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:.:joy:.:'s Interests
General
i want to road trip to mexico
i want to see the sun rise over the ocean
and set over the mountians
i want to LIVE life
not just EXIST
i want to learn spanish
and french
i want to live
out of MY old lime green 70s hippy van
for a SUMMER
i want to pull
the best senior prank
EVER
i want to write
the next great american novel
outside the street corner cafe
i want to see paris
and madrid
i want to snorckle in hawaii
and camp out in yellowstone
i want to see the grand canyon
and wade in the mississippi
i want to work as a casheer
and a waitress
and drive the oscar myer wiener mobile
i want to fast for a month
and go vegan for lent
and survive winter
in portland
without shoes
i want to make
a real thanksgiving dinner
by myself
in my own house
from scratch
and have my family over to eat it
i want to paint a bathroom
aqua-vive blue
and my celing the color of the sky
i want to see ireland
and thiland
and maybe even Ozzyland
i want to bungi jump
and skydive
and gamble in Los Vegas
i want to see LA
and get a tatoo
and dreds
and then shave my head
and wear a wig
i want to play the piano
and learn to play guitar
i want to take a yoga class
and learn to keep my balance
i want to blindfold myself
and live life blind
for a week
[[or just go without my contacts - it'd be the same]]
i want to taist a fig
and ride a cammel
and feed a llama
i want to take a picture
of LIFE
i want to ride a roller coaster
and get stuck at the top of the faris wheel
i want to see
and taist
and smell
and hear
and feel
the world
i want life
the way you were suppose to live it
so as a grad gift to myself
im taking chels and peyton
and were driving up to vancouver
in canada
and then down
to yellowstone
and the grand canyon
and salt lake city
and then spending a week in baja cali
and then comming up
through Las Vegas
and LA
where i will get a tatoo of a rose
on my foot
and then we will keep going through cali
and see disneyland
and sanfrancisco
and go home
and get so fucking grounded
all because my parents
and grandparents
and my aunt
and my greataunt
said i couldnt
and yet my mum is making me take
four fucking years of ESPANOL
which she flunked out of
so im going to mexico
where they speak mexican
because i can
does that make any sence at all?
i dont think so either.
but im doing it.
ive already writen my note
but it needs to be worked on...
sigh
im going barefoot in portland
for as long as i can stand it
at least all winter anyways
except for around my father
cos hes got issues
so i go to school in shoes
then as he turns the corner
into the backpack they go
and stay
until i start walking off the bus
which is after the max
and then on they go
you walk inside
and off they come
and for those of you who ask
how can you do it
i ask you how can you wear them
but they dont really have an answer
and neither do i
we just do
but when i do put on the shoes
my feet feel confined
and that happens often enough
i dont need shoes to confine me
but some of you need that security.
whatever
your feet
i am takeing third year spanish
which should be more than enough to say "!hola! ?como esta?" but you'd be surprised
i have felt a llamma take hay from the palm of my hand
and it feels like no words can discribe
so i wont try
i have plans for a monumentious senior prank
that involves dressing BOTH lincolns in drag
and flour-ing the freshmen
and i have alerted my parents that i shall once again attempt
my vegan-fest this lenten season
they dont believe me
but they can suck a cow for all i care
i shall
and you shall all cower in awe.
this is all.
Music
this class was made of lies and broken promices
threats and double standards
but we all know it's the class we'll miss the most.
WE LOVE YOU MISTER BARNES!!
my name is joy
i hate talking about myself
...like a anti-narsistic.
echoistic? no. because phyches only use HALF the myth
and i just lost half of you.
well, let's see who else i can loose...
i am sarcastic
and introverted
and a wierd
let's see what else...
i read quickly
but i can't remember any of it later
i'll try to post what i like but i cant promice anything
i've recently been introduced to manga
and if anyone can give anything i'll be more than willing to steal them if you let me.
and because i cant think of anything else i'll post this random survay coz i dont have anything else to do
-What is your favorite color?
me gusta black and blue and muted lime and eggplant/plum-y purple
-What color are your eyes?
greenish blue with a wittle bit of yewow
-How tall are you?
5/6ish
-Do you like your parents?
i fight with them so often...
-Do you secretly like someone?
secretly? no.
-Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
andy-darling. yeyz for directions!!
-Where is the furthest place you've traveled?
mexico -- when i was 6
-Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
sleep
-Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
...tough question...you decide
-How long does it take you to shower?
forever ->,<-
-Can you do splits?
hell no
-What movie do you want to see?
hunchback of notra dame. i have big goals.
-What did you do on New Years Eve?
chill with mis padres, set off fireworks...you know.
-Was your mom a cheerleader?
whoa...no.
-Can you speak any other language besides English?
hablo espanol...y el proximo ano de esquella voy a tocar aleman con herr duggan...X)
-What is the last letter of your middle name?
joy
-How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
last night?? i went to bed at one thirty, woke up at nine, so *shrug* not bad.
-Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
not usually
-Are you scared of flying?
nope
-What do you sleep in?
...a bed...
-Is your hair curly or straight?
curly. for sure.
-Do you have any tattoos?
when i'm 18
-Do you like funny people or serious people?
d) all of the above
-Have you ever been to Los Angeles?
not yet...18 again
-What jewelry do you wear all the time?
nothing
-What do you have planned for tonight?
i'm watching my kids. again. ->,<-
-What is your favorite song at the moment?
ugh...anything that gets i kissed a girl out of my head is good.
-Do you like chocolate?
...are you serious?
-Do you need a girlfriend/boyfriend to be happy?
nope. but ali and taelor and andy are all buying me one for mis cumplianos. :whoohoo:
-Are you easy to get along with?
me thinks so
-What is your favorite time of day?
about one in the morning when the house is mine
-Are you a happy person?
sometimes
-Any upcoming events you're excited about?
i'm going to go color sidewalks downtown in a week...
-Where was the last place you went?
to shoot off fireworks
-If you could hang out with your first love right now, would you?
right now? nope.
-What is on your mind?
why on earth would i want to go see some guy from preschool? i'm not even ldfkjas;iodfjaseiouralkj;laskj. yes, i used the phrase ldfkjas;iodfjaseiouralkj;laskj in my mind.
-3rd friend think about it do you really like them?
crap, who is my third friend...o! haha...yes. i do. in fact, i need to talk to you...
-Who is the last baby that you held?
addy!! she's so cute!!
-Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?
nope
-Are you ticklish?
no!! [[wildly denies]]
-Have you ever worn a crown?
never again
-Last time you saw fireworks?
two days ago. i fucking love the fourth of july.
-Who is the last person you hugged?
ali-darling
-Do you have a black dog?
white, gah, learn your colors!!
-Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
alright, i know i answered this one before...
-Do you like coffee?
are you kidding??
-Are you missing someone?
always
-Reason behind why you last cried?
whenever you put in contacts you litterally are putting this lends with WATER ONTO YOUR EYE
-How much cash do you have on you?
now? none
-How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
film??
-If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret?
regret. always and forever
-Who's the last person to make you mad?
kitchy
-Do you have a deep dark secret?
yeah.
o, wait, you wanted to know what it was? IT'S DEEP AND DARK AND SECRETALL!!!
-Wouldn't you rather be with your "lover" right now?
i haven't bought him yet...
-What was your childhood nickname?
joyberry -- and i think i'll survive the PTSD if you use it
-Do you have any strange phobias?
yes. people who make 'your face' 'your mom' 'your mom's face' 'last night' and 'in my pants' remarks.
-Have you ever played naked twister?
no. why the hell...nevermind
-Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married. wait...yes.
-What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
i acctually didn't.
-Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
only sometimes, but i know i'd want them back
-What kind of phone do you have?
a cellular one
-Do you crack your knuckles?
i should stop...
-What's one thing that can always be found in your refrigerator?
milk
-What color are your bed sheets?
purple i think...
-How many kids do you plan on having?
i dont know if im having any
-How would you like to die?
young. i dont want to be forced to depend on people that shove me in a your-old-we-dont-care-about-you home
-When was the last time you went out of the state?
sunday to washington
-We are all human, do you judge someone for there past?
i try not to
-Generally, in life, what makes you happy?
people i care about
-and....i think thats it......
ILY!!
trimet has been my means for transportation this past year so i know the weridos very well, and sadly i can be one too... especially when i'm singing to myself and someone walks by. tis so embarrassing! ;]
eh, i want to get a job and i'm working my resume, so hopefully i can get something. and hopefully i won't mess up on my interview of i make it that far. i want to work somewhere like Barnes & Noble, that would be awesome. and last year i stayed home all summer and my dad is all like, "you need to stop being lazy and do something!"... so either way, i'll be moving around this summer.
it isn't too much of a big deal, you're right, and i take trimet all the time. i have to take it to school and back, along with riding the bus. man, there are a lot of weirdos who ride it, though... haha yeah i'm just doing to take my time getting my permit, i mean, driving is actually a very big deal. i don't want to drive when i'm not fully ready. i've been thinking about doing some volunteer work at an animal shelter. but i also want to get a job where i'll earn some cash. right not i'm broke and i hate having to always relay on my father for money. i hate studying too... too much brain power lol :)
i can feel that way too. i mostly feel overwhelmed with all the things I have to do. I have to get my drivers permit soon [i've veen lazy on that], get a summer part-time job so i can have some money, and then the whole grades thing. gah... too much to deal with. *-*
wow! i can't wait! lol but really this school year has gone by so fast, i can remember just starting the year as a freshman. now next year i'm gonna be a sophomore... that's amazing! :]
exactly the same here, mi amigo... i just hope these two months [well, it's less than that, but i don't really care] go by fast. i shall go the dot-thing as well .............. hear my rawar
hahaha thanks where did u see them at ??? we are not great we were better WAY better last year lol i met some girls that go to linclon lol i forgot there names but ya they new you as the girl who doesn't where shoes i was like yep thats her lol they told me that you don't even where shoes down town....!!!!! is that true????
I'm on friday. Which is a fairly okay day. I almost finished writing it today. just need a conclusion... Now I just have to write that, put it on note cards, and practice! Oh and the visual aid... The only reason I was so productive today was because I disconnected my internet and made myself stay away from it.
joy, help me! i don't want to work on my health speech! it bores me! *sobs* i finished godchild. twas pretty awesome. some of their little adventures are creepy. like the one where the girl puts everyone's parts in their own doll. i need number two from you tomorrow!
when you edit your blog, go to customize. Then go to the "Your Own Header HTML:" box. You paste the picture code (which comes from photobucket...) voila! Scary Alice.
I actually want to dye it pink! But my silly parents insist on repressing my artistic nature. I kind of hate it short. But then again, I hated it long. I just hate my hair.
Hey joy, how is school going!!!!!! i doing good i made varsity for basketball at my school!!!!!! sooo i am really happy soo yeah what have u been up to lately!?!?!?!?
that, my friend, is called the magic of anime. HP would be muuuch better as an anime. Harry wouldnt be so damn ugly and he would probably be a better actor.
my name is joy
