My name is Oliver Travis Barnhart & this is my myspace. I'm a loose cannon. A stray arrow. I know what I want out of life & all I have to do it get it. But at the same time I don't know & it's scary. All I know is that there is something big out there for me. I just have to find it. I'm meant for great things. I do what I want, when I want. I live my life for the moment. I'm 19 years young & very confused. I've been in love. I like to pretend everything is alright, even if my life is falling apart. No one really knows me, but that's ok. I know me. I'm trying to be a successful person. I love music & I don't know where I'd be without it. Maybe dead. I have 17 tattoos and I plan to get many many more. I'm scared my dreams won't come true. I used to be a vegetarian but one day I stopped caring. I think I was just really hungry. I probably watch way too much tv and I definitely spend too much time on myspace. It doesn't bother me though. I have no life. I'm narcissistic and I don't care who knows it. Partying was my way of life. I'm trying to clean up my act. I think you have to get throught life by learning from your own mistakes. God knows I've made plenty of those. I'm proud of who I am and I don't care what you think. I'm scared that one day I will look back on my life and have regrets. Really scared actually. Life goes by so fast so I'm trying to do this right. I eat when I'm bored and get bored easily. I don't try to fit in. Take me as I am because I'm not going to change. Not for you & not for anyone else either. I've been screwed over by too many people so I have some trust issues. So basically thats me in words.
so that was really weird how we were passing eachother on pike street today going real super slow.. slow enough to wave for more than 5 seconds. i almost called you to laugh about it but i was going to my tanning apt. so i didn't have time.
but anyway, you need to call me somtime because i miss you and we should definitely hang out soon.
i see that you put both of my sisters on your top friends but not me!! whoa bud... umm that girl came up to me and kelsey and was talking about lauren having her "wristlet" and kelsey (neighbor) was like you probably just lost it and was like why do you think it was her it could of been anyone pretty much made her shut up mwah ahahahah come party soon
i miss seeing you everywhere so damn much. 10 min in the wscc lobby a few times a week is NOT enough :( let's party together this wknd. I got your text abouit your party BYOB last friday.. but i was asleep (for 16hrs) I had the flu/puking. i wish i cooulda made it. loooveyou<3
I LOVE YOU! I have been seeing Hillary and Sasha at the tanning bed more than I've been seeing you..Whats up with that bia bia? I need a dose of Trabby :)
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