[Marvelous]
Name: Jessica
Age: 18
Status: Taken♥
Occupation: Yes, I have a job.
Age: 18
Status: Taken♥
Occupation: Yes, I have a job.
Revealed:
I'm human. I laugh, cry, smile, frown, make mistakes, and all that lovely stuff. I'm not a very shy person. Of course if I don't know you, I may only say but a few words to you, don't take it personally. I've learned that some people just don't like to be 'known'... get over it. I enjoy crowds and I enjoy being to myself. I have many people whom I speak to, but only few that I call 'friend'. I'm an open person, but I keep things to myself. I like to listen to people and I like to be involved in a decent conversation. I can't stand small talk or to hear the latest gossip or 'he said, she said' nonsense. If you have nothing better to say, don't bother speaking. I find beauty in nearly everything I see, even the [as what you might find...] ugly. I enjoy pictures to capture the moment, and a lot of my favorites are not of people, but places. I have a lot to say, but I keep it at a minimum.
I recently gave birth to a beautiful baby girl named Shaylee Tyler Elizabeth Graham. She was born on Saturday, July 19th at 4:16 p.m. She weighed 3.3 pounds and is 16.5 inches long. Sadly, she was born exactly 31 weeks. She's not a fullterm baby, but she is doing great! She's breathing on her own and is a little fighter. She's been feeding every three hours through a tube and has been digesting well. Next week [32 weeks] I'll possibly be able to feed her by mouth. =] Already, she's a daddy's girl. Seeing her and her daddy together is the greatest thing to witness. It puts the biggest smile on my face. If she continues to do as well as she is, we can bring her home in three weeks! I'm so excited and we've all got our fingers crossed! =]
KB says:
'Open minded, weird, dont give a [bleep] if u like her or not, [bleepin'] weird [bleep] hair style that only she can pull off, loving 2 the ppl who deserve it, really weird but nice rock music, and on top of it all the best of friend....i love her with all my heart and im glad she came into my life....she is one of a kind and i love her 2 death... u mess with her then i will kick sum [bleep].' Bleeped by Jessica.
Tyler Graham: My behbeh, and the Daddy-to-Be. He's amazing, plain and simple. I adore his dimply smile...my favorite feature. He's a shy guy... it takes a while to crack into the hard shell of his, but it's worth it. I can read him like a book, I've got him all figured out. We're a lot alike... kind of scary really. He's my sentence finisher. At the same time he's so unpredictable, you never really know for sure what he's going to do next. He makes me laugh, haha he's a complete weirdo sometimes. He's going to go places in life and I'll be right there by his side. He's the best unexpected part of my life and I couldn't be any happier. I ♥ you!
Jeff Skidmore: My 'Bestie'. Friends since forever it seems like...but it's really only been a little over a year now. He's so weird, the only person I know that would dress up as frickingBatman and go to the new premier... scratch that, scare crow, which he's definitely psyched about. He knows how to brighten my day when it's not been going so well. He's very open minded...and can be a total ass when he talks and not realize it, and it's hilarious! He's got his heart set on what he wants to do in life...as a career that is, I'm sure he'll succeed. He has some odd interests which definitely makes him one of a kind. I'm definitely going to miss having nearly every class with him. He's made high school a blast, I'll never forget it.
Kassie Bowman: My sister at heart. She's is so honest and open minded it's unreal...hahaha. She's got one hell of a big heart. Her onlydownfall is she trusts people too easily. She's finally found the perfect guy for her, hold onto him missy. She's rescued me from many of my crappy moments, she's very compassionate and is a great listener. I can count on her to always be there for me. We're two totally different people, but we 'make it work'. Haha. Never fought once, which is pretty awesome.
Mom: The one and only. Dang we've been through a lot together! But hey, she's just doing her job. We definitely don't see eye to eye on a lot of things. But we're always good in the end. Lately she's been all into the idea of being a Grandma. It's kind of funny to watch her get so excited when she talks to her. I like to see her happy. She deserves it. She's like a big kid. I'm proud to say I can talk to her about anything...and I do. It's good to have that kind of relationship with a parent. Lets you know you've always got someone to turn to.
Ashley Carpenter: The forever friend. We've pretty much grown up with and apart from each other. She's the person I enjoy reminiscing with because we've done so much crap together growing up. It's amazing how close, yet sofar, we are. I for sure miss spending time with her like we used to. It's a friendship that will last to the end.
I recently gave birth to a beautiful baby girl named Shaylee Tyler Elizabeth Graham. She was born on Saturday, July 19th at 4:16 p.m. She weighed 3.3 pounds and is 16.5 inches long. Sadly, she was born exactly 31 weeks. She's not a fullterm baby, but she is doing great! She's breathing on her own and is a little fighter. She's been feeding every three hours through a tube and has been digesting well. Next week [32 weeks] I'll possibly be able to feed her by mouth. =] Already, she's a daddy's girl. Seeing her and her daddy together is the greatest thing to witness. It puts the biggest smile on my face. If she continues to do as well as she is, we can bring her home in three weeks! I'm so excited and we've all got our fingers crossed! =]
KB says:
'Open minded, weird, dont give a [bleep] if u like her or not, [bleepin'] weird [bleep] hair style that only she can pull off, loving 2 the ppl who deserve it, really weird but nice rock music, and on top of it all the best of friend....i love her with all my heart and im glad she came into my life....she is one of a kind and i love her 2 death... u mess with her then i will kick sum [bleep].' Bleeped by Jessica.
Them:
Tyler Graham: My behbeh, and the Daddy-to-Be. He's amazing, plain and simple. I adore his dimply smile...my favorite feature. He's a shy guy... it takes a while to crack into the hard shell of his, but it's worth it. I can read him like a book, I've got him all figured out. We're a lot alike... kind of scary really. He's my sentence finisher. At the same time he's so unpredictable, you never really know for sure what he's going to do next. He makes me laugh, haha he's a complete weirdo sometimes. He's going to go places in life and I'll be right there by his side. He's the best unexpected part of my life and I couldn't be any happier. I ♥ you!
Jeff Skidmore: My 'Bestie'. Friends since forever it seems like...but it's really only been a little over a year now. He's so weird, the only person I know that would dress up as fricking
Kassie Bowman: My sister at heart. She's is so honest and open minded it's unreal...hahaha. She's got one hell of a big heart. Her only
Mom: The one and only. Dang we've been through a lot together! But hey, she's just doing her job. We definitely don't see eye to eye on a lot of things. But we're always good in the end. Lately she's been all into the idea of being a Grandma. It's kind of funny to watch her get so excited when she talks to her. I like to see her happy. She deserves it. She's like a big kid. I'm proud to say I can talk to her about anything...and I do. It's good to have that kind of relationship with a parent. Lets you know you've always got someone to turn to.
Ashley Carpenter: The forever friend. We've pretty much grown up with and apart from each other. She's the person I enjoy reminiscing with because we've done so much crap together growing up. It's amazing how close, yet so
Survey♥:
RED - LOVING
1. What type of lover are you (selfish, deep, shallow, etc):
I don't know. Passionate, compassionate, agressive, happy go luck... I just am.
2. When was the last time you heard "I love you":
Last night before I went to sleep.♥
3. When was the last time you said "I love you":
In response. =]
4. Who is one person you trust completely with your heart:
Tyler♥.
5. What is your favorite love song:
Hmm... pretty much any sappy song by Edwin McCain.
6. What makes you feel loved:
When Shaylee looks at me. Tyler♥ and pretty much anything he does. My family, definitely. My friends =]. Lots of things.
7. When you tell someone you love them, how often do you honestly mean it:
I don't say things just to say them. I mean it. Accept when I'm mad, thn I usually just say things to get the person fired up. Rarara.
8. Last time someone gave you candy:
Last time someone gave me candy... I was in the hospital.
9. Do you love/hate valentine's day:
It's just a day. I don't mind it. I think it's rediculous that it's the one day really celebrated [besides anniveraries] to honor your loved one. Love should be shown every day, and not only through material things. It's nice though.
10. Who do you love:
I love my family. I love my daughter. I love Tyler♥, my friends. I love the people that have made a scar in my life. The good, bad... everything that's made me...me.
ORANGE - CRAZY
1. Would you rather use your right or left hand:
I use my left hand for the majority of things. I use my right hand to drive...and other things, I'm sure. They're both pretty handy. =] Rarara, get it? Handy XD.
2. If you could change your eye color, what would it be:
To be honest, for a long time I've wanted them to be green. But now, I just really don't care. I'm happy with brown.
3. How many times have you said "like" today:
I've not spoken it any. Everyone is still asleep.
4. If you had to, what stereotype would you give yourself:
My own. I don't fit into any specific category. I like it that way.
5. Would you rather bungee jump or skydive:
I'd prefer to do both, they sound pretty exciting!
6. Write a sentence that only you and your best friend would understand:
We don't have a secret language, if that's what you mean.
7. Can you say the ABC's backwards:
No, I can't. If I worte them down and read backwards, yes.
8. How many colors are in the rainbow:
Every color imaginable.
9. What kiddie show would you still watch:
Lately, I haven't watched anything that's a 'kiddie show'. Only thing in common with cartoons and Adult Swim is they're both cartoon animated. I do still like Nickelodeon every now and then.
10. Do you know any songs from VeggieTales:
I don't.
YELLOW - FREINDS
1. Who is/are your best friend(s):
My first best friend is Ashley Carpenter, then there's Jeff Skidmore, and Kassie Bowman. All three are the greatest friends eva!
2. Are they on myspace:
Indeed they are. =]
3. Who would you love to be with right now:
Tyler♥ is sleeping in our bed, so I wont bug him. =]
4. Which of your friends is the craziest:
Hands down, Jeff!
5. Which is the kindest:
Kassie. =]
6. Who is the prettiest:
Psh, I don't know. They're all gorgeous in a way.
7. What friend do you know you can trust with anything:
I trust all of them, don't get me wrong...but I won't tell them just anything.
8. Who would you take TP-ing with you:
All of them. Why not? I really wouldn't go out and waste that kind of money to do that though.
9. Which friend is your conscience:
Me? Concidering the complexity of ethical and moral principles that controls me... myself?br />
10. Which friend is your partner in crime:
I don't have a crime partner.
GREEN - SERENE
1. What do you do when you want to relax:
I just relax. Just sit down and chill.
2. What song do you listen to to calm your nerves:
It depends. Most of the times it's something mellow like Jack Johnson, Coldplay, Carey Brothers, Imogen Heap, or something along those lines.
3. When you are very angry, how do you cool off:
I jam to some hardcore something. Haha, personally I wouldn't call it music, because there's really no set rhythmatic scheme. It's just...noise. But hey, when you're pissed, it's great!
4. Where do you go for some down time:
I like to walk, by myself, usually out in the woods. Just to be there.
5. What movie would you watch to wind down:
I eventually wind down to anything I watch. I get interested, and that's it.
6. What sound do you think is peaceful:
Rain. I love hearing it storm, especially when I'm going to sleep.
7. What does the word "serene" make you think of:
My mind state of tranquility is picturing myself standing on a cliff looking out into a world of green. All sorts of life. Accept there's no human existance besides my own, and it's just...happy, quiet, and refreshing.
8. Name something in nature that you describe as calming:
Haha, walks in the woods.
9. What time of day is the most peaceful for you:
Night.
10. Do you think green is a serene color:
Yes, but just about any color is.
BLUE - QUIET
1. When are you quiet:
When someone isn't speaking to me? Or whenever I just don't feel like talking.
2. Are you quiet when you are sad:
Very much so, yes.
3. Are you quiet when you are angry:
Most of the time, yes.
4. What do you like to do when you want to just be alone:
Anything I want to, really.
5. Where is a place that you think of as quiet:
Outside. Anywhere really, as long as I'm by myself.
6. When was the last time you didn't want to say anything:
The day before yesterday. Nothing was wrong, I just didn't want to talk.
7. Does silence bother you:
Silence is one of the greatest things.
8. Define "quiet time" for you:
It's already been simlply stated... 'quiet time'.
9. Does very loud music annoy you:
Not if it's something I can jam to.
10. Who do you know that is very quiet:
Tyler♥, but to me, he's not quiet.
VIOLET - PASSIONATE
1. What is something you love to do:
I enjoy many things, I wouldn't use the word 'love' in the sentence though.
2. Is there something that you would die for:
Rephrase the question to 'someone'.
3. What is the strongest emotion to you:
They are all extremely expressive. I find that love is the most meaningful.
4. What is something you dream of doing:
In my dreams I do many things. I could become another being if I wished...or even have an extreme career.
5. Tell us something you "believe in":
I believe in a higher power but evolution still being a strong possibility. I believe aliens exist, so did dinosaures. I beieve the Holocaust really happend, I don't care who wants to deny it. I believe in the 'one'. I believe in a lot of things.
6. Tell us who you "believe in":
I don't want to sounds sappy, so I'll just some it up to: those whom I love dearly.
7. Is there something you are devoted to right now:
Yes, seeing my daughter every day.
8. What goals do you hope to accomplish in life:
I have a lot of short term goals at the moment.
9. What is one wish that you would love to come true:
They already have.♥
10. Are you passionate about life:
Mine, yes.
BLACK - SECRET
1. Are you keeping a secret right now:
I have no secrets to keep.
2. Who is somebody you might tell:
Well, I don't have any secrets, I trust only a few people. If I had something to say, then I would tell them.
3. When was the last time you cried:
I cried a few weeks ago. Pretty emotional I must say.
4. What is something that makes you happy:
There are a lot of things that make me happy. I'm not really a depressed person.
5. Is there something you want right now:
Hmm... more like something I need. I need to get some bottles! Oh, some Italian food soulds quite nice too.
6. Do you keeps other people's secrets:
Sure, why not. I don't talk about anyone anyway.
7. Have you ever told a secret:
I'm sure I have.
8. What is something you love, but not a lot of people know it:
I don't know.
9. Do you have a secret place you love to go:
It wouldn't really be a secret anymore, would it?
10. If someone replied to this message, would you tell them your secret:
...that's about the dumbest ending.
1. What type of lover are you (selfish, deep, shallow, etc):
I don't know. Passionate, compassionate, agressive, happy go luck... I just am.
2. When was the last time you heard "I love you":
Last night before I went to sleep.♥
3. When was the last time you said "I love you":
In response. =]
4. Who is one person you trust completely with your heart:
Tyler♥.
5. What is your favorite love song:
Hmm... pretty much any sappy song by Edwin McCain.
6. What makes you feel loved:
When Shaylee looks at me. Tyler♥ and pretty much anything he does. My family, definitely. My friends =]. Lots of things.
7. When you tell someone you love them, how often do you honestly mean it:
I don't say things just to say them. I mean it. Accept when I'm mad, thn I usually just say things to get the person fired up. Rarara.
8. Last time someone gave you candy:
Last time someone gave me candy... I was in the hospital.
9. Do you love/hate valentine's day:
It's just a day. I don't mind it. I think it's rediculous that it's the one day really celebrated [besides anniveraries] to honor your loved one. Love should be shown every day, and not only through material things. It's nice though.
10. Who do you love:
I love my family. I love my daughter. I love Tyler♥, my friends. I love the people that have made a scar in my life. The good, bad... everything that's made me...me.
ORANGE - CRAZY
1. Would you rather use your right or left hand:
I use my left hand for the majority of things. I use my right hand to drive...and other things, I'm sure. They're both pretty handy. =] Rarara, get it? Handy XD.
2. If you could change your eye color, what would it be:
To be honest, for a long time I've wanted them to be green. But now, I just really don't care. I'm happy with brown.
3. How many times have you said "like" today:
I've not spoken it any. Everyone is still asleep.
4. If you had to, what stereotype would you give yourself:
My own. I don't fit into any specific category. I like it that way.
5. Would you rather bungee jump or skydive:
I'd prefer to do both, they sound pretty exciting!
6. Write a sentence that only you and your best friend would understand:
We don't have a secret language, if that's what you mean.
7. Can you say the ABC's backwards:
No, I can't. If I worte them down and read backwards, yes.
8. How many colors are in the rainbow:
Every color imaginable.
9. What kiddie show would you still watch:
Lately, I haven't watched anything that's a 'kiddie show'. Only thing in common with cartoons and Adult Swim is they're both cartoon animated. I do still like Nickelodeon every now and then.
10. Do you know any songs from VeggieTales:
I don't.
YELLOW - FREINDS
1. Who is/are your best friend(s):
My first best friend is Ashley Carpenter, then there's Jeff Skidmore, and Kassie Bowman. All three are the greatest friends eva!
2. Are they on myspace:
Indeed they are. =]
3. Who would you love to be with right now:
Tyler♥ is sleeping in our bed, so I wont bug him. =]
4. Which of your friends is the craziest:
Hands down, Jeff!
5. Which is the kindest:
Kassie. =]
6. Who is the prettiest:
Psh, I don't know. They're all gorgeous in a way.
7. What friend do you know you can trust with anything:
I trust all of them, don't get me wrong...but I won't tell them just anything.
8. Who would you take TP-ing with you:
All of them. Why not? I really wouldn't go out and waste that kind of money to do that though.
9. Which friend is your conscience:
Me? Concidering the complexity of ethical and moral principles that controls me... myself?br />
10. Which friend is your partner in crime:
I don't have a crime partner.
GREEN - SERENE
1. What do you do when you want to relax:
I just relax. Just sit down and chill.
2. What song do you listen to to calm your nerves:
It depends. Most of the times it's something mellow like Jack Johnson, Coldplay, Carey Brothers, Imogen Heap, or something along those lines.
3. When you are very angry, how do you cool off:
I jam to some hardcore something. Haha, personally I wouldn't call it music, because there's really no set rhythmatic scheme. It's just...noise. But hey, when you're pissed, it's great!
4. Where do you go for some down time:
I like to walk, by myself, usually out in the woods. Just to be there.
5. What movie would you watch to wind down:
I eventually wind down to anything I watch. I get interested, and that's it.
6. What sound do you think is peaceful:
Rain. I love hearing it storm, especially when I'm going to sleep.
7. What does the word "serene" make you think of:
My mind state of tranquility is picturing myself standing on a cliff looking out into a world of green. All sorts of life. Accept there's no human existance besides my own, and it's just...happy, quiet, and refreshing.
8. Name something in nature that you describe as calming:
Haha, walks in the woods.
9. What time of day is the most peaceful for you:
Night.
10. Do you think green is a serene color:
Yes, but just about any color is.
BLUE - QUIET
1. When are you quiet:
When someone isn't speaking to me? Or whenever I just don't feel like talking.
2. Are you quiet when you are sad:
Very much so, yes.
3. Are you quiet when you are angry:
Most of the time, yes.
4. What do you like to do when you want to just be alone:
Anything I want to, really.
5. Where is a place that you think of as quiet:
Outside. Anywhere really, as long as I'm by myself.
6. When was the last time you didn't want to say anything:
The day before yesterday. Nothing was wrong, I just didn't want to talk.
7. Does silence bother you:
Silence is one of the greatest things.
8. Define "quiet time" for you:
It's already been simlply stated... 'quiet time'.
9. Does very loud music annoy you:
Not if it's something I can jam to.
10. Who do you know that is very quiet:
Tyler♥, but to me, he's not quiet.
VIOLET - PASSIONATE
1. What is something you love to do:
I enjoy many things, I wouldn't use the word 'love' in the sentence though.
2. Is there something that you would die for:
Rephrase the question to 'someone'.
3. What is the strongest emotion to you:
They are all extremely expressive. I find that love is the most meaningful.
4. What is something you dream of doing:
In my dreams I do many things. I could become another being if I wished...or even have an extreme career.
5. Tell us something you "believe in":
I believe in a higher power but evolution still being a strong possibility. I believe aliens exist, so did dinosaures. I beieve the Holocaust really happend, I don't care who wants to deny it. I believe in the 'one'. I believe in a lot of things.
6. Tell us who you "believe in":
I don't want to sounds sappy, so I'll just some it up to: those whom I love dearly.
7. Is there something you are devoted to right now:
Yes, seeing my daughter every day.
8. What goals do you hope to accomplish in life:
I have a lot of short term goals at the moment.
9. What is one wish that you would love to come true:
They already have.♥
10. Are you passionate about life:
Mine, yes.
BLACK - SECRET
1. Are you keeping a secret right now:
I have no secrets to keep.
2. Who is somebody you might tell:
Well, I don't have any secrets, I trust only a few people. If I had something to say, then I would tell them.
3. When was the last time you cried:
I cried a few weeks ago. Pretty emotional I must say.
4. What is something that makes you happy:
There are a lot of things that make me happy. I'm not really a depressed person.
5. Is there something you want right now:
Hmm... more like something I need. I need to get some bottles! Oh, some Italian food soulds quite nice too.
6. Do you keeps other people's secrets:
Sure, why not. I don't talk about anyone anyway.
7. Have you ever told a secret:
I'm sure I have.
8. What is something you love, but not a lot of people know it:
I don't know.
9. Do you have a secret place you love to go:
It wouldn't really be a secret anymore, would it?
10. If someone replied to this message, would you tell them your secret:
...that's about the dumbest ending.
