Mizz Gashes

So you wanna know about well here it goes.I was born and raised here in Tampa and I am still here.I come from a huge southern family.We have Cherokee Indian in my family and it has been noted that our great great great great grandfather was a Cherokee Indian cheif and his name was Thundercloud. I come from a musical family.My grandparents had a country and western band in the 40's.My mother sang in bars when she was a teenager and my dad played drums in a band.I can also sing but I can only sing country. I am a single mom of 2 beautiful boys they are my life.They are the reason I'm still here actually.If it wasn't for becoming a mother then my life would have taking another direction and not in a positive way. I am a complex person really.Very anti social at times.I don't trust to many people at all.I have been fucked over so many times in the past that my trust in people is very thin.I have a few friends because of it.I guess I got tired of being another people's do girl.When they needed something I was always there but whenever I needed them they were no where to be find. I have a twisted since of humor and alot of people think I am very morbid.They refer to me as being loner.I guess that is true.At times I like to get to myself.I really don't like people much.Im into all kinds of different and odd things.But this is who I am. I am into Vampires,the paranormal,mythical creatures,researching and reading up on different cultures and religions.I'm into meditation and self healing.Yea I believe chakara rocks really work you just have to know how to channel your energy. I am very eccentric to when comes to alot of things including music.I love music.Music has been my outlet all my life.That is the one area I am very eccentric in. I do have my little obessesions to things and its hard to explain.I get so into something that facinates me. I can be a crazy bitch when I wanna be.I get those goofy moments and out the clear blue I say things off the wall to get a reaction out of people.LOL I have been through more shit in my life than a woman twice my age has been through and I'm still learning who I am it has taken many to years to figure out but these things take time. Please don't put a label on me.You may think I am goth or punk or whatever but your wrong just because I am into those sort of thing doesn't mean I am going to glamourize it and be a follower.Oh and just because I have a deep obessesion for Vampires doesn't mean I am one.These things just intrigue and facinate me. I also like to make people smile and laugh even at times they don't want to.But i still do it anyway. I believe in old fashion family values.I believe family makes you who you are its your roots its where you come from.I feel sorry for people who don't know where they came from or anything about their family. I love my close friends.They are very dear to me pretty much they are family as well.I consider myself to be a good friend.I don't judge my friends in any circumstances.They are who they they are and that is makes me love them. All in all I'm a pretty unique person in many ways.I have to warn you though my life is like a train wreck at times and others it can be like I roller coaster.But once you get in my head you may need a padded room,straight jacket and prozac because you never know where my head is gunna take you. So I guess this raps it up.If you wanna know more it doesn't hurt to ask and if I feel you need to know then I will tell you.But trust me I am not one to give people the benefit of the doubt I don't trust anyone nor do I allow myself to gt to close to anyone anymore! I am who I am whether you except me or not it doesn't bother me and wont loose sleep over it.You shouldn't either life is to short to dwell on the less important things. One more thinks I tend to bite and leave marks!*Wink*But I only do that unless I am giving permission too!LMAO