Atraktiv

About me:

 My story always seems to begin with an end. I moved down to California from a small town in good ol' Oklahoma looking for what most people look for there: culture, warm weather, and lazy weekends full of sun and sand. I've since started and ended many chapters in my life and moved to Panama with my unborn baby in the process, only to realize that friends come and go but the impact they leave is inevitable.

I've been blessed to have some incredible people stand beside and behind me, some right here and some a plane ticket away. I tend to crave stability in the chaos I always create. My mom centers me and my brother inspires me. I love being away in my own little world but always find myself breathing a sigh of relief when I see the farms from the window seat flying in. I thrive in motion, and forward is where I want to be. I wouldn't say what one does defines them, but the sense of accomplishment is what defines me. I'm not what you may assume, and what you see is just that. I'm a girly girl who could wear a dress and heels everyday but I'm not afraid to get dirty or rock jeans with my white T. I act a lot older than the age on my license and I grew up fast, now I just want to enjoy life and the people around me. I love meeting new people and always find myself adapting to whatever scene I find myself in. I'm not out to please anyone anymore, but I have a heart not to be rivaled: when it's yours, its for keeps. Slowly but surely I'm growing, still learning, and always wanting more.

The thing about having a past is finding a balance between letting it define you or just letting it go. If letting go means moving forward, then I'm letting go. With that, I'm ready for this next, most exciting chapter in my life and with another end comes a new beginning... and oh, it's just the beginning.

Heartbreaks and promises, I’ve had more than my share I’m tired of giving my love and getting nowhere What I need is somebody who really cares I really need a lover, a lover who wants to be there It’s been so long since I touched a wanting hand I can’t put my love on the line,I hope you’ll understand.