discovering new things of myself and things surrounding me
Music
Old jazz is where my heart sours and Tom Waits is the muse in my life.
I would list them but it would take me hours upon hours...let me just say i am not one who is stuck to one genre...i love all areas of rock, some country, r&b, jazz, metal, ska, punk, reggae, new age, etc. etc....i am an all around music lover who adores listening to music, performing it, and writing it
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Movies
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Silent movies, Vincent Price films, all horror movies, dark comedies, historical documentaries
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Television
Reality television makes me vomit inside...I enjoy Golden Girls, Family Guy, Twilight Zone, Night Gallery, cartoons in general keep me smiling, anything upon the history or food channels, most things on comedy central keep me entertained as well...I'm not too much of a television person
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Books
Sylvia Plath novels,
Edgar Allen Poe's Written works,
dark comics,
Lord Byron's poetry,
Wuthering Heights,
Emily Dickenson's written works,
The Encyclopedia of Serial Killers,
Helter Skelter,
Kama Sutra,
Coroner's Journal-Stalking Death In Louisiana
anything comical, dark, or enlightening.
Heroes
Traci Michaelz Rest In Peace my dear friend
Sylvia Plath
Akira Neuhaus
Vivian Sadoy
my insanity
Tom Waits
Oscar Wilde
the ghosts of my former lovers
Delano High
Delano,California
Graduated: 2005
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
Major: Music/Psychology
Clubs: FHA-HERO-Historian, Live Wire-Features Editor, CSF, Press Club
I'm a person who is always on the search for inspiration and always trying to inspire those around me.
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Artistic souls are my drug and fancy.
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My humor is very demented and my jokes sting. If you're the subject of one of my jokes, it usually means I love you.
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I have many moments of insanity that produce a thing of artistic beauty.
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Theatrical murder is my obsession.
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I have a love/hate relationship with this city.
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I have a tendency to fall in love with the artist hidden within the art rather than the individual that is hidden within the world which can be a problem at times.
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I'm really a demure young lass who loves breaking the boundaries and making you think.
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I'm a singer, writer, and model at the moment but for a career I really want to become a Criminal Psychologist due to my fasciniation with the serial killers mind.
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I'm a pervert.
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I'm an easy pill to swallow and I'll always try my damn hardest to make you smile.
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I prefer all types of music for they all illustrate the beauty of humanity and serve as a canvas for the musician’s dreams and passions...
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I'm French, German, Filipino, Irish, Japanese, Cherokee and a heap of other ethnicities...to sum it up simply, I'm a mutt.
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I believe rum goes with everything
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I'm as bitter as I am sweet
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I am the original Murder Maiden...the first.
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I'm known to spit out the most random words and meaningless phrases.
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Guitar hero is an obvious obssession of mine
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I have a cat named Hatchet Hennessey
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Parents who deprive their children of love make me sick...
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I am very timid and keep to myself...
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Although I can't promise I won't hurt you, just know if you're a friend, I will always love you and I'll go out of my way to ensure your happiness
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My eyes turn an intense green when I cry...
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I always want a hand to hold...
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I fall in love with those who cannot fall in love with me
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I think cuddling is the best addiction...so long as it is with the right people.
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My worst memories always occur upon the 9th of a month...
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I can be whatever you want me to be, but for now I'm going to simply be me.
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i am a : a friend, a bitch, a singer, a lover, a writer, a dreamer, a disease, or perhaps I am your remedy
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I love going to random places and on random adventures
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The best thing about life is the small intracacies no one seems to take note of...
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I'm a bit of a sociopath at times and a major social butterfly at other times.
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Napoleon Dynomite was in no way hilarious or amusing to me.
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Ever since I was a toddler I've been fascinated and obsessed with The Phantom of the Opera...I thought the music was beautifully composed...and I don't believe that the Phantom in the recent film could ever compare to Michael Crawford
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I probably will not be able to answer back to all of your messages and comments...but I do read them and appreciate all you have to say...at times I will randomly answer back some I have missed over time...but if I missed you, do not take it as a sign of me forgetting you...Myspace isn't my job...it's just a hobby.
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This city makes us who we are, yet destroys what we were.
We sometimes forget who we are.
We sometimes drown in the lights and allow beautiful hands to pull us down.
I'm beginning to rediscover my former self.
"It's always the quiet ones who are stranger than fiction."---Tears For Fears
Peel back the skin of my soul and you shall see
The sanity hidden within the insanity ..
The beauty that lies within tragedy.
“We are all in the gutter, but some of us look at the stars.” -Oscar Wilde..
I cloak my inner soul within metaphors. I use illusion and words to display my heart. I’m honest in the most deceptive way.
This is me.
To some I am known as Murder Maiden.
To those in my life, I’m known as Amber.
My alias and my alter-ego is known as Amethyst, formerly Epiphany.
I am the artist and she is my art.
Here is some food for thought:
It is the Unspoken Words that really do tend to murder a part of our spirit and soul...we sit back and wait for them to speak what we are well aware is on their mind...but of course nothing exits their lips to satisfy our anticipation...but we do nothing as well...just smile...look away...and enter in another topic...how many times do we question our friends actions? knowing they are heading to destruction...but just shrug it off because we do not want to shatter their world and welcome them to reality...???...too many times...I've done it to people....and I know it's been done to me.
Let's change that...you speak your mind, and I'll speak mine.
Individuals who can make me laugh. Those who treat life as a work of art; putting all of their heart and soul into their one defining masterpiece, using their passion to leave the mark of their existance in this world.
and of course the executive transvestite himself...
yeah lets shoot for coffee soon... i might have to go to my school early next week, at which point id be out that way already. hows next week looking for you? :D
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