hello, i'm victoria skinner.
I'm sorry I can never please you. I'm sorry I am not easy to understand. I'm sorry I am too smart for you to follow. I'm sorry I am a good drawer. I'm sorry that I have better expectations and standards. I'm sorry I prefer not to tell you things. I am sorry I don't like the same music as you. I'm sorry I don't laugh at the same things as you. I'm sorry if I find you annoying. I'm sorry I am so honest. I'm sorry I lie to you. I'm sorry I love you. I'm sorry I don't like the same celebs as you. I'm sorry that I am complicated - but I'll never let lower myself to your level. I want change.
Just Imagine
We've probably bitched about you, or had some sort of talk about you xD Good or bad. We aren't the most typical best friends, because we ragg eachother to shit. We laugh and we cry with laughed, and only prefer eachothers company :) she's my sister. "Forever means, forever." i love you(L)
My favourite film :)<3
Walk The Line, Imfamous, La Vie En Rose, Obejct Of My Affection, Nightmare Before Christmas, The Grinch, Lord Of The Rings, Twilight, Saving Private Ryan, Big Fish, Hope Springs, Narnia, Valmont, Schindler's List, Shawshank Redemption, Wanted, Clueless,all Disney and Pixar.
Blurbs
About me:
7th September 2005, best day of my life
Religion is like love, you cannot define it of make it factual, it's our own interpretation.- me
I wish to find that one person who runs at the same speed my mind does; that once I have an epiphanny of a lifestyle change or dramatic life changing poem I am about to write they have it with me and that I can tell them it. I think I do have a form of ADHD, as my mind flits from one thought to another uncontrollably, but I guess my mind is the one thing I find the most precious to myself. I do tend to spend most of my time within my own company; that doesn't suggest I have no friends, it just means that I need time to captivate myself fully into a project and get my thoughts sorted without interuption. I believe in inner-peace and tranquility, and the factors of being able to get to a state were you can clense yourself. Over the recent summer I went on too many rollercoster emotion rides and finally found the state of mind that I could handle myself carefully and get through painful situations- therapy if you will, but on my own. I got told the other day that I am 'a victorian in our day an age'- well I do not rezent that as I am happy with the life I lead. My life consists of sitting in with a good book with my boyfriend or family, listening to radio 7 on a sunday with my mother or listening to composistions with pianos and violins, also entertaining myself with movies.
Mathew James Bamber: you are the boy who has changed me. the one person who opened me up, and liked me for everything that was inside me. you don't judge me, don't allow me to feel pain, don't allow me to feel anything bad. we know eachother inside out. we know eachothers historys and don't care. our relationship is unique, there probably isn't anything like it before. we are complicated, how we got together, the aftermath of that is complicated, but i think i speak for both of us where we wouldn't change it. everything we do together is done together. we are a team. all the decissions we convey are done together. i can't live without you, and i know you can't live without me. we have plans for the future, even if that means we aren't together and are only friends i can tell you for fact you'll be in my heart forever. i'll be at your side forever. i am in love with you and we have been together for 21 nearly 22 months and i don't see a reason why we can't have 21 more. you are the one, and i wear my ring with pride.♥
Kaiser Chiefs, Avril Lavigne, Johnny Cash, The Beatles, John Lennon, Lily Allen, Edith Piaf, Elvis Presley, Marilyn Manson, Green Day, Lady Gaga, Muse, Kelly Clarkson, Travis, Coldplay, Evanescence, Enya, the top10+Eurovision(L).
my favourite band, ever. they have been since 2005 and always will be. always have a place in my heart :D<3
He is my idol, Johnny Cash.
We can always be better people, so let's try and have the world better too.