Carley - it's time for a change
'I don't know' is a really big part of my vocabulary. I'm rarely certain. Making decisions is something I sturggle with - but once a decision's been made, I generally feel much better.
I don't speak what I'm thinking all of the time, and that, quite simply, is because I hate conflict. I'd do anything to avoid confrontation.
I really want to live my life the way I choose - I've had my options narrowed for me over and over again and now I'm old enough to choose for myself, I feel better.
I write a lot. I don't want to be a journalist, and I've made sure my career will never take the magic of creating a different world of words away from me. People have said they wouldn't be suprised to see my name on a front cover someday and this, for me, is a secret dream.
I like music. I don't love it, but it's always in my life - background, bubbling under the surface of my memories.
Photographs mean more to me than anything else I own. If my house were on fire, I would always save the photographs.{they're the physical representation of my memories.}
I'm at the University of St Andrews. I have little more to say about that.
I don't understand why everyone's so desperate to be with another person... Hearts are born whole, single and unbroken. Why do souls need joining to be made perfect? Love will find me if it's ready.
Edward Cullen made me happier than any other fictional character I've ever come across. He is exactly my brand of heroin.
I make friendship barcelets and keep them, I create insecurities and then give them away.
I daydream, I bake, I fall in love more than I should, I read too much poetry, I live in the past at times, I get depressed, I spend my student loan on fancy shampoo and non course related books.
These are my faults. I don't ask you to forgive me of them, i just ask you to accept me.
Always, All Ways. {Apologies, Glances and Messed Up Chances.}
