.Mood: ack ackPosted at 3:56 PM Feb 4 view more

  • Camille varner

  • 23 / Female
  • KREMMLING, Colorado, US
  • Last Login: 2/4/2010

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Details

  • Status: Engaged
  • Here for: Friends
  • Hometown: dumber-vill
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Body type: 5' 8" / Athletic
  • Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
  • Religion: Christian - other
  • Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
  • Children: Someday
  • Smoke / Drink: Yes / Yes
  • Education: High school
  • Occupation: WRANGLER!!!!
  • Income: Less than $30,000

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Interests

  • General

    Photobucket i like to cuss, i find it a very satisfactory way for me to express my emotions to someone. i only cry in three situations, when im pissed, when im really really upset, or when im frustrated. i am loud, and unlike most of the people you meet on the side of the road, i have come to the intellectuail terms that i was wierd in the fifth grade. im loud, sometimes annoying, but i love life. everything about it. i try to be optimistic about almost everything because i hate being depressed... but the truth of the matter is... im a very depressive person.
  • Music

    Photobucket to me music is a way of defining your soul, so i dont take it lightly. mainly rock, country or metal. rock because its soothing, classy and sophisticated, country because it speaks the truth, metal because when im angery the beat is very satifying.
  • Movies

    Photobucket i love to watch movies with bryon on our couch at home. picking out a movie is more of chore in our house than taking out the trash. like house work is something we do all the time, and while there is always a movie playing in our house, somebody has to pick it out... so we squabble over it. my favorite movies are v for vendetta, the core, Hannibal, red dragon, silence of the lambs, the davince code, stranger than fiction, swat.... there's a lot.
  • Television

    Nana Pictures, Images and Photos i dont really watch tv any more, i find that there is no time for it. between breathing and trying to live... tv is something that i just have to live with out, and its ok... i can live with that. i like movies more than anything, i like movies cause they give you a more personal air with the person your watching it with.
  • Books

    Photobucket books, i have to have my books. if i didn't have books i would have gone insane simply out of boredom. i love romance, but i also enjoy mystery. which is why authors such as James Patterson, Nicholas sparks, and Nora Roberts take up so much room on my shelves. but don't think i don't read the classics, i do... a lot. actually, its hard to find a classic that i haven't read more than a couple of times... my favorite you ask, the count de monticrisco.
  • Heroes

    my hero is my fincee bryon. he puts up with so much from alot of different ppl and somehow always manages to push through it. he keeps me strong when i feel like i could faint. he keeps me on track when all i want to do is give up. he pushes me when i need pushing, and he holds me when i need to be help. hes the love of my life and all that i have ever wanted in another man. i love him so much. Photobucket

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About me:

something that i am just lately become accumsted too is how much im loved. iv got some bad ass muscel behind me. jhonny, brandon, bryon... and a few others. but dont think that because i know they got my back, that i wont be the first one to swing when im confronted with a fight. im protected by more ppl than you want to piss off, true. but its not them you have to worry about. because, they listen to me. so if you come up to me, and you get in my face, you best be willing to back yourself up, or hope to god that your muscle is bigger than mine (unlikly). because, if it isnt... then your waisting our time. despite all that im actuailly a very open person. i like to get to know ppl. i like to trust, i like to love, and i like to live life. but i relize there is a dark side to everything and everybody (another thing im getting accutstome too) and im not afraid to fight it if it shows up on my front porch. i dont like to fight, but im not afraid to back myself up and im not afraid to back up my friends. however.... it seems like im waiting for something bad to happen.... because right now it seems the ineveitable.

Who I'd like to meet:

im tired of the fake ppl that i come into cantact with daily. and i deeply apprecaite the ppl who arnt. (you know who you are) i would really really like to meet anthony hopkins, and sean connery before either one of them dies. but for now... im sastisfied just meeting new ppl. Photobucket

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  • Jan 30 2010 3:54 AM

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    Hey †MILLY†, I am sending you a Wet Pussy.


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    hi i love you very much goodnight

  • Jan 28 2010 4:40 PM

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    thanx, i needed that.....hehe

  • Jan 27 2010 7:15 PM

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  • Jan 12 2010 3:22 PM

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  • Jan 8 2010 10:13 PM

    lol, I call my grandpa Papa. I love it.  Plus mike is old and jolly like that you know. lol and Tammy.... I don't know.  It's hard cuz she has to be grandma cuz her connection to mike, but what do you call her.  Grandma Tam. I dont know lol.  I have no idea what our kids are going to call mike.  Probably the same as yours do lol.  
  • Jan 8 2010 6:04 PM

    Lol.  Bry would want a boy first.  Eric and I are oppisite.  I want a boy first he wants a girl lol. Weird.  Im glad that Mike was happy.  I thought he would be, he seems like the Jolly grandpa type. Lol.  Have you thought about names and oh what are you going to have the baby call mike and tammy when they get older lol.  My mom refuses to be called grandma so I have to come up with something else lol.  
  • Jan 7 2010 6:39 PM

    so.... how did they take the news?  
  • Jan 5 2010 6:24 PM

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  • Jan 5 2010 5:46 PM

    i loved"the power of the night". thats fuckin hot. do you write more? i cant help but hear it as lyrics

  • Jan 4 2010 6:44 PM

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  • Jan 4 2010 6:43 PM

    yah, that all pretty much points to that conclusion.  lol, you know that tammy is on my page and can probably read the comment that you wrote on here lol.  well I miss you and I hope to get out there sometime in the near future. Take care of yourself and call me if you need anything sweetie.  Love you
  • Jan 3 2010 6:11 PM

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    just for you my love ill love you always

  • Jan 3 2010 6:11 PM

    oh my sweet poor lady.  are you morning sick and all that junk?  Eric and I are hoping that I am pregnant.  I have had a really sore back for no reason lately, and am tired all the time, but who know's i could just be sick.  Ugh.  I won't find  out for a couple weeks.  Let me know whats going on tomorrow, and make sure that your test thingy is right, it can give a false positive or negitive, so take another a few days later to make sure you have the same result you know. I love you, and let me know if I can do anything to help either way.  I will be stoked if you are, and will help in any way that I can.  and if not then good for both of you, it gives you more time to sleep in late and have date nights without the hassle of a babysitter lol.  Love you mucho much and I'm here if you need to talk sweetie.  Love you Love you Love you!!!!!
  • Jan 1 2010 4:33 AM

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  • Dec 31 2009 5:58 PM

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    hi i love you

  • Dec 31 2009 5:57 PM

    haha... right lols... me too... omgoshh i dnt have water running in my house right now the pipes r frozen. nd i have to pee sooo fkin bad!! Lmao~ but yeah... so what else is new??
  • Dec 31 2009 1:47 AM

    0oh for sure... just one down here by fort morgan... ive moved to hillrose for now... im nt gua stay here though just for a couple months or soo... lmao... the roads arent even paved in the town... all dirt roads... fk all the little children in kremmling complaining living in kremmling sucks shit they should live here for just a fkin week. then youll know what bordem means. i keep busy though horses, cattle, cutting wood... takin my dads diesel out lmao goin playin pool nd shit like that... my dads truck is fkin amazing i l0o0ve it... he got me a F-150 ford ext cab... its in wyoming right now though we have to go pick it up... but thats bout all with me.. oh yea ima go visit ur sister in south dakota... theres this guy up there lols... ill tell u bout it later lols...
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  • Dec 31 2009 1:47 AM

    lol yes you are good and making me feel better, and im sure that goes for other people as well lol.  I'm sorry about Bry's tooth, we hope that he is doing better and that it is healing good also.  Love you guys
  • Dec 29 2009 11:04 PM

    Lol thanks for the ego boost.  I have really been lacking in the self esteem department and a big scoop of Milly is just what I needed to get me out of my oh so low that I have been stuck in.  Thanks for the kicker lol. 

  • Dec 29 2009 11:04 PM

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  • Dec 29 2009 11:04 PM

    haha u crazy woman... lmao thats fkin great... yeah i dont any of that lols... not too good with computers... ut yeah ive never met them or even heard of them. pretty funny shit...but yeah im glad u guys r friends again... so what else is happening in ur world?? i just got done choppin trees down to keep me warm!!! its freezing lols... omgosh i was soo mad tosay i went down to the feedlot to get a job but they didnt give one to me... they looked at me like i was a woman!! haha... but yeah i was pissed. i showed em whats up... they said that their not hiring right now but some other ones r... so ima hit those up manana... but yeah...
  • Dec 29 2009 3:27 AM

    hay thats good!! yea i knew you guys would work it out...ouve been too good of friends not too... as for the ppl she with i dont know them... so yeah lmao... they can get over themselves. i just moved with my bio dad... here in hillrose, co small ass town but yeah lols... got a job as a CNA for in home nursing... then ima start school for CNA and RN this next year... im not too sure where but somewhere lmao... i dont really wana start school here in colorado... but we shall see...
  • Dec 29 2009 3:26 AM

    WELL ELLO MY BEAUTIFUL LOVELY GURLY

    How are you today.  I just wanted to let you know that
    I am overjoyed that your in my life, and that my year 
    would not and could not have been the year it was 
    without you.  You are such a bright girl with an 
    amazing personality, you truly do light up a room when
    you enter and you always know how to make me smile
    I am blessed to be your friend and I want it to be clear
    how much your friendship means to me so on a scale 
    of <-> this big your friendship means about <--------
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    much to me because you are just that good.  Lol but 
    seriously you have an open heart and are truly one of
    the sweetest gurls that I have been around in a long 
    time.  You made me remember why girls are supposed 
    to have other friends that are girls lol.  I hope that this
    up coming year is wo
  • Dec 29 2009 3:26 AM

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