Its always wrong to hate but its never wrong to love. Lady Gaga
Fourteen years of friendship and many more to come. You are one of my closest friends, and through every fight and every boy we've been there for eachother. Were growing up and its exciting because I know that no matter where I go youll always be there to back me up. Your the mother of my unborn godchild whom I cant wait to spoil. :D
I love you more then gay men love food at weddings. <333
♥Vivian, forever and always darling.
Zachary Andrew. 's Details
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In a Relationship
Zodiac Sign:
Leo
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Passion, Hope, Music and Love four words that sum me up to the fullest. I'm a 16 year old with a soul stuck in the past, black & white movies entrance me with their simple story lines and the glamor stars of the past inspire me. I live my life by a quote of the fabulous Lucille Ball, "It doesn't pay to get discouraged, keeping busy & making optimism a way of life can restore your faith in yourself." Truer words in my mind have never been spoken.
I do not consider myself a photographer merely a fan of the arts, I write to get my emotions out and paint as a big fuck you. I tend to not speak unless I am spoken to, and stand up for those who are spoken at. I'm loud when I want to be and disappear when I don't.
I sing as a way of survival without music these words I'm typing would be lost in my thoughts, it keeps me grounded and its one thing I will admit to being good at. My future is unknown to me and you, but in one way or another ill be singing off stage or on.
Hope a word spoken of less and less each day but in my mind and my vocabulary its used to often. I have hope that you and I will grow old to look back at our lives and smile and tell our grandchildren "You should of been there." I have hope that our country can get itself on its feet and out of this slump we are all becoming too comfortable in. I have hope that exceptance is on its way back into the world. I like to be able to go out without fearing someone is judging me on the way I look or by the inevitable way that no matter what I do my sexuality always shines through.
Five words you can never go wrong with using in your life:
[A blog where there are no limits to my thoughts and no one to tell me no.]
40 Strong
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
I'm tired of feeling so small
like the world is too big for me to function.
I'm tired of feeling so scared
like everything in life is always non-accepting.
I'm tired of feeling so judged
like I'm in a court room every second of my life.
I'm tired...
I'm just tired.I want to feel the warmth of my mothers arms
around me but I cant.
I'm denied, your different
and this love is only for things that are the same.
I'm ashamed
and this world just got bigger
and my fears they've grown
and that jury?
20 strongI'm guilty.
I'm guilty of hating myself.
Of longing to be a star on a magazine
or the little boy down the street
that does nothing but smile.
And once again I'm ashamed
and the world its wider,
my fears are grander
and that jury?
40 strong.I'm guilty.
I'm guilty of wishing I was normal,
that your life and my life were the same.I'm ashamed.
I'm tired.
I'm alone.
I'm guilty.
I'm scared.
I'm gay...
and all I've ever wanted is to be loved.
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.. oh darlin it was wonderfull! Im so glad i got to hear you sing and beyonce cover, even better Hehe too bad it was only a minute, it was very nice who did the piano and snapping? I liked the snapping! ha your voice, like butta!
