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"In the country, dead bodies live in swamps, and ditches, and shallow graves. A man dumps the body of a girl in a ditch. The body rotts; Melts into slime. Flowers pop up where the body lies, seeds fly out of the flowers, and a bee sucks the flowers and makes honey. And then the family of the girl buys the honey from the store. And the family eats the girl. " -- The Tracy Fragments








my name is airen, i'm eighteen next month. i'm so happy right now, so I want to live it up while I can. While I'm still young, while this lasts, before i'm old and no one wants to look at me anymore. the time is now, and i won't waste a second. I smoke, i fuck, but i don't drink. don't ever offer me a drink because i'll always decline. =] don't be offended if i don't reply to your messages or comments, it's not because i'm a bitch, it's because i don't have time or i forget.

10/10/08 this is the person i can stay up with until 3 in the morning talking about everything and nothing. this is the person who helps me pack a huge picnic, and when we get to the park we feed it all to the ducks and leave nothing for ourselves. this is the person who watches my favorite movies with me. this is the person who i get into fights with, and make up with just a few hours later because we're both too in love to leave over small things. this is the person who sent me flowers when he was away for two weeks. this is the person who sat with me every minute i was getting both my eye surgeries, made me sandwiches for the ride home, and took naps with me when i was too tired afterwards. this is the person who broke my heart and put it back together. this is the person who changed me, for the better. this is the boy i will be with forever. this is my bear. he is my everything, and there will never be anything else.