Create Your OwnThe above slideshow isn't about me anymore. It's part of the past. I reflect on it with cherished memories. Today's world is something altogether new. The children are older, almost different people now. The man I reference as the one my sister got "stuck" with is now here X-husband. For the record, I didn't feel like she was stuck at all, that was a joke. I felt like she lucked out and got to marry her highschool sweetheart. I guess she did get to marry him, but she also had to divorce him. That sucks for her, but I still look at her live and think as well as hope her life is a happy one. Also, the boy I feature as the one I get is also gone. I think I would have married him if it would have been an option, and today I'd be divorced. The puppy i refer to as my child has a very happy life somewhere in North Carolina. I had to give her up because the greyhound wouldn't let her travel with me. And finally, my brothers kids aren't cute anymore, they are grown-up. Sadly, my brother divorced thier mother and I don't think I'll see much of them from here on out. Although the slidshow doesn't feature my brother Shawn, he is also seperated from the mother of his children. I want to go cut myself and cry over the fact that people cant commit to each other. Anyways, things change. We have to embrace change and we would be very well off it we could learn_to_LOVE_change. If you know how to make the text stretch out across this table, please tell me how!
Music
MUSIC!!! What a strange thing for me. I was anti-music for such a long time. When I was a kid, all I listened to was my dad's shitty country music. Then as I grew up, all I heard was my brother's stupid rap music. So, that was music to me. I hated it. Then I grew up a little bit more. I met people who listened to true artists. I found music and I swear it has changed my life. I almost hate going into Wal-Mart but I absolutely love going there with my music in my ears. It's like living in your own world while going through the motions of the "real" world.
Movies
I like the kind of movie where I dont know how its going to end. I love to be blown away by the ending. My biggest complaint about movies is that people dont have very long attention, so they have to keep the movie shorter than 2 hours. Some movies could be astounding if they had the time to tell the whole story.
Television
SUCKS! I'm happy that the internet is either going to replace television or transform it. Television just taps into and feeds our desire to hear about fucked up shit. We don't need to know about all the fucked up shit people do to each other. We really need to start teaching each other and our kids not to be intertained by the evils of this world. People don't understand that all of our likes and dislikes were taught to us. We can teach ourselves to be more intertained by love and kindness.
Books
I really love to read, but it tends to make me feel alone. So, I read a lot when my social life is good.
Heroes
Everyone is serving their own interests. There are great people out then and great people are scattered all over history. However, noone is selfless... so there are no heroes. Again, there are people I love and strongly admire, but I think we all need to be our own heroes.
Create Your Own
About me: I am all about people. However, i don't really enjoy the typical things people get into. I wish more people liked to cook and garden. I think we should all be canning our own food, and most people don't even want to grow or even cook their own food. I wish we were still building our own houses and entertaining ourselves. When did we become so lazy? Having so many things done for us, we forgot how rewarding it is to take care of ourselves and other.
I would just really like to meet people who love the simple things in life. I want to meet people who don't just swallow everything they hear, people who think for themselves. "Until they become conscious they will never rebel, and until after they have rebelled they cannot become conscious."
Lol.. I am boring myself... dont have a job yet and dont really know much about this town yet... and I WILL NOT take those pictures off, you are NOT ugly and or fugly.. you ARE beautiful! :) I love them... Heehee.
Yay! I am soo excited you found me! You are my first friend in Sterling!! I had so much fun with you at the bars! Unforgetable times for sure! How are ya?!
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