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I am a model/webdesigner and I currently live in Phoenix, AZ ....I live my life to the fullest and how I want to and even along the way with all the people who insist I'm doing it all wrong I have still made it this far blessed as can be, no drama, no stress, a heart still filled with love, a roof over my head, my character still intact, my friends and family still by my side, still with GOD, and no remorse or regrets....Life is not a competition to me, its a journey and I follow my heart and my human natural instincts that haven't been supressed by the world I live in....

I'm not ashamed of my body, or my sexuality, I'm not ashamed to be a woman who is comfortable with herself, I'm not insulted others see my beauty inside and out, I'm not afraid to reveal myself to others inside and out, and I'm not afraid of life....I'm not for playing games with people, and I know you need money to live, but I don't live for money although I've been blessed to have it....I will give and give again as long as my kindness is not taken for granted, and I always treat others how I would like to be treated back....I respect you for who you are respect me for me....I stress to anyone that real beauty really does shine from the inside out...I like the visual just as much as anyone else, and the physical will catch somebody's attention for a moment in time, but the spiritual will capture their hearts forever.....learn to love yourself....I like the Made up me, but I truly love the real me, and all it takes is time and understanding to find yourself and realize the same about yourself...

I appreciate all the love I receive, and I don't mind the hate because I guarantee if you feel the need to hate or judge anybody, that hate is a reflection of the emotion that you harbor inside you....one looks for others what they see in themself...those who love themselves look for things in others to love and vice versa......so if you have to get that hate out a lil bit at time to force yourself to look inwards at yourself and fix yourself to get to a better place, then I'm here to help you get to that point, so hate away...

I am definitely a homebody and I enjoy being with myself as much as I can enjoy company, ...I love to eat, so I love to cook, and even tho I switched my food intake to a more healthy natural and organic diet, I still throwdown and the food tastes even better....When I feel like doing something I just do it, I have learned to gradually face and discard fear and doubt from my life and I feel that I can do anything I want when I want to and know that I will be okay, so when I feel like up and taking a trip then I just up and go, at this point in my life I just take each day as it comes and as long as Im able to be so carefree and yet secure then I will try to make the most of each day...I've also taken a interest in yoga, great for the body and soul...I love it

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My parents...true definition of unconditional love...my dad is one of the realist people on this planet and neither one of my parents judges me nor have they done n e thing except love me and have my back......taught me to be the person I am and to live to make myself happy not n e body else....I'm really daddy's lil girl....My dad always tells me that he will leave it up to me to keep a handle on life, but if he feels I can't handle it he would step in to help me get it back on track...and that has yet to happen, but its great to know he has my back like that...he calls to just to say he loves me all the time, and sometimes even sings the song....its so cute.....

If either one of my parents were ever to say or express any type of disappointment in me because of how I choose to live then It would be much harder to have been able to step outside the box and maybe I would even consider to change it, but that means I also wouldn't be the person I am today and I wouldn't be doing what I'm doing and have done and I wouldn't be happy...because I would be living for them instead of me and that's why they stick by me and offer nothing but love no matter what because they want me to be happy...if you are a parent think about that...Do you want your child to live for you so you can be happy and not judged by what they do, or will you give them the freedom be who they are no matter what?

I saw this posted on a friends page and the words just ring true....

INSTRUCTIONS FOR LIFE

1.Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson. 3. Follow the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others and Responsibility for all your actions. 4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. 5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. 6. Don't let a little dispute injure a great relationship. 7. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. 8. Spend some time alone everyday. 9. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values. 10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. 11. Live a good honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time. 12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. 13. In disagreements with love ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past. 14. Share your knowledge. It is a way to achieve immortality. 15. Be gentle with the earth. 16. Once a year, go someplace you've never been before. 17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other. 18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it. 19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon. -Jmnice