I am currently in school for Computer Information Technology.
I hate it, so I am changing my major to game design, considering that's what I have always wanted to do.
I moved to Raleigh because Wilson didn't feel like home.
I am currently searching for what isn't there. I know I will find it.
I love my boyfriend, so if you are looking at this in hopes of 'hooking up' gtfo.
La la love.
Da Ida Monster.
Rah hah, I'm back.
[IdaVision]
Xbox Live ID:
Ida Monster
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Keep your head up and your feet moving forward.
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Well, I thought it was about time to make another about me. .
First of all, I am a lot different than I use to be. Let's start with the positive things and move to the negatives. .
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I am this 20 year old female who is childlike yet mature. I am playful, caring, loyal, and honest. Video games make me sane and I have goals and ambitions that I may never be able to meet, but I will also never stop trying to meet them. I love to help others and I always try to make people smile. I like robots, pandas, and monsters, among other things. I love animals, if I could I would save them all. I am a people watcher. I am open minded and free spirited. I love creativity and all kinds of music, but beautiful music is my favorite. I will never pretend to be someone I am not. I am shy at first but it wears off. I can be goofy or I can be really serious. I'm a daydreamer. I am mentally strong and I am happy all of the time. . .
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Okay, so, I only look happy all of the time. I hide behind this masked wall, I don't know if I will really ever actually take it down. I have trust issues. Once I get close to a person, I will come up with a reason to push them away, or to have them like me less. I feel lonely, not because I am alone, but because I have yet to meet someone like me. Not that I am deformed or weird, but I have been through a lot of things, a lot of things. I have incredibly bad luck, and I am still waiting for that to change. I am mentally strong, but I am weak hearted. I use to be this emotionless robot and now I am not. I laugh when I cry, it actually freaks out a lot of people. It's my way of trying to cancel the sadness out, but really it only works about 15% of the time. I am far from perfect, and to be honest, I want to keep it that way. Imperfections make a person, and this is who I am.
Afraid, angry, and apart from the world.
Love me or leave me. I'm not going anywhere.
that's funnnn. hope you get what you're going for, since you're always putting in so much effort. its admirable :3 i wish i had that kind of motivation.
me and the laaaaaaaaaaaaady have been good. we hang out way too often, lol. i mean, i like hanging out with her, but looking back at all the time we spend together, i'm like "oh bawlsss ........" and she's been pressuring me to get a job, but i'm like "nuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~!" but i probably should D;
yayyyy, i hope you get the job. glad to hear things are going smoother for you. so who do you live with now? or are you on your own yettt?
ummm, well i have a girlfriend now? haha, its been four months, and i don't know how long its been since i've spoken with youuuuu so it might be new. i've been playing less games because of it though, haha, but i'm still keeping up with some... jeez, i need more to do with my time D;
yeah that'd be cool too, I GUESSSS.
your new 'about me' reminds me of my laaaaady. if only you two could meet.
Hey!!
hi
long time no see....er..chat
i should make a trip to cary
:D
i was at a concert yesterday but i work today so you just missed me. I miss you too, I'm doing well, how are you?
that's funnnn. hope you get what you're going for, since you're always putting in so much effort. its admirable :3 i wish i had that kind of motivation.
me and the laaaaaaaaaaaaady have been good. we hang out way too often, lol. i mean, i like hanging out with her, but looking back at all the time we spend together, i'm like "oh bawlsss ........" and she's been pressuring me to get a job, but i'm like "nuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~!" but i probably should D;
yayyyy, i hope you get the job. glad to hear things are going smoother for you. so who do you live with now? or are you on your own yettt?
ummm, well i have a girlfriend now? haha, its been four months, and i don't know how long its been since i've spoken with youuuuu so it might be new. i've been playing less games because of it though, haha, but i'm still keeping up with some... jeez, i need more to do with my time D;
Do you ever get up here?
I never know!
When you comin to kinston?
i'm actually doing quite well, thank you :) just thought i'd get back in touch with you.. i've been pretty distracted from being social lately, heh.
gimme an update since its been a while - what's up with your life currently?
BJAWWWWWWWW. how are you? :3
so I've heard..
Hey buddy!
well if you're in wiltson then you should go on a wacky adventure with meh!
i has beens good. i thought you had moved to greenville or something.
Dear Ida, How is wherever the balls you are? Fye sucks now because I have nowhere to go and cry when I is bored.
but yea just wanted to drop by and say hey
Hey Ida! What's up?
It's freakin party time...bring your ass!
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YOU. US. CHICOS. THIS SATURDAY...YES, TONITE!!!!
MUCHAS FIESTAS!
AWEEE THANKS WE LOVE YOUUU
Nothing really here either.
Hey Ida! what's up?
mellow yellow my good fellow
what about you?
YOURE A CRAZY PERSOOOON :O:O:O
haii.