hi i'm thom

The other day, i bought a goldfish and named it after my ex-boyfriend, and then i just let it die. It's definatly the simple things in life.
I am eighteen years young, and i definatly know what i want in life. Somedays i find myself thinking about the past, and how i could have did something differently. And other days, i just think about how much the past has fucked me over, and made me wiser. I can get by in life, with no help, but yes, help is nice. It's always nice to have someone there for you. I love my girls. I hope one day, this world can notice how special i really am, and notice that love isn't illegal. I always wanted to be the guy that parents saw as that good kid, you want your children to be around. As that person, that anyone can come to, to talk to about personal problems, and know that i will be there to listen, and help. I'm sure everyone in this world, wants that person that can help them when they need help, catch them when they fall, dry their tears from their eyes, and smile with them, and of course, thats everything i want. To listen to those lovesongs, and try to imagine who i could dedicate that song to, is awful! I want someone, i don't need someone, but i would like to have someone. If i make a mistake, yes, i do apologize. If i don't apologize, then i really don't feel like i should have too. I want to be the change i want to see in this world. I want true love, and i don't want it to end. I am committed, and when i love someone, i really do love them, and give them my all. If i could just choose to live on an island with a man, and my children, where no one can bother us, and the world can't affect us, is all i want. Some days, i try to have an aspect of "Today, is going to be a good day, if they like it or not." <- that kinda gets me in trouble! I have a big mouth, and i do use it, to everyone and anyone. It's pretty bad.



I'm the guy, that will be in his bedroom under the pink blankets, giggling to Jonas or Hannah Montana. Driving in the car next to you, jamming out to Britney Spears, or Miley Cyrus, OR Lady GAGA. I can get a kick out of watching youtube videos for most of the day, or texting on my blackberry. I'm alittle perv, and it's hidden pretty well. I love sunsets, and staring at the pretty stars @ night. I'm the guy, that will be having sex with the "straight" neighboor, and calling a hobo on the street a freaking 10! I can be a hardcore cunt, or a sensibly sweet teddybear. I will shop @ forever 21, for pink sunglasses, or American Apparel for a cute cardigan. I love to bake cupcakes with pink frosting, and sprinkles. I love using quotes like 'Loves it' or 'HUGE!'. I love the Kardashians, and Lauren Conrad. I dream big. I want my own reality show, based on my life, and my dating life, and the real me!<-now thats reality television. Everything can inspire me, from monsters, to a cute hat, or to a lovely color. Even, someones outfit, or a hot guys smile. I'm pretty simple. I'm sure your blessed to have me in your life. ..