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living life
as though it
was art.

to create
an
exurbarant
painting of my existence
filled
with beauty, compassion,
purpose, love. to have
it not littered with
too much madness
of my own
or others only
enough of the fuel to
free us free us free us free us
to have
it only sprinkled
with the great decay
of the backwash of
Modern Man's
forgetfullness and
distracted corrupt
selfishness without noble
purpose, or even a
glimpse of
beauty.

erotic
touch intimacy

I can believe in....
even breathe
within and
evoke
life from
beyond the reality
of our numbed day to day......
to feel
feel
and feel
truly feel the
connection of
myself my mind my eyes my heart
with another,
have it expressed
thru the feeling of my soul
my body
touch........

to create and to believe
in creating and to hold
meaning in that creation......
and not in support of destruction.....
or cause destruction...

what is
life
but
something
one is
to live,
so
live...

Sigur Ros,
death cab for cutie,
Mahavishnu Orchestra,
THE CURE,
cloud cult,
the pixies,
engine down,
mum,
brand new,
RADIOHEAD,
my american heart,
avett brothers
Prince,
black tape for a blue girl,
Dead Can Dance,
denali,
niyaz,
the postal service,
Interpol,
engine down,
Sonic Youth,
a perfect circle,
NIRVANA,
the white stripes
fear of god,
cranes,
Fugazi,
modest mouse,
the immortal lee county killers 3,
Sex Pistols,
des ark,
ramones,
flying saucer attack...
the Doors,
Leonard Cohen
beastie boys
(always on vacation)

Stevie Wonder, NIN,
elbow, geezer lake,
the beatles,
the mars volta, coldplay,
slayer, amber asylum,
dead kennedys,
margot and the nuclear so and so's
love spirals downward,
DJ Shadow, the faint,
possible playground,
joy division
thursday, AFI, taking back sunday,
funeral for a friend, blur,
senses fail, thursday, vast,
elliot smith, led zepplin, notwist

bjork, voltaire, Hank Williams,
Hank III, thrice,
my bloody valentine,
black sabbath, hotel motel,
tori amos, ani difranco,
GUNS N' ROSES,
portishead,
Jeff Buckley, Ours, Lush,
Muse, the flaming lips,
poe, Skinny Puppy,
dresdon dolls, leatherstrip
Depeche Mode, Madonna,
velvet underground,

GODSPEED! you black emperor...

jimi hendrix, john lennon,
otis redding, ray charles,
marvin gaye, marilyn manson,

Alice In Chains,
SMASHING PUMPKINS,
red hot chilli peppers,
incubus, audioslave, TOOL,
Fontomas

pink floyd, led zeppelin,
the rolling stones, pantera,
anthrax, ozzy osbourne,
metallica,
deftones
AC/DC
testament, megadeth
sepultera, sevendust,
jane's addiction,
white zombie,
morbid angel

the hives, the killers,
the strokes, the vines,
the misfits

kmfdm,
type o negative,
duran duran,
the smiths,
lamb, massive attack,
fiona apple,
norah jones, sade,
aphex twin

the clash, no doubt,
311, weezer, dinasour jr,
green day

jack off jill, frou frou

run dmc,
the chemical brothers,
rage against the machine,

circle jerks, dropkick murphys,
london after midnight, bauhaus,
the arcade fire,
sarah mclaughlin,
sisters of mercy,
operation ivy, rancid,
beck, cake, primus, Ed Harcourt,
jump little children, warrior soul,
Kraftwerk....

Juno, Shaun of the Dead, Waking Life, CODE 46, Basquiat, Garden State, Immortal, The Motorcycle Dairies, Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas, Kill Bill Vol. 1, Kill Bill Vol. 2, the 5th Element, The Nightmare Before Christmas, True Romance, Walk the Line, Eternal Sunshine on the sPotless Mind, Once, Friday, the modern adaptations of Hamlet... Romeo & Juliet, the Godfather I-III, A Clockwork Orange, PULP FICTION!, Spiderman I-III, Resident Evil I-III, X-Men I-III, Batman (the 1st, by Tim Burton), Batman Begins (the new one)... the Devil's Rejects... Anchorman.... Office Space.... Donnie Darko, Dogma, Clerks... SLC Punk, Amelia.....

KILL YOUR TELEVISION. IT'S LYING TO YOU.

DO WE REALLY NEED ANOTHER LONG LIST?
BESIDES NO ONE READS THESE THINGS ON MYSPACE...

Generally I love books on art history, the impossibility of reality, the analyzation of spiritual yearnings, transcendentialists' texts, collections of poetry (many I find worthy of fire), books on permaculture, gardening... books on tribal cultures, books on religions past and present, most anything from Charles Bukowski...BE HERE NOW by Ram Dass... The Power of Myth by Joseph Campbell....

Gandhi, Jesus, Buddha.... No shit, I'm not kidding. Not too many measure up, including myself. But I do believe we should all attempt to evolve to the best self we can be given our place in time and our birth and out range of the changes and chances of our lives.