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Pain is a State of MIND
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Pain is a State of MIND
Female
35 years old
SAN ANTONIO, Texas
United States
Last Login: 9/11/2009
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| General | Don't they change. My interest is my children and enjoying the time I have left.
| | Music | Emily Gone Mad---ROCKS-----Pit Bull Daycare--they got a song into the Movie SAW. Yes I love local groups and the White Rabbit..So Metal and good blues, some rap, but none that calls me a shorty or bitch.
| | Movies | A Dry White Season. See it. I like movies that address diifcult subjects, as long as they are realistic. Pretty Woman is a piece of crap as far as reality. Mostly because it white washes one of society's injustice. | | Television | We never had TV, so I never watched it. One addiction I don't need to worry about, can't stand it. | | Books | Sci-fi, But lately I have expended my horizons. A well written book, by an author who does not write down at me. | | Heroes | I know one real life hero. But, he thinks he is not, he does what he can. To me that is a Hero, because he does it so selflessly. |
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| Status: | Single | | Zodiac Sign: | Libra |
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About me:
I AM A HEROIN ADDICT. I am clean right now, but I am still an addict. I made my first site last May when I started breaking. I did it fooling around trying to figure out how to make a site. But guys kept hitting on me, as I wrote "I am a heroin addict." I was going to erase the site the next morning. But when I went to erase it, there was a 14 year old asking me if she could get addicted to Heroin by snorting it. Her boyfriend told her she wouldn’t.
In a very rude way, I told her she would wind up working the street. That when she was lying in some ditch with cum running down her leg from all the guys she fucked that day, so she could get high, to remember that a fucking addict on the internet told her not to do it. She wrote back and said she wasn’t going to do it and “thank you” and could she add me as my friend. The next day I had four more young girls asking me questions. So I stayed on. In October MySpace deleted me. I am Back.
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Who I'd like to meet:
I am not looking----Let me say that again—I AM NOT LOOKING. Ok I have track marks all over, my arms are a dusky color because my veins have been so abused that blood doesn’t pass well through them. I shot up in my neck and have scars there. I contracted numerous venereal diseases and developed a PID, my uterus was removed. Recently, I threw a clot in my liver. Emergency surgery and a couple scars from the Jackson Pratt drains. Addicts get a lot of abbscesses. I have had more then my share. We take care of them by sticking our needles in them and squeezing the bloodly pus out. We are not very sterile about it. So I have pock marks from my abscesses. My hands and lower arms bloat, because I have ruined the values in my veins. This is not mentioning the numerous scars I picked up from beatings and rapes. Oh, don’t get me wrong, turtle neck shirt, long sleeves, I have a killer body just like the pictures. But the scars are not always visible, just try fucking 6-7 total strangers every day for several years.
I have my peace, please do not try to impress me with your understanding and want to comfort me, because you still want a chance to catch hepatis from me. I am not looking.
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