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man o man there are days that i can be the epitome of lazy.

i really think it's because there can be times that
i'm missing "interesting challenge" in my life.
a bit of intellectual perplexity if you will.
my brain misses the drunken psyche diagnosis chats with everyone at our random drink ups at my house or the torrevilla's house or wherever...
most of the time it was in Eastside creating what I call "Eastside Enlightenment"

let me explain...drinking in front of the garage, common in eastside,
can cause people to ponder the oddest things, the drunker you get,
the clearer things become. end of the night you are "enlightened" as to the solution or meaning of whatever nonsense you brought up in the first place.
 

i believe the people you come across in life really do make you the person you are today.

with that in mind, i owe everything i am to the people i've met and have had the privilege to call my
       friend, sister, brother, pinsan, lover, soul mate, partner in crime, teacher...the list goes on.
                           
sadly as we age...well, for some of us, that is...
it's harder to keep appointments that used to be a part of daily routine.
the odd thing is it's not necessarily lack of TIME but maybe lack of energy?
unlike before when I had the energy...it's just harder to hold on to the dozens of strings
that once tied your relationships together... like balloons... it can get very windy, even stormy...
makes the strings quite slippery.