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†Lost Souls†
- There is No Order -

- † -[Andrey]- † -
Andrey... I met you in the best way possible. I've always found concerts to be amazing, but they're made better when you make friends there, too. We're so much alike and I love how intelligent you are. You're also really understanding and accepting of the mistakes that people make. You understand that everyone is human and you take that into account unlike most of my friends. Since I don't really know what else to say, I'll end this little message of greatness with the fact that you're amazing, like, cupcake amazing. Cupcakes are sooo amazing.

- † -[Hera]- † -
Miss Hera is one of my closest friends. We both have similar lives and problems and we find a sort of salvation in each other. She is also one of the most gorgeous girls I've ever met. I don't just mean on the outside. She's one of the only people that I really enjoy hanging out with. No matter what we're doing, no matter what goes on, we always have fun together and we always make each other happy.

- † -[Vadim]- † -
Vadim! You're like a brother from another mother. Hahaha. Seriously, man, you're the shit. I love how protective you are of your friends and what you know. You show true dedication and caring. You also have one hell of a sense of humor. You're always fun to hang around with.

- † -[Nick]- † -
Nick, you're the shit. I love hanging out with you 'cause we have so much in common that's different from hanging out with my other friends. You know that there's way more to life than music or booze or whatever. I love how you can deal with my crazy personality. You value so many great things and that just makes you an even better person. Darlin', I promise I'll always be here for you. You mean a lot to me and I'm never going to stop being your friend.

- † -[Amaryn]- † -
Amy is my twin sister, but we're really only similar in appearance and not even that. lol. She's the one who you can go to for ANYTHING and she completely understands. You can ask her anything and tell her anything and she won't judge you for your actions unless you're being a dumb ass. lol. Together, we are dangerous.

- † -[Bill]- † -
Bill is mi amigo. Fuck all you mother fuckers that talk shit about him 'cause he's fuckin' human like you. He's been the guy who's gone out of his way to make sure that I had fun and was happy. He's probably the only friend I know who has gone hella out of his way to even see me and that shows a lot. Good times, rough times, Bill was always there. Thanks, love. I wouldn't be here like I am without you. =].

- † -[Trin]- † -
Trin is the hot-ass Asian dude I met at the Dir en grey concert on Valentine's Day of 2007. lol. Yeay for Minnesota's freezing weather 'cause it brought us together, literally! This kid is so sweet and intelligent. I'm so greatful that I met him that day 'cause I know that he's one of those friends that you can keep no matter how fucked shit gets.

- † -[Theresa]- † -
Theresa is the shit. She lives in my quad with me and she's the cutest little thing I eva did see. =] I don't know how else to describe her other than saying that she's one of the nicest people ever.

- † -[RisKie]- † -
RisKie is the 2007-2008 Perpich roomie as well as my chink. She's been there for me at all the right times and is one of the few in this neck of the woods who really cares. We can have fun being hard core and fun being girlie as Hell. RisKie, thanks for keepin' my ass alive. lol.

- † -[Carly]- † -
Carly is my sister, but she's more than that... she's one of my best friends. We've both grown up together and have become extremely close because of what we've been through. We are different in personality, but no matter our differences, we always will have that connection, even when we think we've lost it.

- † -[Sam]- † -
Sam is my brother and the one person I find that, regardless of the situation, I can depend on. I owe him my life for he has been the reason that I am where I am today. I know we don't talk much anymore due to many things, but I will always love him.

- † -[Mother]- † -
My mother is my rock. If she weren't around in my past, I wouldn't be the person I am. She has taught me so much and I owe her for my world. No matter what, mom, don't forget that I love you. No matter how guilty you feel about what has been done to me because of your actions, I will never hold it against you. I will always forgive you.

- † -[Marc Curtis Schendzielos]- † -
I have met you once. You have held me, yet you consider me worthless. Well, I don't hate you like you hate me. I hate what you did to me and mostly what you did to my mother. But, I must thank you for showing me how I shouldn't be and providing me with a clear example of why I have chosen the path I'm on.

- † -[eXtacy]- † -
X. Wow... where do I begin? X is a main part of the foundation that is me. She will forever be the one that I can go to for anything and she's the best person to sit and smoke with. [Damn I miss the days by the fence]

- † -[Devon]- † -
Devon was my room mate last year and will forever be considered my room mate. She's the happy side of me and makes up the little rainbows in my black heart. No matter what, we always have fun. I love her.

- † -[Kristine]- † -
Kristine is a friend I made just this year through having Urban Geography together. She's one of the reasons that going to school every day is worth it. She's into amazing things and is a sweetie. If I ever return to this school, she'll be the one I visit. She gives me hope that generations may have a chance at not fuckin' up the world. lol. She's intelligent and an amazing artist. I know she'll go far with whatever she does in life.

- † -[Darick]- † -
Darick is the shit!! I love this kid 'cause he's one of the coolest mother fuckers I've ever met. Fer realz. He's my buddy. +nods+ My brutal fuckin' buddy.

- † -[Jesika]- † -
Jesika is my official piercer. I love her to death! Not only does she love what she's doing, but she does it so well. Plus, she's a sweet heart! Just seeing her calms me down. I owe her. Go to Saint Sabrina's and get pierced by her! She's so amazing!

- † -[otep]- † -
otep... you speak the words i cannot. you say the things i feel and have gone through with more power than i could ever scream... and you... you make it easier to explain this pain and this shame and these memories... you are an indescribable beauty.

- † -[My Music]- † -
My music is my life and there are many bands that make up the soundtrack of my life. You, the bands that have always been there and have worked so hard to produce something so fuckin' beautiful... you are what I will die for. The sounds of mothers singing to their babies, the sounds of Japanese pop singers getting cuter every day, and those screams that have infected my soul since I can remember... it's not just the music humans create, but the wind rustling leaves and wildlife moving naturally. Sound saves me. Silence makes me appreciate it 'cause without silence we cannot have sound.