ive read many books. classical and modern, most claim to be to prolific and the epitome of their genres. plato, homer, nietszche, gogol, raynd, dostoevsky, hobbes, cervantes... also the bible, the book of mormon, satanic bible, (working on islam) the problem is my brain is so damaged i havent learned a thing.
Heroes
jonas, buckley, weiss, roper, dostoevsky, bemis, schrödinger, weyandt and bruce fuckin willis
About me: if you were a genie, this is what i would tell you. i wish i had some way to inspire people or make some sort of difference, anything i can do, say, or create that will outlast me. i wish i was better at being selfish and looking out for myself. i wish someone would cure cancer now.
aim=awaittheend
i have been scarred so deep by life and cold despair
and brittle bones were broken far beyond repair
i have leveled lies so deep the truth may never find
and inside my faithless heart i stole things never mine
i have toiled for countless years and ever felt the cost
and ive been burned by this worlds cold
like leaves beneath the frost
on my knees ive crawled to you bleeding myself dry
but the price of life is more than i could ever buy
and off of the blocks
i was headstrong and proud
at the front of the line for the card-carrying high-browed
with both eyes fastened tight
yet unscarred from the fight
running at full tilt my sword pulled from its hilt
its funny how these things can slip away
our frail deeds the last will wave goodbye
its funny how the hope will bleed away
the citadels we build and fortify... goodbye.
night came and i broke my stride
i swallowed hard, but never cried
when grace was easy to forget
id denounce the hypocrites
casting first stones killing my own
you would unscale my blind eyes
and i stood battered but more wise
fighting to accelerate
shaking free from crippling weight
with resilience unsurpassed
i clawed my way to you at last
and on my knees i wept at your feet
i finally believe that you still love me
Who I'd like to meet: im not *trying* to meet anyone at all. my time is as valuable as it gets, and i plan on spending it with my friends and my family. ive got nothing to offer a girl anyway. im sickly skinny, scared of commitment, broke, unable to drive (but i do own an acura), really bad with phone calls, emotions, dates... im no good at sex either. nothing to offer.
Bry... You cross my mind all the time. If you were here I would tell you how everything is going over here. How I'm torn between moving home and staying. How I miss everyone at home. How you're always there for me and I appreciate all of your kind words. I know you're watching over me. I wish you were here to talk to.
The memory I have of you that stands out the most and I think speaks of who you truly were is when you called me up after being rushed to the hospital and apologized to me for telling me bad news. You were always concerned about other people. you were truly selfless. There need to be more people like you in the world. God shouldn't have taken you from us. But, I'm glad you're not suffering anymore and I'm glad you're in heaven with the big guy.
I'm going to visit you this summer when I come home. I'll tell you everything!
I truly miss you so much. Can't go a day without thinking about you. I love you very much and hope things are better where you are. I MISS YOU SOOOO FUCKING MUCH!
yoo whats goin on! i just wanted to spread the word that Me (Smallz) & J-Bloodsaw are headlining for hip-hop night at the cosmic cafe' this friday (June 12th) its $5 at the door, GIRLS GET IN FREE! we're gonna be performing unheard new tracks as well! Doors open at 7 show starts at 8PM-12AM be sure to check it out! Other artists performing: Double HC
This sould b a good 1! We r playing @ 2:45 06/06/2009. show starts 02:00 PM - SWABBIES ON THE RIVER This is an all ages show. 5871 GARDEN HWY SACRAMENTO, California 95837 US Cost:$4 Description:SHANNAPALOOZA 7 bands 2PM-10PM ALL DAY EVENT
if you want, you can vote for us once a day through may 31 to play at the cornerstone festival new band showcase. you give them your email to register, which is also your login, and they send you a password. your votes matter, etc., and stuff.
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