Phil LaChance

happy belated easter sweetie. sorry i didnt send u this yesturday but i am now :) i really appreciate the things u said to me yesuturday. i know it came from your heart and it really touched mine. i appreciated that more than you know babe, i really needed that.
i love you very much easter peikew xoxoxo ♥

so do doubt about it im deffinatly majourly late today. my alarm woke me up this morning and i was so sore and exhaausted i took 2 tyelonols and went to sleep for 5 mins and slept for an hour. i got out of the shower at quarter after 7 :( fuck i dont even really have time to be writting this but oh well im late anyways right. i jsut wanted to thank u for your comment, it was very sweet and cute. i also wanted to appologise for how stressed ive been and pray that u'll bare with me because this is the hardest point im going to have with this. i know slowly it will get easier day by day. i also hope that uve have the honesty, integrity and will power to be following through with what u said, not only with the eating but with everything. but it is extremly important to me that u get healthier asap and i think img going to start cracking down on u. but anyways i htank u for ur appreciation right now it is certainly needed. im so feenin and exhausted and just shot that i dont know why im doing this :( thank you for the support and i can't wait to hear YOUR sexy voice at lunch so call me! cause i cant call u.
i love you and i hope u have a bombbbb ass day nigga ♥

i need to move on before we can move forward. i love you with all my heart and i knew this wouldnt be easy but you make it so worth it. im sorry i cant write more to you babe but i wanna get ready so i have a good start to my day. u shouldnt have stayed up so late :( u must be exhasted. i have god by my side every step of the way not only through our obsticles but through all of my challenges right now. doors of opportunity are being opend up for both of us and theres so much potential in us. im very excited, but yet well take it slow. i want to be able to truly appreciate the thought and feeling your putting into this. i want to be able to appreciate what your doing and not just feel it was expected you know. because i know it must be hard for you. but i refuse to continue on to finding us with a broken heart and a broken girl. i missed you again last night. my bed gets awful lonly at night.
i hope you have a wonderful day as well babe i love you and i cant wait to talk to you at lunch xoxo

i hope your not offended by my attitude towards all this. you have to understand i cant give out blind trust especially after it was broken such a short time ago. working together with simple things like the improvements im going to work on and your support, and your improvements with my support will be the 1st step in gaining some of that back. i know you have the honesty and integrity not to lie to me about it, and ill teach u and help u to take your mind off it late at night. its not that hard but u dont know how proud i am your trying, i want nothing more for you to be healthy and have a great life. im not doing this for any other reason other than im concerned about your health and im going to do everything in my power to make u as fit as possible with me. ill b generous and give u an extra 15 mins u goon *tumaface* who said u get an extra half hour to mow down! i really dont think its going to b hard or dont see how it would be. its not getting fast food which i NEVVVEER get fat food only when im out with tina or some drunk friends or were out and baked. i want u to look ur best and feel ur best and if i catch u shoving any of that ass greasy shit down ur food shoot i will personaly eliminate the problem ... so watch it. because after this were not going to be eating fast food anymore. with some acceptions to traveling and vacations n shit, but dont even think about that because that doesnt even count. and as for me, i expect a call from you at lunch helping me not to smoke. today is day one smoke free, and i really hope i can have the honesty and will power to go through the whole day because if i quit smoking for a day or two at least i can use my nicoret to help me a bit. i really want to make these things happen with you sweetie, so lets have a good week and lets help eachother out.

on a totaly differnt note, its shitty as fuck outside the wind and the dark house with everyone sleeping is scaring me actually :( and thank you b

frist off id like to say that these sweet new little comment back boxes where u can still see ur comment page are hella sweet. shows how much myspace has developed since ive been on. sweeeet :) im glad that comment made your day because i really ment it. as much as i want to see you tonight i really think im going to take the night off to do some soul searching and right my thoughts down, make things a bit clearer and then share with you. i was serious about what i said the other day and i really hope that i truly have ment everything u said and u truly are going to be trying, understanding, realizing and strengthining us by this. i wnt to get together this weekend and read some things to you really start sharing this in a mature way so we can help eachother understand. no more screaming, fighting or frusturation. your right, how are you supposto understand me or even care for that matter if all we do is scream. i really hope u do take the time to do the same tonight and if you have anything you need to get out in the open, anything you really feel i need to work on please right your thoughts down. i know its going to be worth it and im done "saying" that ill try to make this work and this is a trial. im taking action and making this effort to clear everything, because once all this is behind us we'll b blessed with a clear slate and the new beginning weve both been craving. i miss you already and thank you so much for making my day so amazing yesturday. i love you so much baby.
♥ throw it away, forget yesturday, well make the great escape♥

well im guna be extremly late this morning and im still writing u a damn comment anyways. i wanted to leave u at least a quick little one but i slept in biiiig time. my g-ma had to come upstairs and wake me up at 6:30. i wanted to thank you for everything last night and tell you what a truly amazing boyfriend and person you are. i appreciate you so much for everything you do for my friends and i. i had an amazing but lonly sleep last night i wish u could have been here with me, thankfully i slept fine and i was so tired i didnt have time to be scred or creeped out. we figured out what happened and im glad to say my house is not haunted hahaha we seriously are such big pussys but what ever we did the right thing. i pray that each day things will get better and easier and that ill feel the same butterflies and loss os breath i had when i first met you. patience, understanding, trust, realization and selflessness twords eachother is what we need. you made me happier than ull ever know with what you said to me yesturday. i hope that you truthfully ment everything you said because you finally sounded like you had your epiphany. not only do you have some realization to do but i have a lot of soul searching and realization to do aswell tonight. were both in this and im so thankful we still were both able to be. i love you very much phil and i hope you have a great day and this morning comment brings a smile to your face.
xoxo ♥

hey, thx for the add! hope u like our music! rock on!!

lmfao my hand feels like it touched the sun. your such a fool, i hope ur hands ok. and i hope ur feeling better today because i really shouldnt have stopped ur pills :( so hopefully u get back on track with that.


sorry my comment cant be better im running late and i jsut got out of the shower so im going to have to speed this one up. so ill start off with this for last night... WTF king phil. last night was ridiculasly amazing and we deffinatly fully needed that more than anything. and i DEFFINATLY needed that before i start all my sutyding and shit. holy fuck, baby ur fucking amazing, NOONE ***** me like u do that was so fucking amazing. i missed you sexy, i really did. i love my king ♥ im guna miss u the next few days :( and hopefully later on at night i can pop out quick for a little study break ;) ugggh im guna miss u too much not seeing u for two days. ok shit its 7 i g2g baby. i love u with all my heart u sexy fuck, last night was legendary. were so amazing, i dont understand it... were so fucking good its unbelieveable. im not going to be able to stop thinking about last night all day today :( thanks a lot.
ill talk to u at lunch sweetie xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox ♥

continuation ...

doone, and hopefully u can steal my away for a study break tonight ;) mmmmm i miss my baby i really do. im guna get cracking on organising my notes and what not and studying till about 6- 6:30ish. i hope u have a good day hunn and ur tummys fine. listen to that song after my comment and i guarantee ull have the best day ever.
i love you so much babess talk to you at lunch xoxoxo

Screaming hug for youu! :)

cant wait to chill.. fuckin home alone and its killin me! lol
love youu besttiee. .
thanks for the complement

besttiee.. im so stoked to be chillen with you guys tomorrow :) im defffff blonde right now haha . its a change.. i'll learn to love it hha .. so yay tomorrow . you can come when ever you wantt kayy.. even if its a lil early i'll still be readdy:).. its up to ange if she wants to do the red in my hair.. she will be the judge lol .. :D call me tomorrow and i'll be readdyy <3!!!!