Schadenfreude

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  • Kat Waters

  • 29 / Female
  • ALLENTOWN, Pennsylvania, US
  • Last Login: 12/23/2009

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  • General

    androgyny if done well, serial killers, arguing, auschwitz, dr. josef mengele, benzodiazepines, klonopin, clonazepam, bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, obsessive-compulsive disorder, panic disorder, panic attacks, bizarre magazine, body mods, books, books about mental illness, carmen electra, cats, cheesy horror movies, conspiracy thoeries, 80s, eighties, 80s music, eighties music, defiance, drug literature, elizabeth wurtzel, laurie notaro, poppy z. brite, emetophobia, emotions, erowid.org, etymology, family guy, forensics, ghosts, hauntings, spirits, gia carangi, pretty goth boys, grammar/spelling, being a catty bitch, hair metal, harm reduction, drug legalization, hope, sheri moon zombie, hunter s. thompson, impatience, impulsivity, incense, insomnia, being nocturnal, intimacy, irony, schadenfreude, jason mewes, john douglas, johnny depp & his cheekbones, kevin smith, light pink, long hair, long-haired boys, marijuana, masturbation, matthew lillard, memories, mental illness, mood swings, motley crue, nikki sixx, non-sequiturs, orgasms, overanalyzation, overreacting, panic, piercings, tattoos, pills, poison, prescriptions, psychology, quentin tarantino, reading, rikki rockett, robert ressler, sarcasm, smoking, snopes.com, summer, talking, the criminal mind, the past, the smell of leather, storms, tomatonation.com, go fug yourself, true crime, law and order, watching, words, writing, candles, corruption, debauchery, decadence, desire, hedonism, experience, experimentation, intoxication, immorality, infatuation, kisses, knowledge, lust, criminal psychology, seduction, temptation, sin, sensuality, documentaries, the minutes before sleep, mindless tasks, surveys, john lennon, paul mccartney, suboxone, subutex, law & order, true crime, cold case ....
  • Music




    tori amos, the beatles, pink floyd, the cure, poison, depeche mode, gnr, def leppard, bon jovi, motley crue, counting crows, hooverphonic, portishead, etc... i like something from (nearly) all genres, i suppose but the 80s beats all. oldies, and horrible new popular catchy songs in my head.

    I don't like loud, screamy music. I don't like anything that has the words speed, thrash, death, or black in it. I like music. I do not like noise. I like enunciation, or at least a few words. However, I admit to a strange attraction to people who create such music.

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    Song Of The Moment
    Subject To Change At Any Time
    For Any Reason

    Blink 182 // Stay Together For The Kids

    It's hard to wake up
    When the shades have been pulled shut
    This house is haunted
    It's so pathetic
    It makes no sense at all

    I'm ripe with things to say
    The words rot and fall away
    If a stupid poem could fix this home
    I'd read it every day

    So here's your holiday
    Hope you enjoy it this time
    You gave it all away
    It was mine
    So when you're dead and gone
    Will you remember this night?
    Twenty years now lost
    It's not right

    Their anger hurts my ears
    Been running strong for seven years
    Rather than fix the problems
    They never solve them
    It makes no sense at all

    I see them every day
    We get along so why can't they?
    If this is what he wants and it's what she wants
    Then why's there so much pain?

    So here's your holiday
    Hope you enjoy it this time
    You gave it all away
    It was mine
    So when you're dead and gone
    Will you remember this night?
    Twenty years now lost
    It's not right

    So here's your holiday
    Hope you enjoy it this time
    You gave it all away
    It was mine
    So when you're dead and gone
    Will you remember this night?
    Twenty years now lost
    It's not right
    It's not right
    It's not right
    It's not right..
  • Movies

    Way more than I can list.

    In no particular order: Gia, Requiem for a Dream, Rock Star, The Big Lebowski, The Wall, Kevin Smith movies, Labyrinth, The Princess Bride, The Shawshank Redemption, Girl Interrupted, Prozac Nation, The Green Mile, Pet Sematary, Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas, Elephant, The Exorcist, Pulp Fiction, Reservoir Dogs, The Usual Suspects, House of 1000 Corpses, The Devil's Rejects, American Psycho, Animal Room, Happiness, most cheesy horror movies, Alice in Wonderland, Gossip, Meet The Feebles, Hostel, Kill Bill, MST3K: Pod People, Jackass & Jackass Number Two, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Jaws, Suicide, One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, Silence of the Lambs, Fight Club, Seven, A Clockwork Orange, The Shining, Return to Oz, Evil Dead trilogy, Freaks, Airplane, Run Lola Run, Boxing Helena, Last House on the Left, I Spit on Your Grave, Suicide Kings, Fahrenheit 9/11, Bowling for Columbine, Full Metal Jacket, Donnie Darko, Being John Malkovich, Closer, Trainspotting, Supersize Me, Corpse Bride, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Neverending Story, Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory/Charlie & the Chocolate Factory, Hedwig & the Angry Inch, Napoleon Dynamite, Stand By Me, A Fish Called Wanda, And Now For Something Completely Different, This is Spinal Tap, SLC Punk, Office Space, Strangeland, The Hills Have Eyes, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, White Oleander, Rush, Dead Man Walking, Heathers, Dazed and Confused, The Basketball Diaries, The Mating Habits of the Earthbound Human, The Doom Generation, Bringing out the Dead, Misery, Bully, etc.





  • Television

    all varieties of law & order, family guy, forensic files, aqua teen hunger force, robot chicken, lockup, dark heart iron hand, cold case files, dead like me, six feet under, jeopardy, intervention, the first 48, ER, dog the bounty hunter, airline, max-x, any police/car chase/etc. shows, COPS or similar shows, interesting documentaries, nip/tuck, etc.

  • Books

    favorite authors: poppy z. brite, stephen king, john douglas, mark olshaker, robert ressler, douglas adams, elizabeth wurtzel, hunter s. thompson, augusten burroughs, william s. burroughs, etc. good horror fiction, true crime, books about mental illness, drug literature, etc. i'm generally miserable without a good book to read but what i consider a good book varies wildly from hour to hour. i just finished a book about scott peterson and one about the green river killer and am now back to some other true crime book. i try to read every day. if you hate to read, shoo.
  • Heroes

    Other Random Stuff About Me by onmyown2723
    Name:: Kat, to most people. It's best if we just stick with that.
    Age:: 28 as of 3/20/08.
    Height:: 5'6".
    Weight:: As of Tuesday, 128.5.
    Right or left-handed:: I can only use my left hand for things like typing... or perhaps smoking a bowl.
    Your heritage:: My biological mother was German and that's as much as I know.
    What is your favorite game?: Trivial Pursuit, Riff, pool [though I suck at it], etc.
    Favorite color:: Light pink, silver, black, dark green, dark purple, dark red, etc.
    Least favorite color:: Bright obnoxious ones.
    Do you like to drive fast?: I prefer not to drive at all.
    Do you like thunderstorms?: Yes.
    What is your sign?: Pisces/Aries cusp & it shows..
    Do you eat the stems of broccoli?: If they're not really hard.
    What was your first car?: 1993 Grand Prix.
    If you could have any job, what would it be?: Author and/or criminal psychologist or drug counselor.
    Is the glass half full or half empty?: Depends what's in it.
    Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: Sorta.
    What's under your bed?: God only knows.
    What are your favorite sports to watch?: If pressed, hockey.
    Single biggest intense pain?: What, that I've experienced? Emotional or physical? The list is endless.
    The best places you have ever been?: I dunno. St. Mark's Place in NYC was cool.
    Hamburgers or hot dogs?: California cheeseburgers w/no onions.
    What is your occupation?: I get paid to be crazy.
    What was the last thing you ate?: Suboxone.
    Do you wish on stars?: Rarely.
    If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: If i were a crayon I WOULD HAVE NO IDEA I WAS A FUCKING CRAYON.
    Last incoming call on your cell phone?: On my REGULAR phone, some telemarketer; I don't own a cell.
    Last outgoing call on your cell phone?: Z.
    What's your favorite restaurant?: Italiano Delite and ordering pizza online.
    Favorite food?: Chinese, Italian.
    Britney Spears is a skank--agree or disagree?: Agree.
    What type of music do you dislike most?: IDM, country, really hard shit.
    What was the last thing you bought?: Pizza.
    Do you take illegal drugs?: Sometimes.
    Does someone have a crush on you?: Probably...?
    Do you really know all the words to the national anthem?: I think so.
    Favorite drink?: Coke/Cherry Coke/Cherry Pepsi, lemon tea.
    Favorite alcoholic drink?: Nuts & berries but I rarely drink.
    Do you believe in love at first sight?: No. Lust, not love.
    Where were you for Valentine's Day?: Alone in the apartment.
    What's your favorite animal?: White tigers.
    What do you think about most?: Probably shit I shouldn't.
    Do you like to play in the rain?: I can sometimes be convinced, if it's warm.
    Are you a risk taker?: Compared to some.
    How many people have you had sex with in '08?: One.
    When was the last time you had sex?: Ha, since Todd's been away... on April 10th it'll be three months.
    Ever cheated on a g/f or b/f?: Yes.
    Have you ever been to jail?: Once, for a week right before I turned 20.
    How many states have you lived in?: One.
    Do you wear contacts or glasses?: No... I have better than perfect vision.
    Hugs or kisses?: Both, depending on who is giving them.
    Living arrangements?: For the moment, it's just me & my cat, but Todd will be home in April.
    Who is your best friend?: They should know.
    What do you sleep in?: Lately, my dad's old PJ bottoms & a random shirt.
    What is your bedtime?: Lately, between midnight and 2am, mostly.
    Piercings? Tattoos?: 5, 7, so far.
    Biggest pet peeve?: Snoring, unrepentent stupidity.
    I have low tolerance for people who....: are stupid and have no desire to change that.
    Do you sleep with the TV on?: No, I sleep with just a fan on for white noise.
    Do you have a TV in your bedroom?: yes.
    Are you good at keeping secrets?: I can be.
    How do you spell relief?: ...relief.
    Parents still together?: They were when my dad died in May 2006.
    Can you handle the truth?: Depends what it is.
    Current car?: N/a.
    Are you in love?: Yes.
    Hair color?: Brown/red.
    What are you afraid of?: Being alone/trapped, death, biological/chemical warfare, clowns, unfamiliar dark, etc.
    Last time you cried?: I'm actually not sure, I think it may be the night James was a dick to me.
    Friend you've had the longest?: Ali, Becca, Ryan, everyone from the Poodle Skirt summer.
    Best friends?: Didn't we cover this?
    Favorite car?: Viper.
    Number of keys on your keyring?: Four.
    Favorite day of the week?: Eh.
    Favorite shampoo?: Eh.
    Day or night?: Night, usually, but I've been something of a day person lately.
    Best advice you've ever received?: when dealing with yourself use your head, when dealing with others use your heart.
    Favorite quote?: It varies.
    Favorite type of music?: *0s, BEATLES, etc.
    Your biggest weakness?: Emotions, people, vices.
    Biggest fear?: See above.
    Are you close to your parents?: My dad died and my mom's a bitch.
    Do you swear?: Yes.
    Favorite song at the moment?: Hate me & Into the Ocean by Blue October, a bunch of Beatles songs, Are We The Waiting by Green Day, etc.
    Favorite band?: Beatles, Tori, Cure, Floyd, etc.
    Do you have sex?: Yes, not as much as I'd like lately.
    Read books?: Ravenously.
    Have a religion?: Not really.
    Vegetable you love/hate?: I love most if they're cooked; I hate anything with the consistency of a lima bean.
    View on politics?: I try not to view politics at all.
    Worst habits?: Drugs, overanalyzation, arguing, etc.
    Do you like to watch porn?: Sometimes.
    *In a boyfriend/girlfriend*
    Hair color?: Dark.
    Body type?: Slim.
    Personality?: Honest, trustworthy, talkative, laidback, sarcastic, openminded.
    Style of clothing?: Anything that doesn't look stupid.
    Do they have to be popular?: No.
    Kiss on the first date?: Depends.
    Sex on the first date?: Depends.
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    ....Looks That Kill
    More photos of me for those who can't get enough!

    My legs:
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    Me & Bret Michaels, 2002:
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    Me and Rikki Rockett, 2003:
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    Rare photo with my hair up:
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    Rare photos of me smirking/smiling:
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    Ghetto Puss:
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    Me and Sarah at a Poison show:
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    Me and my ex when I was 20:
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    Jena took this picture on Christmas:
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    Two webcam shots obviously taken the same day:
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    Random:
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    I was either 19 or 20 in these:
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    Looking mopey and goth:
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    My cat:
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Details

  • Status: In a Relationship
  • Here for: Friends
  • Hometown: allentown, pennsylvania.
  • Orientation: Bi
  • Body type: 5' 6" / Average
  • Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
  • Religion: Agnostic
  • Zodiac Sign: Pisces
  • Children: Someday
  • Smoke / Drink: Yes / Yes
  • Education: Some college
  • Occupation: Professionally unstable
  • Income: Less than $30,000

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Comments

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  • jose Online Now!

    Dec 19 2009 7:02 AM

    thanx 4 the add
  • Dec 12 2009 4:17 AM

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  • Nov 29 2009 1:16 AM

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  • Nov 28 2009 5:56 AM

    Missing you what's up ?
  • Nov 10 2009 5:15 PM

    Hello


    How are you?

    Thanks for the add!!...cool
    great to have you as a friend...!

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  • Nov 7 2009 7:24 PM

    hey i was just thinking about you, i hope you are alright. i'm doing good, working and playing music a lot. please let me know you are okay sometime. i saw you haven't signed into myspace since like december so yeah i hope you're okay.
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    Nov 7 2009 7:24 PM

  • Nov 7 2009 7:20 PM


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    Dec 1 2008 6:54 PM

    Hello gorgeous. Hope you're having a good day.
  • Dan

    Nov 29 2008 2:59 AM

    don't know if you already saw this but if not, enjoy!
  • Nov 27 2008 4:46 PM

    happy turkey day y’all

    much luv n stuffin

    lars
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    Nov 23 2008 4:43 AM

    BALLS!
  • Nov 20 2008 1:02 AM

    I want to come chill, like VERY soon. I miss you! Might actually be driving past your way this weekend... probably going to NYC Saturday night.
  • Nov 21 2008 4:56 PM

    Powerful Explosions

    Fire Eating Midgets

    Godzilla fighting Mothra in there biggest fight to date

    And if they don’t show up (pussies)

    You know you’ll get 4 great live bands from rock to hip hop and some free stuff at the door

    The Best Live Show in the Lehigh Valley

    TOMARROW NIGHT SATURDAY

    Beginning at 8pm

    The Iron Horse 106 N Main St, Alburtis, PA 18011
  • Nov 16 2008 12:27 AM

  • Nov 14 2008 2:18 PM

    When can we go visit Todd?
  • Nov 13 2008 9:36 PM

    Keep an eye on your mailbox. There should be something from me there for you on Saturday...
  • Nov 12 2008 10:27 PM

    Heeeey,

    Big Party coming up in none other than Alburtis, PA. I’m playing along with a bunch of my friends. There will be freebies at the door, cheap beer, and killer music all night long. MySpaceLife is throwing it so you know it’s gonna be poppin’

    It’s definitely the best thing going on that night. Save the day on your calendar. Make sure you tell your friends … and remember:

    It takes a handful of proactive planners to turn a room full of people into a party.
    It takes one naked guy in a cowboy hat to turn a party into a legend!

    Meet me at:
    The Iron Horse
    106 N Main St
    Alburtis, PA 18011
    Music starts @ 8pm and ends when the lights come on

    muchLove

    Travis
    Travasaurus Rox
  • Nov 7 2008 10:24 PM

    hi!
  • Nov 5 2008 4:18 AM

    The polls are in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Landslide yo!!!!
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Blurbs

Who I'd like to meet:

I don't think I'm actively here to meet anyone. I'm here because it's an addictive website that everyone in the world seems to be a part of.

I seek intelligence. Individuality. Open-mindedness. Tolerance. Curiosity. Androgyny. Debate. Dangerous flirtation. People with similar interests, experiences & opinions.

Find out if we mesh.